alright today the matter is nt getting any better tis tat there i also dunno wat to do liao. i guess like wat the quote says life is nt a bed of roses, u meet diff ppl, diff situation nv met b4, learn things through the hard way such as crying n getting angry...bt somehow y mus the matter go on to tis kind of stage where two person can no longer be friends jus cos of some incident, friendship is so fregile i can say. to be continue...(cos is late) wah long long no blog liao anw i decided tat from now one i will only blog on special stuff lah.

haiz today is a sad day lah y n j had a great disagreement today n somehow i feel tat im the one at fault and the main cause of the quarrel. even though they already nt getting along right from the start bt dunno leh feel tat is my wrong doing for speaking of the issue wit y making her misunderstand the issue then cause she wan to like speak up for me thinking tat i was being bully by j bt seriously i wasnt j is very gd to me she did nt bully or force me to do anything instead i was the one who decided to help her do the thing willingly one. heres jus a brief summary of the incident, abt a week ago j forgt to take her umbrella frm class so when we reached the nxt class, she wanted me to follow her to take back the umbrella bt cos honestly i was scared tat if i tell her straight tat i dun wanna go wit her and ask her to go herself she will angry wit me or think im a bad friend for nt following her to do such simple things whereas she always accompany me go diff place even she going to be late for class or other things. bt she is actually nt like tat like someone who gt angry over such things, is jus tat im always scared of small things like tis when it comes to friends lah cos im afriad of losing friends, bt the class was really quite far away so i pull her back n tell her nvm lah jus dun wan it lah bt she keep saying she only have one umbrella n it is quite exp. so i think think then told her nvm i will buy her a new and nicer umbrella n i promised...she say nvm one when i buy new one she will pay me the money for it bt is i keep saying nvm nvm no need u so nice to me a small umbrella is nthg. then the nxt few days i keep on forgeting to help her buy n she also abit anxious cos tis few days keep raining n her only umbrella is gone thus when today s say wanna go to jp to meet her bf i decided to follow her go to buy the umbrella, then y heard so she ask me y i wanna buy umbrella then stupid me jus say out everything to her witout thinking. she hear hear then say y mus i help j buy when the thing is nt i make lost one, tried expaining bt was too late y scolded j for the thing. j was confused like y y keep saying her so she also try to explain the issue bt like no use so j decided nt to talk anymore n listen to lesson. then y pass a single comment tat made j explod n thus the friendship broke...now j is sad for wat y had said...

anw all way long i really felt tat it is my fault n is depress for causing tis quarrel between the two of them, even though they already cannt gt along liao bt i made it worse and really sory for the incident

FOR THE TWO THEM IF THEY READ TIS, FOR Y IM REALLY HAPPY TAT U TRIED TO HELP ME BT SOMETIMES JUS DUN MAKE URSELF SEEM SO EVIL IN OTHER PPL EYES BY HELPING ANOTHER PERSON COS I NOE U R NT LIKE TAT, IS NT REALLY WORTH THE EFFORT.
N FOR J DUN BE SAD ANYMORE AND KEEP BLAMING URSELF COS IS ALSO NT REALLY UR FAULT I ALSO GT A BIT OF PART TO PLAY COS I WAS THE ONE WAN U TO DUN TAKE BACK UR THINGS ONE N DUN WORRY NO ONE THINKS U R WHO U THINK U R... alright finally decided to sit down n do a little blogging liao...haiz now is my sch holiday bt its so nt like a holiday cos need to study study, sch open is the term test liao leh thermo is like still half hanging, instrumentation is like dunno wat to study and etc. all the complains haha...last week decided to meet up wit friends to study bt could nt gt a good date where most ppl can make it ...finally manage to meet up today wit jiaying n yenru for study in sch lib i was guai one loh went early n study by myself while waiting for them to come, saw louis yuhan n wilson in the lib too...jiaying is super late n so is yenru bt okae lah they came in the end haha. 12 plus went to eat at fc3 wit jiaying, went bac to lib n saw tat sun ye n jonathan came liao haha very gd ask many many qns n im proud to say tat i understand abit of the thermo stuff esp. the refrigeration all the stupid h values which i cannt find. sun ye was like so poor thing have to keep teaching us things we were like sun ye how to do tis sun ye how to do tat...then after some time i rly dun feel like studying so went to lib level 1 to borrow some books to read gt a book abt china emperors, life of concubines n a comic abt dogs...sun ye is like so ******keep asking me for A-rated comics jus cos i like to read romantic love stories wit a little obscene pics haha hey is nt hentai okae i dun rly go for hentai cos its seems a little unreal leh wit big boobs n stuff OMG wat am i saying okae i admit i see them bt i mean who dun is quite common MOST IMPORTANTLY IM NT A HENTAI FREAK OKAE DUN LIKE THEM JUS SEE THEM FOR CURIOUSITY. today is mon haha fanny ask me to write one so lame loh lol. long time nv blog liao sian lah n lazy to do it even though i everyday also use the com one to play n study haha i can multitask loh *fake one* haha teacher starting lesson now im so nt listening. well even since sch starts im like so sad at time cos i dun understand anything taught in sch like the stupid applied thermo n instrumentation hoping to understand more as i try to learn them by myself. the teacher teach like nv teach like tat dun one i dun understand, the other just repeat wat is writen on the slides like we dunno how to read lol. lucky me the engineering maths nt so difficult to understand n also tis term nt many modules need to do calculations most r very theory based kind need to do alot of memorising. nxt week is holidays yeah so happy lol like real mus study loh cos after holidays is term test liao loh so lame.................mmit lesson now doing flash n dumb dumb clara mix up the min n hour hand haha so funny n her clock animation the hour hand move faster than the min hand haha super duper funny hahahahahahahahaha i shall laugh at her for a long time hahahahahahahaah.....okae gtg bb today sch officially starts bt im so on the off mode nt wanting to study yet...first day of sch thought it was going to be more slacky, how dump of me rite at the first module which is engineering maths the teacher alrly finish the topic one liao its like so a-maths n i think im so gonna die for tis module all the integrations ,trigo n inverse etc...wah all give back to the teacher liao. mus dig up my a-maths textbook liao ti revise...then had lunch wit clara fanny jiaying n yenru, the ones in the same class haha...xue bing then came wit durges to et wit us they r in different class n bing was like super sian in her class haha cos only gt a few ppl is from 1a one the rest r 1b ppl hu she dun know much...sad for her...anw aft tat went for mmit class some multimedia thingy one...sian like wat sit there for 4 hours plus wanna die liao. hope tis sem n the nxt sem n nxt nxt sem i can score well arh need to push up my gpa to at least a 3.5 leh.............i will jy lah GAMBATE ROSALYN okok i noe is like super duper long since i last update bt then again i did mention on tagboard tat i nt going to update haha...anw wan to update cos going to sch reopen liao and the holidays r like ultra long n boring did nt even do much for my holidays except for com com n com again now time pass quite quickly week aft nxt sch will start liao n guess wat our beloved 1a02 class is broken stupid seperate us into diff class so sad lah...well holidays did went out wit some friends like kbox wit elin, science centre snowcity trip wit jiaying n clara, class outing n tats all dun u think is so miserable n pathetic two days ago wanted to meet up wit some friends one bt things cork up n ended up cancelled wat a wet blanket was so happy one lo. nxt week thinking of having a girls outing thinking of finding jiaying xue bing clara sage yenru to go kbox haha girls nite out nono is dayout cos is in afternoon one nt nite......hope they can make it lo n nt another wet blanket again:). jus saw bing's blog haiz so envy she n clara had fun at mel camp nt like me stay n rot at home. i rly rly need to think of somethings to do it is my last week of holidays liao mus enjoy n play like siao b4 sch open n start to battle the workload comin my way.below gt some pics taken when went out wit friends random ones anw. today is like super sian one loh went to sch for bthm tutorial n guess wat nt only is there only 2 person there me n zul, the teacher is missing too went to his office a few times bt cant find himfeel so dumb dumb to go there...decide to go lib bt met sage n yenru at fc2 yeah so happy finally gt someone in sch pei me. eat lunch wit them then sage friend came so she went off to do her gems presentation...aft tat yenru wan to follow me to jp cos i gettin chocs for the class for valentine's day...stupid loh went there the choc i wan to buy sold out liao so need find again n finally found one i think everyone will like haha im nt sayin wat is it...bought wrappers too to pack the chocs...
today also saw a 25 random things abt me thingy on jody's facebook so decided to put onto blog
well here is it 25 random things abt me
1)i can be a little crazy sometimes when im high
2)i often feel sad tat no one talks to me
3)i dun like being alone
4)i rly like my current friends alot cos they change me
5)i like to laugh almost at anythings
6)i sometimes envy ppl hu have a bf
7)kboxing seems like the best friend gathering now
8)i hope ppl can see my inner nt outer
9)i daydream alot abt me in romance comics situation
10)i see things very positively
11)friends think im dumb n innocent
12)i sometimes feel left out
13)i have many secrets tat ppl dun noe abt even besties
14)im 17+ going 18 in few months time bt i have nv stay overnight for chalet b4
15)i dun like mum contoling me
16)i dun like to cry cos makes me feel dumb
17)i like being random
18)i wish to become more socialable like some ppl
19)i hate horror movies yet wan to watch
20)sometimes i feel so depress tat i feel like diein
21)my curfew is 8 plus at night bt i dun care now
22)i envy rich ppl, slim ppl, popular ppl
23)i love astronomy
24)i wish to have a smart brain
25)im scared of ghost
tats all some r like my wishes my thinkin n little more details abt me hiya totally forgt to update for the last few days haiz...busy lah or maybe is i lazy to write haha anw lets start frm last fri bah. last fri had crs lesson in the morning teacher talk alot nia a bit sian bt actually okae lah i quite enjoy the lesson dunno y haha then aft tat when to eat wit xue bing clara jiaying n some of the guys forgt hu liao anw aft lunch we went our own way bing clara n me went to borrow some dvds frm lib which is like our normal routine every fri haha...i borrowed memoirs of geisha n my super ex-gf then me n clara watch the memoirs of geisha. bing left at abt 11 plus to go jamond hse wit the rest i think or i nt so sure where she went lah...i left at abt 12. reached hme abt 1 plus then shower n slp for a while cos ltr wannna go pray grandma...aft praying dad sent me to sch cos i going to louis jazz band concert...me sage yuhan jamond wilson eugene n isaac went to the concert. haha was funny cos me n sage were like wow louis look so cool onstage while performing...he plays the bass look so diff. aft concert except for isaac the rest of us took mrt to clementi to have dinner, had ljs i could nt finish the meal haha so waste hor...during dinner me n sage talk a lot n chitchat din sit wit the guys cos the tables r 4 by 4 one then we gt 6 ppl so me n sage sit another table bused hme aft tat.........sat morning went to church wit mum then came hme abt 12 plus cos ltr in the afternoon need go swimming at first thought gt exam then so scared then went there teacher say nt today plew...lucky cos i still nt prepared for the backfloat loh bt now i okae liao...sun nthg much lah jus study in the morning then afternoon went to temple to pray...mon went to sch at 2.30 for bst test half n hour only nia so sian one thus decided to stay in sch to study wit friends me n sage stayed to abt 5 plus then went hme cos nthg to do liao oh n i gt a sp tee yeah...today had thermo lesson in the morning then had gems test in the afternoon at 5.15 stupid leh the timing. dun wanna waste money to take bus bac again so stayed in sch to study haha actually dun think i even studyin loh haha bought my lappy n wanted to watch the super ex-gf one yah i borrowed until now also haven watch haha in the end also nv watch cos yenru n jiaying keep askin me qns then aft tat also talk alot wit jiaying. gems test was a disaster i dunno how to do arhhhhh nvm over is over liao no point thinkin abt it okae shall stop here now bb

Labels: wat a long long long day for me=_='''

im so tired n shaggy today, had engineering drawing test today. strain my eys so much and used so much of my brain power hope i can pass well leh so scared now abit scared for the bthm semester paper coming up on the 20th feb hope i can do well so that my overall gpa can be gd maybe like 3.5 n above one is gd results i happy mah then daddy say going to buy new hp for me if i can gt at least 3.5 for tis sem yeah sp must study study hard..................so sian today cannt go yenru hse cos wanna exam liao mummy ks dun let me go. quite a lot of them went like xue bing sage isaac yuhan wilson etc. wonder wat they did there sian y do i always have to miss all the fun my friends have one can't mummy be a little more lenient on me my friends thay all going exams also still can go out have fun watch movie like nobody business where i have to stay at hme study like shit like tat...i mean nt say like playin all the time n no study lah maybe like today still cny go friend hse bai nian only mah like wat bing said how many times do u actually gt to visit friends hse for cny nt often rite!!! haiz dunno lah anw now lke tat also cannt do anything so wat to do study lah wait exams finish see i go crazy hahahahahaha.....im gonna work go out play watch movie shopping kbox arcade watever things can do i do lah muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..............................oh ya meet my newest idol actually nt very new lah like him quite some time ago XIAO ZHU LUO ZHI XIANG super cutee n so shuai like omg rly like his personality

xiao zhhu


so cuteeeeeee

Labels: i jus wanna have fun occasionally n nt jus study lah tats all.........

today had a super short n sian 1 hour lesson in sch bthm...the class only like 7 out of the whole class of 20 students came 6 gals 1 guy hahaha funny think everybody still in cny mood all lazy to go lesson...bf lesson end jamond n sage came to our class everyone was like staring at the door when sage open it n she was like so stun haha funny..........aft lesson xue bing isaac jamond n sage went off to do their own thngs n i went hme cos need to bring my cat tommy to vet. reached hme abt 11 plus had lunch then went wit mummy n maid to vet. in the taxi tommy was like so scared tat he kept on crying for help me n my maid had to keep on comforting him haiz...arrived at the vet then tommy manage to cool down waited some time bf doc see him. he had a x-ray n urine test found dunno wat crystal thingy in his urine so doc ask us to buy special diet for him to eat high class nia 35 bucks leh one pack. oh ya n doc gave him an injection wooooooooo pain sia. go hme still need to feed medicine for him...reached hme at ard 5 plus like tat i was so tired so went for a nap aft shower...at night aft dinner was a nightmare cos need to feed tommy medicine super challenging me n my maid tried many ways to grap hold of tommy while mummy feed him wit a springe. he struggled like hell in the end we did wat the nurse did at the animal clinic using a towel to wrap him then feed. haiz see him like tat makes me heartbroken saddening too...anw aft tat i went to study bthm esams coming n im still nt prepared jyjy to me arh......okae continuing my studyies aft tis...

Labels: Hope my cat will get well soon so no need to suffer

woo long time no blog liao i was busy okae haha so many lame excuses one me anw today had gems lesson in the morning was a rly short one jus abt wat payback period things. teacher let us off early too as always today was 45 mins early last was one hour early loh then dunno wat to do waited a long time outside bthm class play game listen music etc. haiz so sian. today hungry so bought mac $2 meals which consists of macmuffin and ice milo. thermo lesson was okae bt i forgot my note AGAIN!!! so cannt do tutorial qns. then had lunch wit yenru n xue bing, dun wanna eat anything so had fruits in the end. practical aft tat welding omg i super dun like the tee thingy cos i cannt do it rite n i burnt myself when doing the chipping OUCH!!! pain sia some more is hot one haiz pain pain n pain...bused hme aft tat, reached hme abt 6 plus i think...oh ya n gems teacher also gave our exam timetable arh...i wan exams to end faster so can play more hahaha bt was lucky leh tis semester only one sem paper n tat is bthm woohoo cannt wait for holidays hahahahahahahahaha..........

Labels: After tis sem new year new class haiz feel so sad im so comfatable wit the current friends n now wat breaking us up into different classes i dun wan :'(

haha totally 4gt to update is a new year alr....time passes so fast n its alr 2009 wow...anw since im late to update i also wwill still update haha, heres a little list of my past n wat comes in the future

things i will miss in 2008

-the 16th years young me

-great holidays wit pals in sec, dun think will meet often liao

-all the free time cos going to year 2 soon n will have less fun time

-etc...lah dunno wat else liao a lot lah


things i regret

-nt finding time for my old friends

-nt studying well in sem 1

-nt saving enough money

-nt being firm abt some decisions made

-also etc.. more more


things i wish to acheive in 2009

-high gpa maybe 3.5 n above

-hope i can slim down more n swim more so tat i can save myself haha

-hope to save more money

-gt more printed tees cute cute one
-etc...etc more more n more


well these are jus some small things tat had happen, wishing to happen and may happen one day so life jus has to go on. things missed can be put back in life, things regreted should be used as lesson learnt and wishes should be tried wit all my best to acheive. Here wishing everyone a late happy new year yeah...iljimae iljimae i love the show, lee jun ki is so handsome n cuteeeeeee.........bt then watch the show rly very angry sometimes cos all the gd ppl always mus die then all the bad ppl still live happily haiz........bt then when lee jun ki became the iljimae he was so omg cool n the outfit rocks haha.the ost all very sad one i like the song name 화신 i think translate is hua xin in chinese haha super sad everytime i hear i remember the scene where he cry cos he could nt save his sis and saw his sis die right in front of him whao my whole heart was like so hurt to see him like tat, tat scene he rly act it very well. i jus bought the CD so watch to like ep 10 already. im still watching bt then haha i so desperate so went to see the last ep n was like y he nv wit any of the girls in the show, he remained as a mystery to the world, ohhh im so gonna watch the season 2 if there is any. read somewhere tat there will be season so ya happy bt i hope they use the same actors again esp lee jun ki hahahahahahahaha
iljimae hmm...jojo ask me to do tis quiz thus here i go haha

1)What have u been doing recently
--holiday so work work n work

2)Do u ever turn ur cellphone off
--no, except if no battery liao

3)What happen at 10am today
--erh...breakfast cum lunch haha

4)When did u last cry
--hmm...forgt liao leh long nv cry liao

5)Believe in fate/destiny
--well most likely bt believe can change them

6)What do u wan in ur life now
--gt gd results for test n exams

7)Do u tend to make relationship complicated
--nope

8)Are u wearing anything u borrowed frm someone
--nope

9)What was the last movie u caught
--erm...madagascar 2

10)Does the person noe that u like him/her
--nopey

11)Who always makes u laugh
--classmates in 1b02

12)Do u speak langauge other than english
--yap...chinese, a little french n a little jap too

13)Favourite websites
--websites that can watch movies n dramas n anime n read manga

14)What are u doing tmw
--working

15)What do u think u are like
--erm...human

16)Who will u choose to die wit
--i dunno leh see first loh

17)Where have u been today
--at home watching shows

18)What gamedo u play often
--dressing up n cooking n psp games

19)Who are u missing right now
--well i so wanna see my old friends

20)If u have to choose between love n friend, which will u choose
--its a tough question, depends

21)What are u doing right now
--doing tis quiz n listening to my friends blog music

22)Which primary sch are u frm
--rulang pri

23)Name 3 colours that u like
--pink, sky blue n lime green

24)What emotion do u like to show
--smiley ^^

25)What is life to u
--life is full of mysteries

26)If u hav something troubling u, what will u do
--brainstorm over it

27)Who did u last chat on msn today
--aye...no one

28)Who do u admire the most
--for now is aaron in pi li mit

29)Which month were u born in
--nov

30)How are u feeling right now
--anxious, cos tis quiz is soooooooo long

31)What is the time now
--4.17pm

32)What kind of person do u think the one who tag u is
--siao siao one

33)What colour would u use to dye ur hair
--i dun like to dye, highlight maybe brown

34)Why are u doing this quiz
--friend ask to do one

35)What do u do when u are moody
--stare into blank space

36)At which stage do u want to get married
--before 30 i guess

37)Who is more important to u
--i dunno yet

38)If today is the last day of ur life what would u do
--spent time wit everyone i love n care

39)Who is the person/are the people u trust the most
--my parents

40)Do u believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain
--well i do n wish to see one too

41)If u have a dream to come true, what would it be
--having a rich n handsome n love me alot bf

42)What is ur goal for this year
--nt for this year cos the year ending liao, bt i dowish to lost weight successfully

43)Do u believe in eternal love
--do i have a chance to believe

44)What feeling do u love most
--to be truly loved by someone who i love

45)Do u really think is global warming now
--yes i do n i wish for it to stop

46)What feeling do u hate the most
--when i find out getting cheated

47)Do u like to do quizzes
--i do cos sometimes it tell something abt myself

48)Do u believe in god
--yeah...

49)What do u think is the most important thing in ur life
--everything

50)What will u bring when u fight
--my courage

51)What have u regretted doing in ur whole life
--nt studying well for some exams

52)What do u do if no one cared for u any longer
--be alone myself n do things i like

53)What do u do when ur gf/bf two-time u
--think abt the reason for him/her to two-time me

54)How do u feel now
--a little bored n hungry


haha well now i finally end the quiz so relief
arh today im so dead at end of the day...
morning had gems lesson then followed by basic thermo lecture, was quite sian then i nv rly listen cos very engross in the twilight book haha...love the storyline vampire human love haha...then aft lunch had workshop practise...starting was quite okae one doing the t-welding then had a half hour break when came bac i was so the sian n dun feel like doing bt i did it in the end gt marks one leh...i do hor my hand wanna break liao, aft i finish my whole right is numb n cannt move liao...sage helped me to an mo a bit, xuebing is super cute leh she burned six of her fingers, so siao arh...home at abt 6 plus... arh so tired n sian today cos yesterday nite slp at 12 plus cos doing the CD presentation, today need to present one loh.................

tis few days super tired n neck hurts like hell loh thanks to mon the jetty jump...walau very high leh the platform, when jumpin i was nt ready then teacher push me into the sea n i fell face down into the sea leh...xue bing was my saviour man cos she was the one holding on to me haha, bt then dunno y i cannt stand vertically in the water leh, my leg keep floating up n im always laying flat on the water haha...few of the guys were helpful enough to teach me ways to stand, then yuhan was like u mus trust me arh then he pull my legs down n use his legs to hold on to my legs to keep it frm floating up....it was like super funny loh he keep telling me to stay tat way bt everytime he let go my legs will float by itself ps arh...tues morning was like so wanna die liao, neck stiff n muscle a bit pain...went to sch n so sian cos gt engineering drawing, bt was easier so ended earlier, went to follow the rest go eat then me n yuhan go for violin. today did our presentation, was the first grp to present so aft tat we were like nt listening cos too tired liao...oh n im so happy cos i understand the basic thermo the ideal gas thingy haha guess im improving haha........


i rly enjoy the jetty jump though im still scared n will still shiver when i recall the lesson haha bt i will learn, i will make myself nt afriad of it n do it to the best WISH ME LUCK!!!

me n bing

the big fries (bing n jamond one)

the gals in boiler suits hehe


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