nth much to blog abt today, only one important thing, DR HENRY KIAT IS BACK!!! haha well nt like some miracle, jus tat glad tat he is bac to help us revise for maths. today the things he re-teach made me understand those qns better. bt....i still haven start IC die lah. frm the 1st chapter till nw there is nt much i understand abt nia. nd to start mugging cos term test is in 1 wk time. Gonna chiong through nxt wk. oh lucky IC is the last paper. phew, gt more time to study. anw receive a cool email n i think the things written inside is meaningful. abit lengthy arh no choice haha, bt is a gd one, all abt life. today is grad day for SMA students. nt for me lah i mean haha. i still gt almost 1 more yr to go b4 i grad. some of my friends gt invited by their friends for the ceremony. for me i stay at hme n watch the webcast. bt somehow the stupid thing dun wanna load. is like super laggy loh. anw in the end i gave up n went to see the gallery pics instead. Oooo these r all the things we will go through nxt yr. today had been a fun n fruitful day. morning had lesson then went to jp for lunch. had ajisen ramen cos jiaying had 50% discount haha. went wit jiaying, sun ye, jj, jonaton n xianyang. i had the seafood ramen. was nt bad. aft tat went to bakerzin cos jiaying wanted to gt some cakes then she gt tis coupon where is 1 for 1 cheesecake. so i also bought 2. had the oreo n strawberry one. well kinda more like its the only 2 favours available haha. then went bac to sch to study maths wit sun ye jonaton n xianyang. super funny loh the study session. xianyang is so damn funny, make me laugh like hell. manage to understand the maths finally aft sun ye taught me. seriously i think sun ye is a better teacher than the Dr teaching us. hope Dr Henry can come bac soon. hmm...glad i finally gt it. been some time since i last blog. seriously there is nth much happening which i think i can talk abt. everyday is the same routine over and over again, same as the past bt wit increased workload. since sch opened had been busy wit so many things like studying, labs n fyp. well the current modules isnt tat bad yet, bt i dunno a single thing abt integrated control. my god, keep asking myself wat the hell is the whole module abt. everything seem so alien to me even though it is said to be continued frm instrumentation. bt anw im glad tat im starting to be able to control myself. tis few days had re framed myself frm computers n trying to concentrate on the notes. quite successful i can say cos i did my tutorials. n i think im gettin sick, keep coughing today. tmw goin swimming, apart frm tat nw i had also scheduled my sun morning for swimming. im glad tat i finally noe how to schedule my timing abit well compared to the past, bt still nd more improvement. guess im preparing myself for my uni time nxt yr. ohhh im so excited yet scared at the same time. excited cos im curious abt the life in uk n scared cos im worry abt whether im able to gt in n how i can survived alone there without all the comfort of hme. hmm...lets await patiently for the day to come. sianx...sch jus started for a few days n im feeling so scared alrdy. is like jus by looking at the notes it makes me so stress. past few days had been researching on uni stuff, hoping it may help. i rly rly wan to go overseas n study cos its the only way i can be free n independent frm my parents. i wan to become indepedent. wells rite nw i can only study n pray hard to achieve gd results so as to be able to gt into the uni i wan. oh man feeling so bu she de. aft 6 wks of itp, im like finally released frm the company. BT I MISS EVEYONE THERE NW. so many ppl i miss loh like all the various managers, asst managers, supervisors n workers which i had make friends wit. they r all rly nice ppl i shld say. yesterday was rather busy cos is the last day then nd settle alot things suchs as giving gifts n thk u cards and all proper doc for release frm the company. keep running ard the place loh haha. took many many pics wit the dept ppl esp the EHS dept. lots of craps n jokes at the EHS dept loh. well might consider goin bac there in the future maybe haha. i told one of them there tat i wan to be a PJM of the company, bt they say no nd to even think abt it cos the company dun hire female PJMs. sadded nia hahahahaha. bt oh wells, glad tat the 6 wks were nt rly wasted cos i rly learnt alot of things n visit many vessels so shiok haha. im so so so slpy. tis few days keep rushing all the report slp only at 12plus onwards. seriously im so gonna slp soon. nw still thinking how to write the thk u letters for the company. wah so fast loh, tmw last day at drydocks le. aft these 6 wks of attachment, i kinda like drydocks loh. i mean the ppl r all super nice and friendly, keep saying hi and how r u whenever u go. guess i judged the company wrongly b4. its nt as bad as i thought it is b4. saw many operations which i dun think i will gt the chance to see easily. so cool haha. ok goin bac to thk u letters. its official, i finally poped the heartaching qns n gt the ans. im bac to single n it will remain like tis till the day i think im ready. frm tis incident i learnt alot n had woken up also frm dreamland. all focus r on studies nw. i finally cleared my mind of all my desires n only wans to study well. in the future if i die n go to hell, i will understand cos i cause so much hurt to him. i jus hope for his welfare n wish can continue his life n move on like i do. im sad too bt i guess the sadness is far greater for him. frm nw one i wan to remind myself of the mistake i made b4 tat cause so much hurt for both of us n will think twice b4 i act. today is so jialat onboard EMAS. the vessel is like super dangerous lah. mainly is cos its a newly built vessel, then all the equipments n cables are nt installed yet, so is lying ard the place. the moment i step onboard all the way to the engine rm i had knocked my helmet ard the place for like 20 over times sia, like so comical only. once i went in to a place then nv see the ceiling knocked into it, then i wanted to see wat i knocked onto then the nxt moment i knocked into another place. it goes like ping pang arh, look up ping pang arh again haha. oh n also almost electrocuted myself. cos wanted to climb down a high platform then due to my 'long' legs, cannt reach the ground so i decided to jump a little, unluckily i lost my balance abit n to save myself frm falling i immediately hug onto a pillar wit many cables connected, wah is scary. im like a hazard to the ppl loh until in the end my supervisor walk infront of me then keep turning ard ask me 'u ok' n 'take it nice n slowly'. he so scared i fall into a hole or injured myself. tmw goin bac to the vessel again, hope i rly dun fall into holes haha. oops i shldnt be here right nw at tis moment blogging. im suppose to be doing my report, haha im super easily distracted. today quite happy cos i gt bac my logbk frm asst manager of mechanical dept, Ramesh. i gt an A yeah!!! hope tis wk can gt also bt dun wan put expectations too high. time rly flies, so fas im jus left wit one more wk for itp. for the last wk gonna be in EHS dept, hope the ppl is nice. shld be ok lah cos noe a few ppl frm the dept alrdy. the office as usual is still very cold, im freezing. brrrrrrrrrrrrr.........oh n tis few wks i found out something weird abt myself. everyday frm 11am till 12 noon n 1pm to 2.30pm my body is auto shut down . i will feel like damn slpy n cannt seem to concentrate on things happening ard me. abit dangerous arh, ltr kena hit by things or others then jialat. alright my xp is officially down and gone. had param over at my hse today to help me check out alrdy. sadded lah. bt oh wells looking on the bright side i had upgraded to windows 7. the features r quite cool for windows 7 n its rly alot faster than vista. exploring ard it changed diff settings. haha omg im like so excited over it i think im goin crazy. ok im goin to continue my exploration work. VIEWERS ADVICE: EXTREME DRAMA N EMOTIONS, BITS OF HORROR!!!

im thinking tat it is almost time to say gd bye. i noe is tough bt i jus gt to pull through without u. where ever u maybe hope u will noe how important u are to me.



im gonna kill mineself soon. y did i even did tat for, nw all problems r out n i feel like crying.

I CANNT FIND MY WINDOWS XP OPERATING SYSTEM AKA OS!!!

so guess the reason y...i also dunno yyyyyyy. i jus only formatted my windows vista tats all. yesterday thought of formatting it cos it was running like so damn slowly. inserted the recovery disc which came wit my lappy when i first bought it. didnt even click anything, the disc jus start off by itself n format my vista. bt when i tried to open up my com again aft tat, it didnt go to the normal screen where i can select the OS which i wan. instead it jus went in automatically to vista. *cry*...msg-ed param, a friend whose a IT expert n asked him whether isit cos of wat i did tat cause it. he said shouldnt cos the 2 OS is nt related. nw im like stuck wit vista. nooooo i cannt lose xp, i gt so many things inside such as photos, music n doc which i did nt save yet :'(. was hoping to find param to come my house to help me repair it. pls pls pls let it be workable *pray hard*...

oh n today gt a shocking news. my partner at itp will nt be coming for itp anymore, cos he was being kicked frm sch. such a sudden thing loh. he's appealing to sch tmw, bt even so he will nt be bac for itp anymore i think, so which means for my remaining 3 wks of itp, im gonna be alone by myself. so sad, hope he will be able to appeal successfully n return to sch soon. n nw my main concern is abt me in itp alone. plus tis 3 wks im gonna be at the shipyard side, hope i can cope. i have to, no other choice. guess tis might be a gd chance to train myself to be independent le cos suxin also will nt be wit me cos we r diff department, n we r always at opp side frm each other.

KAMBATE ROSALYN!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! my manager arh, like so slack de, on leave again yesterday n today. brought lappy to work today, played games, watch videos n did report at the same time haha multi-tasking. finally finished the report, can submit to manager tmw le haha. last day at electrical department tmw le, kinda missing all the supervisors leh. they have been rly nice to us in the 2 wks stay at the department. tmw mus rmb to take pics wit them, for memory. watch youtube today was freaking funny. fariz intro me to some comedians show. super funny, laugh till i cry at some parts. one of mine fav one was the one on a puppet named ACKMED. it is sooooo cute, the guy who voice it is so funny.

sentence of the day: Silences, i kiillll u.......... ok fuck blogskin, keep having problems wit them. fed up alrdy, dun wan to care alrdy. sadded today, nt able to check out the test run for the generator cos they nd to do some changes in the system. typed the report on mine laptop. oh ya n stupid almost all my friends gt their results sent to them by sms early in the morning n i didnt gt a single msg at all. so dumb, still nd wait till like 12 plus to be on mysas. then came another prob, the company has no wireless at all, damn it loh. bt anw was lucky borrow mine dad's portable modem. he drived down frm his office jus to pass me the thing haha, nice rite. i also told my dad dun tell my mum abt the modem cos she is so gonna screw me up if she noe tat i disturbed my dad during work time. well, think im quite neutral abt mine results. abit happy abit sad. didnt gt my expected result for some of my modules. haiz, cannt do much is over alrdy, lets jus move forward, look forward to the future. ok i nd lots slp nw toodas... oh man im all alone again today cos fariz was late thus nv come, damn. morning talked wit one of the supervisor call Neru. he very nice teach me abt the diving chambers stuff. lunch at cafe, 2 vege n 1 fish haha. aft lunch mr jeet asked me abt somethings i learn in the pass wk. lucky i still noe abit. then he asked another supervisor Mani to teach me abt the various electrical systems onboard. spent the afternoon listening to him talkin, which is always better than nth to do. learnt quite alot today happy happy. gt to thk fariz haha like so evil bt is true cos i learn better when it is one to one. tmw they gonna do a test run for the generators so im gonna go see, fun fun. new wk, so bored n tired. any amount of slp is simply nt enough man. today morning as usual, spend time in the office rotting. oh bt today abit more to do, me n fariz clean up the office for the supervisors. seriously the place is damn dusty, cannt breath. packed their paper n files neatly. bt didnt rly dare to change the positions of the items cos was afraid tat they might be able to find their things. afternoon went onboard bro ventures. nt much to see. the EHS guy wanted to bring us see the pump room, bt in the end he was busy so we left the vessel. tmw might go up again to see if we can gt a chance to see the pump room. addicted to suxin's ds game, lost in blue.

i jus realised gonna gt mine results in 2 days time, im so so so scared n nervous. hope can do well n pull up the gpa. bt honestly mine main concern will be whether the results will gt pull down. oh man, today is yet another fruitless day, if u gt wat i mean. the whole day me n fariz rotted in the office doin our own things n talkin crap. talk abt ufo-s n ghost stories. seriously damn bored...main reason i guess is cos the manager is nt here so the rest also cannt assign anything for us to do. saw a guy painting the floor, was rly tempted to ask if i can help, bt was scared lah.

went to watch movie, Being Human wit him today at jp. overall the show was nt bad, i mean the plot is expected frm the kind of show jack neo makes. as usual there r many funny parts, i laughed like mad at many parts. anw, glad tat there is still quite a lot of ppl who went to support his movie even though there was the scandel case goin on. i personally think tat everyone shld nt put his movies tgt wit his family issues. cannt deny the fact tat he do make gd movies. ate popcorn n burger king in the cinema haha, like abit bad arh...nxt movie im gonna watch will be how to train your dragon n clash of the titans, hoping to watch clash of titans in 3D. hoho so waste money, keep goin movies. bt today didnt use much cos he paid for mine ticket haha > <. nxt time mine turn to pay :) so tired, finally a day which i am nt tired frm boredom bt frm doing somethings haha. manager had leave today n tmw, so basically there is no one to bother abt me n fariz. morning we stayed in the container office to do the reports given to us, chat n picnic. aft lunch, we both decided to visit the vessels by ourselves. went to 3 diff vessels. was comical on one of the vessel. cos the doors build on the vessel, the bottom area was rly high so i had rly much difficulty whenever i try to cross over the door. the bottom is like jus below mine hips, so can imagine how i look like when crossing. wats more paiseh is whenever i cross over, is super unglam, then all the workers will always stop working n watch me climb over the door. like soooo paiseh lah > <. spent the whole onboeard the vessel. oh n also jus received the pics taken frm the engineering dept last wk.

today mine partner, fariz didnt come, im all alone at the workshop. bt i feel so independent haha cos i did everything such as finding the manager, askin qns, staying in container room myself. was a little scary at first bt slowly felt more comfortable. again today im slpy n tired...i nd to gt more slp. dunno wats wrong wit the blogskin i used previously, cannt preview the background. nvm found another blogskin, hope it dont giv me problems again. watchin cruel temptation frm yesterday, haha. yesterday went shopping at jp, spend alot of $$, no $$ le nia -_-...finally topped mine prepaid card, bt im thinking i gt cheated by starhub, the $17 top up card dont have any credits to it, only have free incoming call, free 500 sms, free 120 mins outgoing call. which means if i used up the free sms n outgoing call b4 i top up again in one months time, i will nt have $$ to make phonecall n sms, can only let ppl call me. guess i nd to moniter more frm now on. restored mine energy today, tmw nd go bac work le, tired... yes man i finally gt a chance to go onboard one of the ship in the shipyard today, a diving vessel. bt is nt rly complete yet cos alot of machines still have nt being installed yet. bt is still cool inside. saw the diving chambers. walk alot ard the ship frm the lowest deck right up to the forecastle. took some pics, bt dunno whether can put up or nt cos dunno isit private n confidential de leh...oh wells will put up a few soon bah... 3rd day for itp alrdy n im still rly bored. went into drydocks world for itp, sianx man nth to do there. bt lucky is jus for tis wk only. goin to 4 different department in the coming wks. tis wk in the engineering departmant where they do autocad drawings, like hull modeling, piping systems n etc. gt a lot of their drawings, is chim de loh. seeing their drawing makes me realised the autocad tat i learnt in sch is jus the basics of the basics.

ohhh im all burnt. now i noe wat it feels like to have ur skin cooked by the sun. OUCH!!! hoping to see mine skin peel soon haha im crazy. thurs exams ended, went to watch movies wit friends, yesterday went sentosa. first time in mine life i wore a bikini UNDER a tanktop > <. sun tanned, played in the water, took pics, play true or dare n etc. although had an incident which i do nt wish to mention, overall we all still have fun. aft sentosa went to eat dinner then went daiso. n once again i rly gt to say I LOVE DAISO!!! buy many thing frm daiso. went to a pet shop also. asked the price of the baby chiwawas, omg i can faint. Each chiwawa cost abt 1000 plus wahlau, i dunno how much things i can buy frm daiso alrdy haha...bt i still like the japanese spitz sooooo cute i wan one. nxt time if i gt the $$ i go buy one, make friends wit mine cats.

aft tat the rest went to suxin hse while i go hme. went to popular at je to buy things. i can say i do like shopping alone, esp in a bookstore. i can browse through all the books slowly, pick them slowly n etc. spent quite alot at popular.

today went to watch percy jackson wit mine mama n maid. nice show, like the special effects esp the scene where percy controls the water, COOL!!!
















yes man finally exams r over im so so so happy yay! bt mek paper is tough. i lose 15 marks at section C cos i dunno how to do the cylinder head qns, gonna cry le lah T_T. bt is ok wats over is over, wats done cannt be undone...now is all fun fun n fun till nxt mon where nd to start itp le.

watched movie today, alice in wonderland wit cliques at PS. quite nice lah wasnt expecting the story to have a little change to it. i like the grinning cat, is cute haha...anw b4 watching movie went shopping at bugis wit suxin xue bing n sage. i bought a dress n cardigan. mrted hme at 6. all of a sudden im kinda hooked bac onto westlife's songs. guess is cos they came out a new album recently i think, so i decided to do a search n heard the older songs. all the songs rly brought bac memories. anw ship stab today is a victory. all the qns the cher gave us came out n i was able to do them yay! think i have confident bah bt dun wan to put the expectations too high, an A is enough. of course i do hope to gt a distinction lah haha! aft today's paper somehow i dun feel like studyin le nia(oops). still gt mek :(. thurs gonna have movie so happy...fri gonna have a sentosa outing too and then sat also gonna have a movie yay!

sianx itp nxt wk. i hope can do well in the company > <. aft a day long of studies n stuff, im now bloggin b4 i go slp. today's study session wit the clique is more like a food session lo, cos we kept on snackin on stuff while studyin n etc. die fat fat le lah...reach sch at 10 today, totally nt in mood to study. did some studyin, then went for lunch at 12 plus. came bac, did a graph n gave up(oops) haha. i had much confident for ship stab cos im bettin mine marks on the qns the cher had given us, so i truly hope tat the cher will nt cheat us again. OUR YOUNG HEARTS CANNT TAKE ANYMORE DISAPPOINTMENTS N CHEATING > <.

anw today had a hilarious moment. our gd friend sun ye was asked to help refill a bottle, n then u noe wat he did, he heard help me throw instead, then he happily dump it into the bin. everyone was like giving him the ARH! look when he turn bac n he realised he did the wrong thing. haha super funny when he turn ard n gave the OMG! SHIT! look. in the end he bought a new bottle of water to compansate.

oh wells im done here gtg le nd slp now tmw paper at 9am -_-''' jus finish watchin the last ep of zhong ji san guo. no more san guo to chase aft le so sad...bt the ending is nice lah n funny too laugh like crazy at the ah biao sao part hilarious loh.

阿标嫂名言:

阿标啊, 我对不住你啦
我的人是你的
我的心是赵云的
我的灵是关羽的
我的魂是刘备的
我的命是吕布的
但是现在我啊
就要变成曹会长的
召唤兽 electronics paper today is nt tat bad, i guess i can say i've gt much confident in it. hope i can do well. today dunno y felt rly tired even in the morning. went to sch at 1030 to meet clique to study again. i felt like a piggy man cos we keep eating alot tidbits while studying, seriously i think im gonna gt fatter. finished paper at 5 plus today, suxin asked me to accompany her to ion to buy her shoes wit sage. didnt find it in the end. had dinner at far east plaza, wanton mee. grandnanny sage treated me to some turkish ice cream. yummy > <. mrted hme at 7 plus. yay im so happy now cos the 2 scariest paper is over le. nxt wk gonna have a gathering too. dun worry be happy is wat im thinking nw for mine papers. itp starting soon too sianx...planning to keep mine wkends for friends gatherings n dates if there is gonna be. im dead...i screwed up mine emec paper today. hate mineself for forgettin the formula during the exam. n MR ANG LER HWI cheated our feelings. he bluff us abt the section B qns loh. i rmb like so many qns yet only like 1 out of all the qns came out during the exams, shit man. i think im gonna fail mine emec le, no hope le lah *cry*. i think mine gpa is also gonna drop tis sem le, mine hard earned 3 n above is gonna be gone soon. gone wit the wind yay...im so depressed now, i nd a hug-_-... shit man mine hi card $$ is running low, in urgent nd for a top up soon. guess is all due to mine massive msg-ing to him tis few wks. i cannt believe it man, our msg to each other including his n mine total up to 1000 plus frm the eve of cny till now. OMG!!! bt it felt rly gd to be able to talk to him almost everyday. bt i still wanna be able to go out soon tgt even if its jus for a dinner.

so minor issues cause me to think again. somehow im feeling rly sick n tired of being in constant fear of mine parents finding out abt mine relationship. i fear so much everyday thinking abt consequences if one day they find out n do things to stop it. im actually envy of friends being able to be wit their other partner like nobody's business. is like y cannt mine parents be more open to tis kind of issues rather than staying at their old fashion thinkings of no bf before finishing studies. although they say parents will nv cause any harm to their children, bt sometimes unintentionally they jus cause it.

im 18 alrdy n i dun wan to remain like a noob towards relationship up to 21. i also wan to learn to make major decisions mineself instead of having to ask mine parents every single time. im like a caged bird in the palms of mine parents having to resort to lies n secret means to fly out once awhile. i felt tat somethings mine friends said makes sense too. like the nd to experience life and meeting wit obtacles. jus by teaching me verbally is nth compared to real life experience. for now i felt is time i nd to learn how to be independent. ok maybe nt yet cos exams here soon. maybe aft exams when i start to do mine itp. if i continue to be in tis state, i think im gonna suffer worse in the future, no nd to wait for the time i start work, onces i enter overseas uni i will meet all kinds of things alrdy. jus imagine me being a wild animal taken well care of since birth, given food daily, having a gd life n then one day suddenly released to the wilderness at a certain age having to learn how to hunt mineself, i could say i will nt survive. so in order to noe how to handle any problems coming mine way, i nd to break free n learn. ok im so nt suppose to be bloggin bt im so so so tempted to use the com. tats y i say i cannt stay at hme to study, sure will gt distracted by somethings. nvm anw today went to sch at 1030 to meet the clique to study tgt. everyone is late man im always so early, haha. studied emec today, managed to noe some qns le yays!!! lunched at fc1 vegetarian food woooo. i think im goin to gt even fatter tis few days le, kept eatin while studyin-_-...then at 4 plus suxin they all nd go work so we ended our study session. went to lib wit sage to watch dvd. watched the skeleton key, scary movie. sage super funny, kept removin her headphones cos scared of the music. mine was better gt volume control one so no nd to take off, jus reduced the volume haha. overall think is a rather nice movie, wasnt expecting the twist at the bac...story wasnt rly abt ghost, more of a supernatural thriller, u noe abt voodoos n sacrifices etc. bused hme at abt 6 plus. im tired dun feel like doin anything le nia. i wanna watch percy jackson, everyone go watch le left me nia. xue bing say wan watch wit me again haha...so many movies i wan watch loh bt always no chance sianx. anw i finally won 2 rds of mine itouch mahjong game woohooo, zhi mo leh so happy.

a list of movies i wanna watch:
-percy jackson changed mine blogskin again...is so cute haha. today morning did a little studyin of emec, i kinda noe a few chapters le yeah...i decided also to give up chapter G. i will nt learn anything frm tis chapter cos there r too many formulas to rmb. today n tmw r the time left where i might use the comp le. aft tat thurs onwards im like gonna chiong all mine modules, goin to sch to study wit friends... chiong yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! everyone seem so busy unlike me so free haha...started to do some studyin...emec is the shit man. bt im thinkin tat i jus nd to rmb the various formulas will do, dun rly nd to noe all the details in the chapter. decided to take the risk to trust mine cher fully by leaving out all the formulas which the cher said will nt come out in the exams. mr ang u better dun cheat mine feelings arh...

looking through mine young photos jus now makes me feel so old now. mine youth is slowly drifting away frm me, nonooooooo. ok im being dramatic, nvm im jus tryin to find some entertainment for mineself. bt seriously time rly flies, it feels only like yesterday tat im still in primary sch n now in like 2 months time im gonna be in yr 3 of poly, wow!!! anw now i jus hope to quickly end the agony of exams. oh n did i mention b4 im doin mine itp soon in march. gt into drydock world wit suxin in tuas area, pay 440/mth. shitty man so little, bt i guess is the experience tat is more important. hope i can perform well in the company.

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i jus created a super cool sentence haha...direct references frm a chinese sentence
"It's always better to believe in something which might not happen, than to not believe in something which might happen"
ok i noe the english isnt tat gd bt as long as it makes sense n ppl understand can alry im so shag man...kena torture by mine 2 crazy cousins....they like 2 hyper monkeys loh. they can jump on u, drag u ard places, make u run ard to chase aft them. mine dumb guy cousins all also ps me wit the 2 of them while they play dai di happily...*death stare* them. luckily my parents decided to go hme early so i can run away haha gd luck to them le. i majiam like mother in training looking aft the 2 small one. they like to play outside the hse so i gt to like run ard behind them to ensure their safety. die man kids r so hyper, i think im gettin old le nia. gosh i feel old tmw gonna see them again, mus try to be strict wit them haha, like i said mother in training... wooo last day of workshop today. finished up patching work of the pipe n see cher do some other welding then end le. is like so so so early, usual timing was 1pm end bt today we were let off at 1130, shiok man!!! the workshop was super funny seriously comical...did grinding work n those who did it seem to enjoy it. jj is like super dangerous, he was suppose to let the sparks frm the grinding to hit the metal wall bt somehow as he did it jus shoot towards our direction. super hilarious when everyone was like jumpin ard n running away screaming n shouting at jj. somemore he cannt hear cos he is wearing the ear muffs, basket!!! aiya always nv video or take pics of funny moments shitty. nxt time mus prepare cam n hold ard wit me le to capture fun times. suxin so unlucky kena the sparks...went to lib aft tat cos i haven finish doin the workshop report. finished report then went to fc5 to eat pizza hut...the 4 gals(suxin, sage, xue bing n me), we r crazy ppl man, all sick le still wan eat pizza hut, haha. now i think we all gt to take medi le so as to enjoy cny nia...

today is a hell of a gd time...lao ye gave us all angpaos n mr lim(electronics cher) gave us each a big box of sweets. at first when mr lim took out the sweets we thought is a few box share among everyone. bt then as he take out more we were like "everyone one box???" kind of face, haha. super funny. everyone is like so high n crazy today in class. did the same old funny trick in class, taking photos of ppt slides n uploading then in fb, tagging everyone. somehow feel tat our current class is nt so bad aft all. loads of fun n laughters. at least tat is one thing which lightens up everyday's boring lectures. crazy bunch i can say...

anw lesson ended at 12 today, went to crash xue bing's maths class. their class aircon seriously is foc one, full blast. me n suxin were both shaking at the bac of the class even though we gt our jackets on. then had lunch n went to their thermo class too. went to lib aft tat to slack ard while xue bing they all went for their mmit test. sage came ard 3 plus. wanted to study bt aft awhile didnt had the mood to continue so went to watch finish the horror movie tgt wit sage n suxin. wasnt rly scary, jus tat the sound effect made me jump a few times. bused hme at ard 5. today is a happy day. fanny n rong li's bday. morning meet suxin to go imm buy their cake. frm four leaves one. omg its so so so sinful, full of choco cream haha. finally we can sabo fanny bac. we cut a super big piece for her. both bday boy n girl gt large portion of the cake. i was so stm loh forgt to make the card for fanny so in the end gt to buy one is damn exp lah. bt is alright so long as everyone enjoy the fun...surprised fanny n rong li as the whole class sang happy bday song for the both of them. ok lah actually rong li is more surprised than fanny haha. bt still fanny is touched^^. another thing would be somehow things looks like its turning better today. hope everything will be smooth sailing.

sianx im still struggling over emec. bt oh well at least i manage to fill in the empty blanks of the notes so tat i can study.......jy to me for mine exams. i hate emec, seriously. its so fucking irritating. jus when i thought i noe how to do a chapter, i cannt seem to gt any correct answers for the tutorials arhhh sickening. exam week is slowly coming day by day n im still nt prepared for it. tis is shitty man. totally bored, maple is kinda hooking. gonna slp bye! workshop today. quite fun took a few pics while doin the welding. me n jonaton is so slow. everyone finish all the welding we still doin haha. i felt proud of mineself cos aft break all of a sudden i did the butt joint rly well. finished at abt 12 plus. suxin they all so nice help me n jonaton clean up our working area. firman took mine hp to play. he took so many pics n videos of the class nia still ask me put in fb n tag everyone haha. then bused hme aft tat. tired nia nd to gt more slp things happens today. smehow in a short day time, many things change. jus hope everyone can jus pull through it n stay tgt. i noe is tough bt smetimes we jus nd to forgive n forget. i dunno abt the others bt i feel bad for keeping things so long frm ppl. now we seem to drift further frm one another. actually, i can say tat things r nt rly tat bad either. initially i didnt tell anyone too, everyone jus slowly guessed by themselves abt it n i thought u might too one day. i guess i was wrong. i shldnt keep mum abt it waiting for u to find out urself. i can understand if u r goin to ignore me in sch. there r things we cannt change, wats done cannt be undone, we jus nd to live wit it n let go if nd. i dunno, i still hope we can stay as friends aft tis incident. didnt noe wat to write abt, im feeling dazed now

闹钟铃响是一天美的开始,
电话铃声是朋友的问候,
门铃响起是亲人平安归来,
手机铃声是我虔诚的祝福与关怀.
祝愿大家生活每天都充满着喜悦. i was totally broke today, no $$ for lunch for today n tmw...luckily clara lent me 5 bucks for today n tmw. had long chats n story telling at fc today while eating. all theses talks rly set me thinking alot. is rly amazing how time flies. its been 2 yrs since all of us entered poly. can u believe it by april of nxt yr we will all graduate. we r only left wit abt a yr wit each other, studying in the same class, having lunch at fc tgt. rly love tis bunch of pals as we go through each single day tgt. we talk, we laugh, we have fun, we celebrate each others bday, we ka jiao one another, we comfort each other in sad times n etc. although there can be disagreements here n there, i truly believe tat nth is unsolveable between friends. im nt sayin tis to hint anything, jus feel like writing my thoughts down. ever wondered, can we stay like tis in 10 yrs, maybe even 20 yrs to come? will we be able to gt tgt like tis in the future aft we graduate, as we begin our individual lifes aft poly? we will definitely meet one another as we set our foot in the working society cos we r all working in the same line. bt will we become competitors where we had to compete wit one another over businesses? well if it rly happens there is no other choice too i guess.

yenru talked abt her conversation wit her friend alex where they promised to attend each other's wedding in the future. ppl say to nv make such a promise to each other cos the future cannt be predicted, so is best nt to make empty promises. however, i think differently cos without all tis little promises to one another, i dun think is easy to keep the friendship lasting as long as we wan. at least wit such promises, we will try our very best to maintain contact wit each other. sending regards to one another no matter where we r in the future is a little promise i believe i can give. since technology is so gd nowadays, we will definitely be able to organise outings n gatherings to catch up wit one another's life. PINKY PROMISE!!!

didnt noe y i suddenly feel like writing tis, bt oh well, lets enjoy each other's company to the fullest through the 1 yrs plus left. swimming at spgg wit yenru, xue bing n suxin today. is super fun, even though the pool is a little small. swam for abt 1 hr plus. xue bing taught me a little bit abt freestyle. super funny when i tried to jump up frm the water to sit on the pool edge. tried so many times then always half way cannt hold on, drop inside water again haha. went to shower at abt 2. shld see our faces when we saw the jacuzzi in the women changing room. we were like wow when we saw it. went into the hotter one, arh so cosy. then aft tat transfer to the cold one, is super funny cos the water is damn freaking cold loh. suxin was like the only one who manage to sit rite in. the other 3 of us were shaking frm the coldness haha. only our legs were in while we slowly test the water. we couldnt stay for more than 1 min haha. shower aft tat.


oh n today i used the same kind of bag as suxin, everyone ask me y am i using her bag, haha.
one more thing fanny tortured my xiao qi today arhh...n guess wat happen, she pulled out my xiao qi's anthena, poor xiao qi. suxin help me sew bac...fanny is so evil haha ><


spgg changing room





















what ms see xue bing did during the seminar suxin came my hse today haha, suxin r u honoured, u r the first poly friend to come my hse haha...ps arh my hse look alot like storeroom, wit so many things. we chat alot n did ship stab qns. send suxin to bus stop at 4 plus. glad tat u enjoy ur short stay in my hse. sian wanted to pull clara come one then she say she lazy-_-'''.

sem paper coming soon, im like so dead. still hanging at midair for emec. arhhh...my cat is so noisy(random)...nvm im bored... awww.....i so wanna catch the movie hachiko now. the bloody trailer made me cry><. so many movies i wanna watch man, everyone lets go watch hachiko tgt. highly recommend the show.
i have a soft spot for animal movies man esp those kind which depicts a lot abt life story, friendship, loyalty n love. previously watch one called 10 promises to my dog, god how sad can it be, i cried almost the whole movie. looking for more movies like tis to watch. omg wats wrong wit me man...tis is like the 2nd time tat i walk out of a breadtalk without paying for the bread><. n i only realised it aft for like 15 mins, lucky the cashier girl noes me when i ran bac to pay her. haha ps. today i was totally freaked out by the lucky draw box. they only had the box filled up to 1/4 so i had to reach my hands in quite deep to dig it. lol man i was scared by the styroform balls in the box, screamed on the spot, everyone was giggling at my reaction, arhh so ps><.

yay i finally finished my csw cover letter, took me freaking long to complete. i think my english is deproving, cannt even write a simple cover letter within one day...well slpy bb workshop today is fun...lots of teamwork n laughter in the workshop while doin the jobs. our grp gt a rather small pump to do bt looks can be deceiving man. the pump is small bt diff to do nia. gt an accident also, scare me to death. was turning the expander bt turned too fast n hard the whole head came off, broken end shot xianyang on the lips, ouch!!! bt xianyang n me can say is even le cos once he accidently injured my finger in workshop so now i kinda play a part in his injury also cos i was the one holding the handle while he did the turning haha. so yay we're even. oh bt im glad all 3 gals r in the same grp today yay!!!

fanny n suxin ka jiao me again today nia, say alot of things make me blush like an apple><. suxin still say i bully her. where gt is suxin bully me one.... boring boring...nth to do at hme, dun feel like studying.
emec lesson, cher was talking to us abt the overseas itp program. he talk for like almost the whole lesson, only had like 15 mins of work examples doing haha. waited for xue bing for lunch aft tat. gt a dumbdumb hello frm charlton, haha. he was like hello here hello there then in the end added a hello to the 4 gals...funny><, poor thing gt a hit on the head by suxin, pain? haha.

ate at fc1, curry chicken noodles for me. went to lib to do csw assignment, sian took me so long to finish. n the stupid words made my box so big cannt edit to make it smaller, then in the end nd to make a new doc. csw lesson at 3. ended early bt fanny they all wanna ask cher qns so we hang ard in class crap-ing while waiting. all the crap-ings were hilarious...sunye did a rly funny action, nv video down lah, is freaking funny. bused hme ard 5 plus...

crap-ing wit suxin n kevin online now... wat the fuck man, does money rly mean so much to u...its only a few bucks. if tis little amount of money can make u feel so bu she de den dun give. i can pay for it mineself using mine own HARD EARNED MONEY!!! seriously hu the fuck is able to sustain n use $18 of call value for 6 months, some ppl maybe bt sry im nt tat some ppl...is like wat the hell im like how old alrdy, 18 n u still wan to do things like keeping track of my phone bills, checking on my phone. so glad tat u dun noe how to use my phone. im old enough n i gt my own life n circle of friends. saying things like having too much social activities, spending so much on msg-ing is so freaking annoying. den wat? u wan me to kao zhi bi let u see isit. if one day i rly become like tat be prepare, i can tell u tat u wouldnt be happy either.

i had enough of all tis kind of money talks n all the restrictions. if u think im nt thrifty enough so be it, if u think im starting to be rebellious so be it, i dun give a damn anymore cos u nv seem to have faith in me. u can make conclusions witout even knowing anything. tis few day u had shown me ur blackest face, passing sarcastic remarks n telling me off randomly witout a bloody reason. im nt ur fucking anger bag whereby u can anyhow put ur anger on. if ur're angry wit ur own friends, ur own things, dun come to me n crash everything on me. its rly frustrating tat aft getting the random scolding frm u, u expect me to smile happily when u feel happy. frm now on watever u say i will listen, bt whether or nt its gonna stay in my brain is up to me to decide. im so looking forward to a time where i can jus gt out of tis bloody situation n live a life of my own. looking forward to overseas studys...

aft sch today, slacked at concourse wit xue bing they all while waiting for kevin to come. his words had prob so nd to borrow my lappy to do his reports. left lappy wit him while me suxin yenru n bing mrted down to marsiling to buy new future jeans n shorts. mrted bac to je aft tat to meet kevin to gt bac my lappy. accompany him wait for his gf. slacked at je lib while waiting, crap alot. went hme at abt 6 plus... given permission by the victim, i hereby blog abt the online harassment my dear friend encountered. hilarious issue man.(name will nt be mentioned for the privacy n welfare of my friend, haha)

random indian guy added him on msn, chat wit him n asked him for............s*x, haha...deleted the guy frm his msn contact bt the guy added him bac again. tis time ask him for something worse(nt gonna elaborate)>< jus so gross...finally tis friend is smart enough to block n delete him tis time round. he said tis "omg, knn, f**kin disgusting. a guy n hes a indian n IM RACIST" abit no link lah funny bt my poor friend had to encounter such a thing online. ewwwwwwww....... sexual harassment online. the internet is seriously a dangerous place bt we still continue using it daily. how much $$ ppl earn through the net.

nth much for today, the regular lectures n tutorials etc. ended sch early as usual for tues. went to crash xue bing class for thermo n mmit. been so long since i last attended a wedding dinner. finally went for my tuition teacher's big day yesterday at orchard hotel. high class...i love the place man, great ballroom, great ambience, great seats. bt most importantly GREAT FOOD!!!! haha. they say a lady is most beautiful on her wedding day as the bride, its so true...sharon is gorgeous n her husband is looking handsome too. rly happy for her. rly tired though, the dinner ended at abt 11 plus. my mum n i reach hme at 12 plus. i mineself slp at 1 plus, today in sch im so slpy i dunno wat the teachers were teaching(oops)...

sianx...now gt to start doing csw assignment, i totally forgotten abt it. lucky suxin reminded me today in class><. today i gt new nicks frm xue bing they all, so weird. bing calls me winter haha cos today they said the shirt i wear is like for winter. suxin n clara calls me slow baby cos of the vitagen competition wit clara. can u believe it im slower then ms laggy chew haha...omg such a weird name.



old song i gt hooked on

Take me to your heart-Micheal learns to rock

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is
Haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is
Be my guiding star
It's easy
Take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking
Without saying anything
All I need is someone
Who makes me want to sing
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is
Haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is
Be my guiding star
It's easy
Take me to your heart
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is
Be my guiding star
It's easy
Take me to your heart

heres another top 10 list of things i LOVE!!!

1st: CHOCOLATE!!!(n also something link wit choco><)
2nd: my friends
3rd: itouch n phone n psp n etc(all my electronics stuff)
4th: guigui n xiao qi
5th: my kitties
6th: teenage mag
7th: ice cream
8th: green tea
9th: comics/manga
10th: slping in lib wit xiao xue, xiao jie n xiao ling. xiao xin jus left. haha sian nth much to do here. wanna do some serious work then in the end talk n talk n play game. xiao jie his stomach dunno gt worm or wat nia can eat 5 hotdog buns...now he slping haha funny face. me, xiao xue n xiao ling gonna play monopoly cards nt the board game. haha complicated nia. bt it seems fun haha.

edited @ 5.49pm
suddenly felt like writing top 10 things i fear, inspiration by xiao jie haha

top of the list is: GHOST!!!
2nd: lizards
3rd: cockroaches
4th: frogs/reptiles
5th: creepy crawlies eg. worms
6th: rats
7th: thunder
8th: being alone
9th: fierce ppl
10th: school... today is shopping day haha so happy n tired. went to bugis wit xuebing, yenru n suxin to buy things. i spent the most loh witdraw $150...die no money le. bought 2 pair of new future jeans n a pair of heels to match my dress for sun the wedding dinner. walk walk ard bugis street.

mrted down to orchard aft tat cos xue bing they all wanna buy clothes frm the cotton on at wisma. the 4 of us r rly funny while choosing the inner beauty things. they hang them so packed on the shelves, every time we take one, another will drop down. super hilarious man. abt 5 plus me n suxin take mrt to jp while xue bing n yenru went off. mummy bday today, dunno wat to gt her so in the end gt a small bouquet of flowers for her. exp nia...bt nvm lah, for mummy one cannt complain.

jus now i jus did the stupidest thing ever. wanted to replace my screen protector for my itouch, aft sticking nicely the first side, i pull out the 2nd side. i was like super happy thinking tat i was so pro at it tat there is nt a single air bubble on the screen. threw the rubbish into the bin witout realising tat actually i had pull out the whole protector. dumb man, only realise aft like 5 mins. had to dig the bin for the protector loh-_-''' my protector is all dirty now. use alcohol to clean it so now is better i think.

n guess wat today i was so high tat i thought of cute names for my fellow friends, see list below:
me - xiao ming
suxin -xiao xin
yenru - xiao yen
clara - xiao yin
fanny - xiao jin
xue bing - xiao xue
jane - xiao shi
sage - xiao ling
sunye - xiao ye
kevin - xiao jie
charlton - xiao xiong
jonaton - xiao sheng
xian yang - xiao yang

cool rite haha, nxt time i shld call everyone by tis names haha >< arhh slpy n tired, i dun like to go study. today had electronics, ship stab n mek.
all r uber boring.
esp the mek lesson, i jus dunno y the lesson seem to have a slping effect on the class. initially everyone was quite hyper, bt once the video on engines r being played, we jus cannt help bt feel slpy. clara n me, our eyes were slowly drooping down n finally we both fell aslp.
finally sch ended at 2 plus then we finally can go hme.

fanny n clara arh, tis 2 they r uber bo liao one. keep ka jiaoing me in class><. n today dun seem a lucky day for me nia, played dai di wit sun ye jonaton n xiang yang. of all the 5 to 6 rounds i win like only once><.

im tired, seriously nd to gt some slp soon bye

edited:
jus gt a small accident at hme, maid broke a big bowl n gt a big cut, ouch. the bleeding like tap like tat non stop one scary. lucky gt first aider at hme nia ME!!! haha im so nice still nd wash plates for her leh. my delicate hands man. first time do so many washing loh so many plates. some more mummy cook soup today. still nd help to wash the pot. gd lah like training like tat bah. now my hands super itchy dunno isit cos of the detergent T_T... i dunno wat else to say...y do things gt to go to such a extent. everyone jus seriously gt to cool down n talk things over. the thing(u noe wat) is important bt our friendship is also important, dun wan to break our friendship over these issues. life is like tis, things dun always happen the way we wan them to. at the end of the day, for anything tat happpens, we jus gt to sit down relax n solve the problems we face. everyone jus nd to be more understanding to one another n cooperate tgt.
lets jus see how it goes tmw....... morning went to church wit mum, then aft tat went to orchard walk walk. sian nt much sales going on, wanna buy some clothes also cannt, all so exp. orchard is nt the place for me.

hmm...dunno wat happen to my stomach, feel rly weird for some time le. everytime i eat something be it a small thing or big thing i also dun seem to have the appetite to eat. bt there r also times where i dun feel tis way. something is wrong wit me? nvm small thing lah i guess. my finger still hurts.
yah chinese new yr coming, gt angpaos le haha.
gonna go watch my zhong ji sanguo le...

P.S: 总觉得自己是个笨蛋加白痴>< ouch, finger pain. gt cut by the centrifugal pump today at workshop, hurts. is so ironical tat a small wound like mine hurts more than a large wound. bleed a little also T^T.

workshop was ok today, i did the dismantling n assembling of a small centrifugal pump all by myself leh, haha. actually had 2 pumps assigned to my grp bt then the 2 guys in my grp did the bigger one so i did the mini one myself. aiyo i forgt to take picture of the pump i did. nxt wk bah if i gt the chance.

fanny n suxin is evil again today. they steal my safety shoe n hide it haha. workshop also took a longer time today, finished exactly at 1pm i think. aft workshop went to open hse wit suxin. nth much to see. shared a candy floss wit suxin. bused hme aft tat at abt 2 plus to 3. im slpy wanna slp. Let me die-sad bt nice song(i jus like the lyrics, nth personal)

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart...

sad, i think i didnt do well for the csw test today. didnt had enough time to read through the paper n prepare properly. phone ettique, i was quite confident at it bt now my confident is shattered T_T. my poor glass heart is broken by csw. i hate u csw, y mus u do tis to me...

today aft lunch was so sian cos csw test starts at 3pm. slack in the lib, then went to crash xue bing's autocad class, bt didnt stay long cos her class seems fully occupied. thus in the end aft gettin wat i nd frm xue bing, also left her class to go bac to lib to slack AGAIN!!! suxin n fanny they all so evil, bully me, steal my doraemons. kevin also, hanis also, lingzhen also, sunye also, suxin bf also. EVIL PPL><. esp kevin u big bully, lock my itouch...nvm everyone had fun can le, haha.

aft csw, pei kevin to wait for jane. see i so nice rite? haha. then we went to the sp open house for awhile then went hme aft tat.
oh n i think i noe the show call 2002 wit the song let me die. watch b4 last time, was one of my fav show. second day of sch is so sucky bt maybe a little fun? i dunno all mixed up. lao ye is damn evil, dun wanna give us our mek results. clara n fanny all r swearing n scolding. he said things like dun wan ppl to be disheartened etc is all nonsense, so unfair. well at least i gt bac my electronics paper, did quite well, 85 marks. mek lesson was so boring, 1st cannt gt bac results, 2nd the video on 4-stroke engine is boring. my eyes were half open throughout the video. finally the day ended aft the video. went to fc2 to find charlton n kevin, walked tgt to the mrt station. thks to the both of them for accompanying me to wait for my bus^^.
reached hme abt 4 plus, slpy-_-.
suddenly im hook onto some old songs. rly like 你最珍贵 n 星语心愿. the lyrics for 星语心愿 is so sad, like the last line of the song>>

就向流星许个心愿, 让你知道我爱你
sch is starting tmw n jus the thought of it makes me feel so sian. bt wat can i do holidays r over le mus go bac to study again. tis sem term test was nt very confident so for the sem exam gt to study real hard to score well. well jus tis few hrs times im gonna watch many movies n play lots of games. aft sch starts i nd to control myself to stay away frm the com as much as possible, worse come to worse i will study in sch if i have to. its so distracting place in front of me. i cannt be tempted-_-.
yesterday was quite a tiring day cos morning went church wit mum then abt 11 plus went to cineleisure for a lunch cum kbox treat by boss frm christmas hats sales. so many ppl there, first time i went into such a big room in kbox. bt didnt rly sang much, only abt 2 songs. when i reached there i was like so sian cos im like the only orchard seller there. the others r the santarinas n nel sellers. they rly high loh the nel sellers. they sang for like 3 hrs plus. lunch was chicken teriyaki bento, bt nv rly eat much. my drink also only had like 3 sips then nv drink le. gt my pay yeah bt earned rly little tis yr. oh well off to play games!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

a new year, a new start.
2009 was quite an exciting yr for me, learnt many new things n made some rly diff decisions. 2009 is also the yr where i turn 18 le, the yr i take a further step out of my protection shell put up by my parents. tis is gonna be a rly long post.

some flashback of 2009:
-valentine's day gifts for classmates (nv did tis kind of things b4)
-trying to adapt to yr 2 class (diff modules)
-making an effort to make more friends (seperated frm yr 1 friends)
-organising gatherings (nv had a chance to do so)
-going out often wit friends (a little more freedom frm parents)
-bday surprised by friends (nv had such a day in other bdays)
-a super fun class gathering (seldom having whole class present)
-gt a little courage to do some things (a little by little is gd enough)
-important decision made (can change my life)
-making christmas presents for friends (determination even when i dun feel like doing them)
-etc.

new yr resolutions for 2010:
-make an effort to study well
-gpa of nt below 3, abt 3.5
-nt be distracted easily
-be more courageous
-break free frm protective shell of parents
-making major decisions carefully
-most importantly keeping everyone ard me happy n have lots of fun^^

new yr resolutions had to be realistic, thus i had rly small bt diff goals set so tat they can be achieved bit by bit. i dunno how is life gonna be like for the future, so the only things we can do is to live our lifes to the fullest.

some quotes to remind me of life:
-Live life like you're going to die today, dream like your going to live forever.
-Life is full of hard choices, all you can do is choose a path and never look back.
-Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift, that's why they call it the present.
-In a world where you can be anything, be yourself
-Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart. jus return bac frm kboxing wit friends today, tired n slpy bt dun feel like slping cos wanna countdown to 2010. so sian me n yenru had to stay at our hme n count down ourselves, she still has her bro to accompany her, im all alone so sad...bt is alright i think there is going to be a fireworks at my hse here yea then im gonna take video n zhi high myself haha. anw i've gt red wine n strawberries to accompany me through the night. took some pics at kbox also, shall post them when suxin upload them^^.
pretty happy today, at least i gt to spent the last day of 2009 wit all my fav pals. sang till our throat hurts haha. wanted to watch sherlock homles aft kbox one bt gt no gd timeslot so mrted n bused hme aft dinner. went to imm daiso today to gt the felts n some stuffs. cannt find a smaller piece of felt for the beige colour so in the end gt a rly big one as in super big, 64 by 64 cm. felt stupid cos i kinda only nd a small portion of it n i gt such a big one. wonder wat can be made frm it, think jus keep it in the cupboard n grow mould haha. yeah we're gathering on the 31th so happy. at least we gt to play a bit b4 sch officially opens again. i kinda broke now haha spent a little at imm.
hmm...nd to do some reflections on mineself soon to become a better me in the coming new yr. nd to gt rid of some old n bad habits, wanna start the new yr fresh^^. i wan chinese new yr haha gt angpaos(random).

Love is jus a word till someone u meet gives it a meaning.
(n im glad tat someone is u^^) finally can have a get tgt soon wit friends, everyone seem so busy for tis holiday working n stuff. yeah kbox time. sch's opening in abt 1 more week time, sian had to study again. well a new yr is coming, hope everything can go on smoothly n happily throughout the yr. all the sewings for the presents r going on quite well, i think im gonna finish it soon bt i nd more felts, nd to find time to gt them frm daiso. oh im so happy yesterday its my lucky day. i manage to sell quite a lot of hats yeah!!!! bt orchard is like super crowded so many ppl til i had headache near the end of the day. n i dun like my hair, yesterday morning was forced by mum to go cut my hair, the auntie cut it too short i hate it. today is the last day of the christmas hat sales so im like finally gonna be free le. ltr gonna watch alvin n the chipmunks woohoo!!! alright gtg bb^^ have nt finished sewing all the presents, sian i suddenly feel so tired of all the sewing. well i made the choice of wanting to make them so no matter wat i guess i jus gt to try n finish them loh. work was like super boring everyday n i have decided tat nxt yr im nt gonna do the selling, im gonna do the sewing instead haha. i have pretty much confident in my sewing skills.
n im super pissed wit blogger now, the music part is always giving me problems again n again. tis is like the 3rd time tat the player cannt function properly arhh... ouch, gt ulcer in my mouth, 2 some more. tis few days mus be cos always outside n weather changing constantly, started to gt a little heaty. sian so pain had to force myself to use one side of my mouth. didnt went for work today also, anw it doesnt make any difference whether i work or nt cos i simply cannt sell them well.
yesterday work was super boring n the time goes rly slowly. bt i manage to find some fun things to pass the time, watching the christmas performances at paragon tat side. i was actually standing at taka area then kept watching the show frm there. i rly like one part of the performance whereby the ppl dance to the wonder girl's nobody song. was super funny man the moves they did esp the guys, the way they dance is freaking funny, i kept on laughing. too bad i nv take a video of the dance, i will see if i can gt the chance again when i go work tmw. haha
today watched zombieland n transformer 2 online. zombieland was pretty gross wit the killing bt overall is quite funny. stupid transformers, it kept buffering making the movie viewing rly frustrating. now im currently left wit the last part of the movie n it is still buffering, haiz sian... so unlucky yesterday, was working bt in the end i became an orchard directory, so many ppl keep coming to me asking me how to go here how to go there. some china ppl also so funny came n ask me orchard gt wat place sell black pepper crab haha, i seriously dunno how to ans them loh. then sales was also super lousy as usual, then off work at 11 plus, damn i miss my last train to cityhall then nd to take the super long journey via woodlands bac to jurong east sian abt 18 stations loh, some more no place to sit. was super lucky still in time for last bus hme if nt mus take cab bac liao. came hme still nd to hear some idiotic comments by someone, sucker. shower n slp at 2am till 6am then wake up cos nd go church. sian i rly dunno how to push the sales loh, im jus nt made for sales lah, nxt time i will nt do any sales tat need pushing one. i rather stand in a shop n jus serve customers when they come in, haha. anw rachel said i gt gd customer service skills so i think i do better in those kind of job or better gt a data entry job. easy plus no nd to scare cannt meet target. today i finally watched new moon, nt tat bad aft all haha. jacob in his wolf form is so hot...i rly pity him so sad for him heartboken. some parts r kinda gross n the sound is scary too, the kissing scenes r so intense n passionate, gt a little goosebumps. shop at jp n gt a new pair of black pants, the ones xue bing intro me to buy, new future jeans haha. quite exp leh 39.90. reached hme ard 6 plus.
sian left tmw off work then fri mus go bac work again...boss said gt some new developments for the sales of hats, hoping it can help to pull up my sales better if nt arh sian nv earn much tis yr bt then the main reason is also to help gt more funds for the charity, so i rly hope ppl can be generous n nt complain so much at it being too exp. it takes alot of effort n money to make them one. im so shagged for 2 days, i rly cannt tahan liao stand there for 6 hrs no place to sit n rest then no ppl buy...y isit so tough to sell one sian, last yr did so well then tis yr so lousy...
everyday go hme so late. for the past 2 days i reached hme at 12, 1 plus so tired n slpy. lucky i gt an excuse to take off for 2 days then fri mus go bac again arh............

one day i caught myself smiling for no reason, then i realised i was thinking of u i dun feel like working leh bt then i also wan earn money sian...holiday quite busy, wan go out wit friends, make christmas present n work haiz...
wat to do.... test finally over liao yea can play for some time b4 starting sch ard jan.
went to watch storm warriors 2 wit kevin, jane n charlton, the cinema arh aircon like no nd $$ one full blast n the sound system is like super loud until the seats can vibrate one. overall was a nice show lah exciting i shld say bt the ending makes me a little blur, i think there is gonna be another sequels bah. went to a coffee shop near jane hse for dinner.
mrted n bused hme aft tat. had fun today cos celebrated suxin bday tgt.
i finally wore the dress i bought frm suxin's friend blogshop n i wore wit heels. damn it man one of my heels the strip came off aft i had a slip, stupid lucky still can walk nicely if nt so ps man, plus nd buy new one if cannt walk.
had buffet wit alot of ppl at MS yuki yaki, super full, so much food. our table is so so so funny. dramatic man over the teppanyaki oil poping abt while doing the cooking, the left over food n making of the ice cream haha. initially dun nd to do any cooking cos xue bing n yenru who is nearer to the teppanyaki is cooking, then for awhile they went to take some more food, me kevin n charlton started to help to keep the food frm being burnt, the oil kept on poping abt burning our hands, ouch!!! then near the end we cannt finish some of the meat bt cannt let the ppl there noe cos it cost 5 bucks for every 100g of food wasted, so we had a stupid bt cute idea of throwing them in a plastic bag then throwing them outside yuki yaki. haha super funny. our table the ice cream initially also look so yucky, bt then slowly we manage to master the tactic n gt ice cream to eat haha. finally ended the lunch wit a game call zhong ji mi ma. fun game, dun wanna elaborate^^.
mrted hme aft doing a little walking at MS. yea i think i might jus gt a nice result for my electronics today cos the drawings i seem to noe them quite well n so r the qns. i was scared to do wrongly bt lucky checked wit suxin n noe tat its correct, phew!!! im in love wit the hai pei tain xin ost, faster come out the ost i wan to dl to listen, esp ai feng tou by show luo n yu ai by rainie, super love tis two songs haha n the show makes me wanna learn the pink panther dance haha. okae im off to study again sayonara!!! yea i finally understand most of the qns frm electronics, i hope i will be able to do them tmw during the test. now all im left wit is mek n emec to study. mek i think i will memorise all the slides the lao ye showed us during his revision. emec i gt no choice need to practise more of the qns to understand n noe how to do. arh i rly suck at mechanics man, year 1 was also like tis for the applied mechanics, did badly for tat then now tis too haiz im nt made for mechanics. now i suddenly like thermo more, cos it seems easier to understand...

Meeting u was fate, becoming ur friend was a choice, bt falling in love wit u, i had no control over.
GAMBATE ROSALYN FOR EVERYTHING U DO!!! today workshop is so fun n tiring at the same time haha. did the bench fitting stuff, disassembling the valves n doing some cleaning n then putting them back tgt . i was grp wit hanis n we gt to do the gate valve. hell man the stupid nuts on the valve is like super hard man, both of us r nt like the strong type. use so much strength bt cant open a single inch haha. in the end asked lingzhen to help, super funny 7 ppl to unscrew jus 6 nuts. 6 of us hold on to the valve while lingzhen did the unscrewing, can see how hard it is. bt its kinda fun to see such teamwork among friends n classmates, the cher also said tat tis section of workshop requires a lot of teamwork. for the first time our grp finished earlier than the rest of the grp haha. ended lesson at abt 12 pplus then went oto change n meet kevin to study. he wanted me to tutor him so i taught him, i hope i teach correctly. bused hme at abt 2 plus.
i jus saw my shelves n realise i rly gt lots of comics so many man haha




my comics frm tis...

...to tis im dead rly dead, i think i flunked my csw test...i was stunned for like 15 mins when i gt the qns paper. wat in the world is it all abt man. i cannt study language paper so the only thing i can do is to make use of my english power to write the essay. i seriously think im super impolite in the letter writing arh!!!!! the paper was 1 hr 50 mins n i finished it in like 1 hr n then remaining time i jus kept repeatedly read the essay. omg i dun wanna fail pls jus let me pass tis section. lucky tis carries a small percentage in the whole csw module, i mus work hard for the phone ettique n job interview section cos they hold the most marks.
so sian today went to sch for abt 2 hrs jus for the csw test. im so bad watched abt 3 eps of hi! my sweetheart till 2 then leave the house. lucky i reached class on the dot for the test if nt i will die cannt take the paper. actually today i was suppose to go to sch like at 12 to teach kevin the thermo module then abt 10 plus he msg me say wanna cancel cos he gt something on so in the end i stayed at hme n watch my show. didnt had time previously to watch. anw im going back to my studys now haha sayonara ^^ "Cough Cough go away, dun u ever come again"

im so slpy today for the whole day cos of my cough. i kept coughing the whole nite yesterday n did nt slp at all. stupid cough i hate u, go away. morning dragged myself off bed n went to sch at 7.30, yet again im standing all the way to sch for the whole bus journey, pain nia my leg. had mek lesson in morning, lao ye is so evil jus did a little revision again nv even give us any hints for the term test. aft tat had tutorials bt was optional so me n suxin jus waited in class for sunye they all to finish tutorial then went to library to study. we r so funny, reached the library bt the first thing we did was to borrow the mouse boardgame to play haha, till louis yuhan n hongming came to find us. they laugh when they saw us playing cos we r like the only bunch playing game there cos the other tables of students were all studying. aft one round we kept the game n started to do some serious studying. studied till abt 2 plus then we all started to feel slacky...suxin wanna go hme so all of us agreed n left the library.
bused hme aft tat. at hme mum forced me to drink a cup of ginger tea yuck...so hot i dun like ginger or anything wit ginger in it. oh n my leg is recovering bt i still dunno y there is still a red patch at the area where i did my therapy n it stilll hurt T_T......... oww....my legs hurts like hell, how come im feeling tat the money is wasted cos it seems to gt worse frm the therapy i gt today, 20 bucks man. n my cough still has nt recovered. morning dunno y when i woke up, i found my left foot to be feeling a little sore n cannt seem to walk normally. plus stand all the way on the bus frm hme to sch. went to sch n was limping a little cos cannt put the leg flat down. aft electronics lesson suxin say tat my foot was swelling a little so she advice me to go for some te da (chinese leg therapy).i told her is okae bt then she say mus go. so in the end she, xue bing n charlton pei me to clementi there to find a clinic. the therapy hurts like hell man, i did nt dare to scream too loud so i kept grabbing onto the towel, tears in my eye too T_T. im so nt going to such a therapy ever again...
had lunch at the hawker centre near clementi mrt there then bused bac to sch. xue bing came to our class to crap wit us. then mek lesson, lao ye did some revision wit us then hme aft tat
im happy bt i dunno how r things going to be in time to come, lets jus pray n hope for the best soon...

shall i smile cos we r friends, or cry cos tats all we may ever be?

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