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Smile always

2012-01-28T09:13:00.006+08:00

One week gone since sch reopen. I was super happy today because apparently the morning class i had today was placed wrongly in the timetable so basically no lesson from 9-10am then came our professional development whereby we did a short introduction about our 4th year project then our lecturer said there will be no lessons until she tell us there is. For the afternoon class we had to either choose tues or fri slot so lucky me got the tues slot. So woohoo it means fri no lessons at all awesome!!! Had quite a nice CNY because me and May cooked up alot of dishes for our own CNY dinner on mon. Ana went home on sun and Maria moved out so we had like new

flatmates. One was from Hong Kong and the other from France.

In the afternoon after I came back from class had a nice long nap from 2pm to about 5pm and Maria messaged me about her mirror left in my room. I helped her to bring it to her flat and went Aldi for a little shopping. Came back for dinner and had a great nice long chat with May as usual, we just went on and on chatting non-stop.

The long chat really brings me to think about how amazing it is for 2 girls from 2 totally different country at both ends of the world to be so similar yet so different at the same time. We had like very similar ways of thinking about things and solving various situations but yet we have totally opposite personality. May admits that she is a super pessimistic person with all the things she faced at home and having some situations similar to her I am yet a really optimistic person. May will think on bad sides of things and tend to smile less while i always look at brighter side of things and smile all the time. She told me today that her sister who visit our flat quite often is curious as to why am I always so smiley and would like to know how i will look like when i'm down. May also admitted to me that she is really envy (on the good side) of me for being able to smile all the time despite so many things in life. I guess its one of my philosophy to smile and laugh more in your life because life's short, you never know whats going to happen every minute of your life so why let all those miserable things stop you from enjoying your life to the fullest. When you keep thinking about the bad stuff it means victory is on the bad side, why should we let the bad side win. In movies the good guys always win so why not make it the same in reality by not letting the bad side win over and cause misery in our life. And also i kinda like the way me and May depicts our story by having our character have no name just 2 little girls. I think its going to make a great novel to read. Haha well shall stop here.

NEW YEAR

2012-01-01T23:54:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of year 2012 and what am i doing? I'm studying in the hostel in the morning. Its a new year so well i guess my blog needs a

new outlook so I will be finding a new skin for my blog after this post. Well 2011 has ended and i really hope that 2012 will be a better year for everyone including myself. 2011 has been a rather exciting year for me. From our big final year project presentation in SP to graduating from SP with a diploma to coming over to Glasgow to further my studies. Wow, to me is a whole lot of things happening. This is also my first time having christmas and new year in a foreign place. It wasn't as exciting as previous years because my friends are all in SG and although i have flatmates but all of them actually went home for christmas and new year. But oh well who cares is a different experience and thinking on the bright side not everyone will have such a chance so must count my blessings.

Many people will write a whole long list of resolutions but for me is just 3 simple things: for me to pass all my subjects well in uni and maybe find a nice boyfriend haha and lastly for all my family and friends be happy and healthy always.

Oh and just had a surprise from my flatmates May's mum. May came back to the hostel today and her mum got me a chinese dish she made herself so nice. Not bad of a new year after all hehe. In the new year i might try somethings new. I'm thinking of trying to dye my hair dark purple haha, mum will kill me but my hair is black so the purple will not be as obvious as people with lighter hair. Well shall stop here happy new year again to everyone and may we all have a good year ahead.

2011-10-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Oh my finally i get a chance to actually sit down and write a nice long post for my holiday at Holland and starting school in Glasgow. Holiday at Holland has been fun visited some nice place of interest, took lots of photos. Oh and i also went back to the farm which i visited 6 years back. I wonder if any of the little goats are still there haha. But surprisingly this time round there are only big goats and a few baby goats around. The last time i went to that farm it was filled with 10-20 over baby goats. Awwwww they are so cute. Fly to Glasgow on the 13th Sept. Lived with mum and uncle in an apartment while sorting out my staff.

Went to get keys for hostel on 17th Sept. Nice room although quite small but i feel comfortable. Mum went back to SG on 26 Sept, going to miss her. School started on 27th Sept. My class has so many chinese. A class of 85 and 24 of them are from China. Not that bad I mean at least u get to see some chinese. Met a SG guy in my class been hanging around together for some time. Glad to have at least someone u know in the class. Most lessons have not start officially but there is one module, omg I think I'm going to die in it. Its a mechanics module and as known by my friends i sucked at mechanics which was proven in that class. The first 2 lessons we had was only a review of the past year topics and I only know the simple questions. Need to go get the past year notes to revise liao if not i'm going to die. Will have many project work and I seriously am scared because I don't know if i could find good members. Oh well cross my fingers then. Pray hard that I can survive university life. May God Bless Me.

2011-08-29T20:46:00.005+08:00

Omg my blog is super dead, last post june 14. Anyway life has been ok, really busy these few weeks in preparation for university life in glasgow. Having a major headache trying to pack my bags because i don't know what i need to bring and wish i could bring all my stuff over (which i can't obviously). Counting down to the date i will be leaving, 7th Sept 2011. Also been counting down for my TP which will fall on 2nd of Sept, lol 5 days before flying. I'm so so so scared i will fail. Today just received a message from Esther, she failed her TP because of her parking exceeding the 3 minutes limit. I seriously think I'm also CMI already, she is so good yet she fail then what about me. I'm dead.

Left TTSH on the 19th Aug, miss all my colleagues. They are all wonderful people, gave me lots of gifts on my last day, so touched. Met up with clique on the 20th of aug for makan. I hope i can see them on my departure date. A few of them started university already.

2011-06-14T19:38:00.005+08:00

Yeah, I passed my FTT, 48/50. Felt so relieved after seeing the PASSED word on the screen. More than 3 months plus into work and everyday i'm still doing the same old thing, self-reg kiosk. Wish i can do more stuff rather than just standing around idling. Time sometimes just pass so so so slowly. But had fun working there because everyone is super nice and funny. Esther left on 30th June, so sad left me alone at the self-reg. Anyway in about 1 & 1/2 months i'm leaving too, will miss the colleagues I know there. We even had a gathering at Sakura International Buffet. Went for graduation ceremony on 24th May. Took tons of photos. Going to miss all my friends and also a pity for friends who had to gone sailing not being able to attend the graduation. Had about 12 lessons already for my driving, overall is still ok. And yeah finally i settled all my overseas study things even gotten my visa already. I'm left with the booking of airline tickets. Looking forward to studying overseas. Oh well things are going quite smoothly, hope it continues this way.

2011-05-19T22:51:00.008+08:00

I have a new found hobby. Polymer Clay Miniature Food haha. Man i spent a bomb (around 100 plus) for the materials and tools. Luckily i don't need to spent money on an oven because i have a really old one at home which mum don't want to use anymore. Total epic fail for the first time because i went to bake the clay for too long. Didn't realised that different oven will need to adjust the time differently. The clay became chao da haha. What initially is suppose to be an egg sushi turned into a chcolate eclair when it exited the oven, laugh like crazy at my sushi. But scared the hell out of me when i saw huge smoke coming from the oven. I thought it was going to blow up. Second time was alright, only a little too 'overcooked' for the bottom of the clay. Was a success for the third time and i added nail varnish to it so it look nice but it reek of varnish smell haha. Turns out, i realised for my oven i need to heat it up for 2 minutes before putting the clay in and baking it at 1 and a 1/2 minute. Going to try more different kind of food again soon. Friends do give me ideas too. Oh i passed my btt haha yeah. Recently just started my driving lesson. Just had 3 lessons. I personally think that i'm not that bad afterall haha. Although yeah i stalled only 2 times on my 1st lesson bt stalled like 10 over times when i was asked to drive on the actual road with cars and everything else. Phew, god bless me to learn everything well. I kena damn lot of scoldings from my instructor on the last lesson, hehe. Work has been fine but was kind of tired for the last few weeks. Particularly with the fact that my maid went home for holiday and decided not to return to SG to work. Stupid, me and my mum worked our ass off maintaining the house. Fell sick last wed and till now have not fully recovered, SIAN. Oh dad recently also got me a new camera, love it alot. Well off to bed, tomorrow is another working day. Oh yeah another pay coming in soon haha.

EPIC FAIL!!!
PASSED AND NICE!!! NEW CAM!!!

2011-04-17T21:01:00.006+08:00

6 weeks into work. Been so busy for the first 4 weeks. OT for like almost the whole week and not forgetting sat which i actually don't need to work. After the clinic opened, i spent my 8 working hours standing at the self-reg kiosk 5 days a week. My legs and heels are hurting like hell. The amount i have in my bank is like 200 plus, can't wait for my pay to come in. There are lots of things i wanted to get after my paycheck. I wanted to get a pair of black pumps to replace my old one, needs to get a hair straightener, maybe some shirts/blouse and also save some for my camera. Oh and also a lomo camera i saw selling at a shop in plaza singapura which cost about 100 plus. Omg there are so many things i want, i don't think my pay this month can last me long. Anyway i will try to find ways to save up money. Recently met up with the senior lecturer from the university in uk. He told me that the confirmation letter can't be given yet due to some english language problem they have, needs a little more time. I hope everything goes on smoothly because i used so much energy and hardwork to try and get the place. On monday, stupid me forgot my IC so got disqualified for my btt. Cried when the examiner said i cannot take the test. Luckily there is kevin who accompanied me to the centre, help me talked to the examiner and he allow me to book an earlier date. Managed to booked for the timeslot this coming wed. I hope i can do well for the btt if not is really depressing to first get disqualified and next failing the test. Today went to watch THOR with kevin and his friend. Is quite nice and gosh Chris Hemsworth is freaking hot. Look at his body man *dreamy*. I would love to just hug that body of him. Oopy sound so pervert haha, all thanks to the influence of my colleage for being to dreamy about guys.

2011-03-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

Started work (like finally), received results, received conditional offer from glasgow university (so happy).

Been working for 1 week already, so far so good. There are times me and my partner gets things to do and other times just lazy-ing around the office. Working in TTSH btw as a temp patient associate. Sounds professional huh but actually all we did was the simple admin stuff. But well at least this will continue only till april, after that when the clinic opens we will be doing more professional things haha. And good news that they decided to extend me till august so i don't have to waste time to find another job. Received final semester results on tuesday. Overall i think i did well because i got all 'A's and 'B's which is kinda shocking for some modules like ship chartering. So happy to see the diploma awarded note in SAS. Last week received an email from the university of strathclyde giving me a conditional offer provided i send them a course completion letter and verification of english being the medium of instruction. Mum helped me to visit school's student service centre to obtain the letter. Hope they can hurry up to give me the letter so that i can send to school. Well not much left, just kinda excited to go UK to study

2011-03-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today i officially finished my exams for polytechnic. But it is not official graduation because that will be around april. What a day, i've got mixd feeling. On one side i'm happy that i finally finished my exams so no more memorising no more stress for exams. I hope everyone in my class could graduate successfully and move on to greater things in life and for my other friends still in SP to pass all their exams with flying colours. Hope to meet everyone too if we ever had the chance in the future. Thats the thing on the other hand, i feel rather sad, will miss all the days in the past 3 years spent in SP. Will miss all the jokes and laugher in class too. So much to say so difficult to express.

Goodbye SP i will visit again.

2011-01-26T22:20:00.003+08:00

I can't believe it, after so many months of struggling we finally completed our FYP. Oh man it just feels so good because a huge rock has just been let go. Today had the presentation and personally i think i did a rather good job during the presentation. So proud of myself. Our group has many audiences for our presentation and feel so nervous at first, but it turn out just alright. Kop 2 of the plates we created to keep. Anyway one presentation down, one more to go which is my ship chartering. i hope i can finish it in time. CNY coming, but not really looking forward to it because can't enjoy much. We are having presentation the week and tests for the next next week and final exams in 3 weeks time after CNY. So much of a holiday. One more month to go before graduating and still counting, gosh how time flies.

2011-01-14T22:25:00.003+08:00

Oh so cool, i did a facial today at orchard. It hurts but well it pays to be pretty, although i don't really see much different except that i felt my face is cleaner than before??? this morning saw a photo i was tagged in, it's my primary school class photo. Omg is so long ago. But it feels good because everyone starts chatting on the comment section when they saw themselves tagged. So much fun and my email got flooded by the comments. A hundred plus comments, hows that man haha. Everyone even concluded to have a meeting set up after we all graduate because most of us are in the polytechnic. Well i wouldn't mind if it really did happen, will be fun. Saw some other friends which i had not added previously and seriously everyone changed lots.

2011-01-13T21:03:00.003+08:00

This is so sickening. My msn account got blocked due to virus and spam mail. Now i can't log in to messenger and email. The stupid account asked me to key in my handphone number so that they can send me a verification number, but i have not received a single message. Oh wells can't do anything till then. 2 weeks into school and i'm still surviving so far so good. Very sian because of fyp. Hope we can finish it in time because our presentation is on 26th jan. Ooo i can't wait because can see all our DMR people wearing formal to school. What a sight, got to take lots of pictures together. Dad promised me a new camera and i'm hoping to get it soon. Oh good news, i just received the verification code. Yes man it's finally working again. Next friday there is a study trip for us haha, like an excursion during primary and secondary school life. Clara is funny saying that it will be the last chance for us to sit in a school bus for an outing, which i do agree. Well 6 more weeks and still counting till we finish life in SP. Missing It...

2011-01-04T22:01:00.003+08:00

Been two days since school reopened. Received my term test results and seriously it's like shit. Worse than i expected. And i still can't believe i lose 19 marks just because of one stupid wrong number. I'm so worried it will pull down my final results and worse of all pull down my gpa. I can't afford to have my gpa dropping. Just pray hard that i can score well for the final exams and get my diploma without any problems. 7 more weeks to go before it marks the end of my polytechnic.

2011-01-01T16:01:00.004+08:00

A new year, a new start. Well not so because i'm in the final term of my polytechnic studies haha. School's starting next monday and again i'm so not looking forward to it. There are many things yet to be completed. Yesterday night was funny because the moment it turn midnight i sent out my new year messages and the thing that comes back to me is a network congestion note. Managed to sent a few out but majority were sent out this morning. Start of the year and it is pouring outside, is it a good or bad sign. I hope is a good sign because i believe water represents money so it means the economy will recover and rise. I'm graduating soon wow, time really really flies. It seems only like yesterday i entered polytechnic and here i am going to graduate with a diploma. Anyway on the final note, I hope in the new year everyone would stay happy and achieve success. Oh by the way, noticing my change in writing? I'm no longer using short form because i felt that my english is de-proving. But i will still use some non existing words, can't change too much also because don't want to lose my style.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

2010-12-27T20:35:00.003+08:00

BOREDOM: EMOTIONAL STATE EXPERIENCES DURING PERIOD LACKING ACTIVITIES OR WHEN INDIVIDUAL ARE UNINTERESTED IN THEIR SURROUNDINGS

Ultra boredom!!! 2 weeks down, 1 more week to go before tiring school days starts again. Anyway, i'm glad that my group's fyp, we finally found the supplier for one of the components which we have had a hard time finding. However we still have a long way to go before completion. Everyday seems the same to me. Well, lets just say i almost had a daily routine of either trying to do some things for my fyp or just slacking around my computer playing games or watching movies. But i'm seriously running out of shows to watch. So well i'm thinking i will leave the last week of holidays to complete any assignments or reports. Oh i do find fun here and there onces awhile. For example, on Christmas eve, i went out with a couple of friends for some k session. And honestly speaking i really think kbox is getting more and more expensive. In the end we chose party world because its cheaper and had a longer singing time compared to kbox. I shall see again, maybe i might drop kbox from my list and go for party world next time instead. CHEATERS!!!! At party world, my friends think i'm crazy because i chiong at least 7 songs at one go. Oh ultra shiokness...

On the final note, I HATE IT WHEN HOLIDAYS END!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-17T20:37:00.003+08:00

Such a tiring holiday. What meant to be an enjoyable 3 weeks holiday just isn't as it is. First off, i finally completed my online application for the university. As for now, what's left would be my lab reports, ship chartering presentation slides and most importantly fyp. Somehow i'm feeling very shag and tense from the fyp. Honestly we are progressing really slowly and we are left with like less than a month before we go for final presentation. I just wonder what is taking everything so long. I really afraid that we cannot complete our project in time. But oh wells is really up to the rest now. Luckily i did find fun and enjoyment in the holidays. I finally catch harry potter and narnia in the cinema, but i still want to catch Rapunzel and Yogi bear. Some many movies showing in cinema now that the holidays have started. What a holiday...

2010-11-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

i felt so sad tat i could nt keep peanut n butter at hme cos of my cats. in case u dunno peanut n butter are 2 hamsters my friend brought to sch today to find a new owner. i rly rly liked them tats y i decided to adopt them. turn out my parents dun allow me to keep them. felt so sad, bt well did find a bird shop to put them there. hope they do well at the shop, shall visit them often. MISS THEM!!! shall post their pics soon.

2010-11-19T21:30:00.003+08:00

went through some old photos and organizing them. felt so memorable. esp for mel camps and many other outings during past 2 yr. 4 more months to go b4 everyone starts saying goodbye, thinking abt it jus makes me feel well lets jus say missing. gonna miss everyone and all the fun we had tgt in sch, during gatherings etc. well didnt know wat to write so ya jus a follow up wit previous post. (happy mr kevin??? ><)

2010-11-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks....

2010-11-02T22:24:00.005+08:00

ok im seriously damn lazy to update anything bt oh wells jus a short update on recent stuff. sch's been open for 3 wks nw, work pilling up, fyp starting to gt a little tense n worse of all lots of assignment n report coming up. i mean seriously jus when i thought im gonna be relaxed for the last sem in poly, all the stress r like starting to come bac to me again. firstly i have gt to say i totally dun understand the engineering design n ice-b n ship chartering n etc. somehow i dun seem to be able to adjust bac to sch life having stupid thoughts tat the last sem is gonna be slack. i cannt seem to focus when i nd to. i dunno i think im having a lot of mood swings tis few days. isit due to the sch stress or other stress??? bt well looking on the bright side sch isnt tat bad. workshops n simulator had been fun. i like doing the marine workshop stuff. n be glad i gt muscle men in my workshop grp, haha. lets jus hope tat the remaining days in poly would be fun n memorable. oh n b4 i forgt,

Happy advance birthday to myself!!!

2010-10-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

today i officially end my work at SEAB... sianx nah i totally miss everyone there alrdy especially sofya n my cutie boy fauzan...oops....haha. works been fine for the past 3 wks although there r really boring times here n there. bt we still do have fun times. everyday aft lunch till work end, our working area is like a picnic area, so many food. hmm yesterday n today we did 100% checking for the 'O' lvls DnT. lunch time went to west coast mac there to eat. me, kevin n jane sat on sherman's car there n the trip is super hilarious i dun wanna elaborate more hahaha. was released earlier than the others, took pics wit everyone at SEAB b4 leaving. aft tat sherman dropped me, kevin, jane, xue yun n durges at je mrt where we decided to go walk walk at bugis. i saw a shoe n bag i totally loved bt didnt gt them cos no money...damn sian lah regret nt gettin them. in the end jane n xue yun each gt a pair of the same wedge shoe. im gonna gt them at sun wit durges hahaha. nxt wk each day gt plans coming up, will be pretty busy. anw gtg wanna slp soon haha toodas!!!

2010-09-23T20:21:00.004+08:00

the wk is almost closing n have been working at SEAB for 3 days alrdy. so far is still ok nt much to do other than doing 100% checking. finished our work by lunch everyday then slack n talk. had much fun yesterday n today in the store. laugh like damn hard during the afternoon wit durges thava n store ic sophia n another fizal???, ok i dunno how to spell his name haha.

yesterday afternoon was a drawing session where we doodle on the whiteboard, durges asked me to draw dragon. thava so bad keep saying it looks like an ikan bilis. then we all kept thinking of ways to improve my "dragon" cos they say nt fierce looking enough. they all evil nia keep laughing at my dragon. i also drew pokemon, still they also laugh.

today afternoon best, we kept doing lame stuff like shifting things to make space for sleeping. was quite a challenge cos tis yr they added cam in the stores so cannt play games n sleep. played wink murder after tat, freakingly funny while playing tat. bt sian arh left another day b4 we all start to do runners job nxt wk, bt im sure we will find fun tgt haha. kambate ppl.

2010-09-19T12:58:00.002+08:00

Last min post b4 i switch off com. n Yeahness to the max exams over. 4 wks of fun n work coming up. im kinda thinking im a little money crazy tis time round. all sorts of jobs i also decided to take up. fri went to tiong bahru examination centre for a one day project. they are pretty strict there i could see, stricter than Pandan examination centre, go toilet also nd ask permission.

yesterday night work at a hotel as banquet waitress, is damn tiring bt quite a diff experience. nw i noe wat happens behind the scene of wedding dinners. i was super proud of myself although my freaking hand is hurting, i carried 10 plus glasses on a tray *clap clap*. is rly heavy bt i still can manage. tonight another round. bt then the uniform is super long i kept stepping on the skirt, n the kitchen freaking slippery, almost slip a few times. overall was quite an enjoyable night. back hme at 1 plus phew, TIRED.

Oh wells gtg nd to eat lunch n prepare to go work le. Toodas......

2010-09-02T17:50:00.004+08:00

Exams exams and more exams coming in. how can i study so many stuff...lucky had some tips frm ship powering and IC. today arh tat mr naung haiz i dunno wat else to say. his tips is like = lecture, a little focus here a little focus there all sum up to the whole bk of notes. initially i was a little glad tat might have tips for aux machine, turn out is like nt much at all. mugging dun help at all cos nth goes into the brain. i think i can jus give up aux machine alrdy. SIANXXXXXX to the MAXXXXXX

tis is so totally true most of the time

2010-08-25T21:05:00.005+08:00

hmm...haven been blogging for some time. been rly busy going to sch everyday to study. study study study sianx to the max. well wat can i do exams r jus around the corner. my uni application rely on tis sem gpa. i wanna make sure i can do do well so as to either maintain or push up the gpa. YOG break was also quite fruitful for me cos i had asked sun ye to be my tutor n well thks to him for accompanying me for 2 wks to teach me IC n other modules. im so glad tat i finally had a tinee tiny bit of confident with IC.

3 more wks to go b4 starting the SEAB job then $$ is rolling in haha cannt wait to go on shopping spree with girlfriends aft tat.

well anw goin back to study (although i doubt i can focus haha)

2010-07-25T23:44:00.004+08:00

inception is freaking awesome man. love the plot, the special effect and most of all the cute guys. tis guy joseph gordon-leevitt in the show is cute ><. i like how the story revolves ard dreams n entering dream world. the fact tat a fall could help to wake a person frm their dream is so totally true. i felt it myself b4. once i had a dream abt me falling in a bus down a cliff. the impact of the fall cos me wake up totally. anw watsoever the movie is damn nice, no wonder it is rated 5-star by critics. bt can u believe it i watched it wit my mum haha. n she complained abt the loud sound system. nvm i glad tat i manage to watch the movie. my nxt anticipated movie up would be salt and harry potter haha.

2010-07-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

its so late n im still blogging. haha anw i had fun today. morning had boring lessons bt aft tat went to bugis wit yenru for some shopping session. i gt a shorts for 10 bucks. bt im still sad cos i had difficulty finding a blazer. its either too small cutting tat i cannt button due to the top top area or it can fit bt the button is at a weird position tat made the blazer ugly. haiz sianz...yet ppl still envy big bust, like wth is damn difficult to find clothings. to fit the top area, most of the time a larger size nd to be bought, however, a larger size clothes mean unfitting at other areas like waist and make the person look lumpy. had sweetalk bubbletea, toriQ and tako balls while at bugis. went bac sch aft tat for shipboard drawing. aft lesson went to sp basketball court wit jonaton, firman, zac, zul and khabir to watch sun ye, lingzhen and owen take part in a basketball competition. they had won 1 round b4 we went there. loss the second bt KO the third round team wit a score of 9-3. so cool haha. wish them luck for nxt competition. anw im die-ing alrdy for fyp. i dunno how to do the stupid timeline thingy, haiz sian.

2010-07-12T19:11:00.003+08:00

been more than a wk since sch opens. im so bored hoping for holidays nw haha. humans r so unsatisfying, whenever i gt my holidays i wish for sch n when sch starts, i wish for holidays. bt tis time round im seriously looking forward to holidays cos im gonna go work, money coming in. anw cannt think so much nw most important thing is to study. i think everyone is seriously gonna die soon, 5 modules n 4 of them nds memorising. the ship powering teacher shocked us today when she said tat our sem paper only has 2 calculation qns, which means the majority of the the paper is all theory. god pls help us, wat r we gonna do. so many modules nd to memorise. think i will jus burn the notes n drink them or maybe i could open up brain to add in more momery chips. damn disgusting theory.....alright shall go back to multi-tasking.

2010-07-04T20:24:00.004+08:00

the season of love where everyone is starting to gt attached. tsk tsk im still single bt happy to be ><. im so bored n dunno wat to write. many things i wanna write bt dunno where to start.

tmw going watch eclipse haha yeah. today saw harry potter n the deathly hollows trailer. im so excited for it to be screened. divided into 2 parts, part 1 opening in 19 nov 2010 n part 2 at 15 july 2011. like so damn far apart lah><. cannt wait!!!

gtting new hp soon lah. jus saw a nokia phone, think is nt bad specs quite ok n color n design nice also. thinking of gtting the purple or blue or pink one. cost abt 300 plus only without plan.

2010-06-29T19:35:00.005+08:00

haven been blogging for some time alrdy. anw sch jus started 2 days ago, many things coming up like fyp, labs, revision n all other stuff. holidays was alright cos manage to find time to go out wit friends n family. had a few dinner wit my aunt from holland who visited sg. 16th of june went kboxing wit yenru, suxin, louis n yuhan. had a rather great time singing. so high haha. 18th june went to jp wit mum n aunt for dinner at the pioneer restaurant. was a ala cart steamboat buffet. they very stingy cos in order to stop ppl frm wasting food they always bring the amount which is jus nice for the number of ppl so we had to keep ordering to eat more. went out wit sec sch friend elin on the 24th of june. we had a great day of movie marathon. watched knight n day n karate kid. bith shows also quite nice. fri 25th of june went to furama wit mum aunt n maid for a international buffet. wah i eat so much dessert till i became sick. n finally on sat, 26th can u believe tat i went for a CPF seminar wit my mum. haha gain all the knowledge abt CPF. was okok quite boring in front bt did enjoy the talk on investment. didnt rmb wat i did for the other days alrdy. nw is bac to torture again. today was quite fun cos went to queensway wit suxin n yuhan, cos yuhan wanted to gt cap. buy alot loh. n he tempted me n suxin wit his cap hunt to buy haha. in the end me n suxin gt one each wit same design. i also gt a new backpack wit their help in choosing. although my mum complain tat the thing is nt worth the money i still like it. then finally fan how drove the 3 of us to the sch where i drop off while they went for ice cream.

2010-06-11T21:38:00.004+08:00

yeah man, test r finally over. which means i can play for like abt 2 wks b4 going bac to sch for term 2. bt oh wells most importantly i nd $$. went to jobcentral to search for some temp jobs. manage to find this 2 position as retail assistant for the date 14th to 27th june. so heng loh, end exactly on my last day of holiday. submitted the application jus nd to wait for a reply. hope i can gt it. break a leg haha. been spenting lots of $$ tis few time nd to cut down bt wat can i do is GSS nw. so many things on sale. i wanna gt clothes, shoes, bags etc. jus nw went jp shopping, saw tis top quite nice, bt i was stupid did nt buy it. nw i regret n wish to run bac n buy it. anw been hoping to earn some allowances so tat i can spent haha. i totally forgt man, tis sunday is father's day. only realised it when i heard a small girl talking to her mum abt wat to gt for her dad. oopsy haha. gt some gifts lah so ok lah haven given it to dad yet. shall go soon.

2010-06-04T14:01:00.004+08:00

oh man im so bored at gems. wish i can continue watching the little mermaid cartoon wit clara at lib. wanted to skip gems at first bt feel bad cos the teacher is trying hard to teach us so i came in the end. at least i gt my com wit me today so i can pass the time a little. however i still end up wit nth to do so decided to blog. test coming nxt wk n i still nt prepared. im starting to feel the stress coming in for the IC. i totally give up on tat. like wat zul said david tay is a nice guy trying his best to teach us jus tat he uses the wrong method n end up everyone thinks him as a bad person. apart frm tat im also stress over class gathering thing. i dun wanna be dragged in bt in the end had to cos they jus cannt communicate wit each other. they say im the only one who can talk to her nw cos im nt as straight forward as they are. plus im still on gd terms wit her. seriously i also dun think i will have the ability to do wat they asked me to. i can try bt i cannt guarantee anything.

2010-05-25T21:03:00.006+08:00

nth much to blog abt today, only one important thing, DR HENRY KIAT IS BACK!!! haha well nt like some miracle, jus tat glad tat he is bac to help us revise for maths. today the things he re-teach made me understand those qns better. bt....i still haven start IC die lah. frm the 1st chapter till nw there is nt much i understand abt nia. nd to start mugging cos term test is in 1 wk time. Gonna chiong through nxt wk. oh lucky IC is the last paper. phew, gt more time to study. anw receive a cool email n i think the things written inside is meaningful. abit lengthy arh no choice haha, bt is a gd one, all abt life.

香港名DJ 梁继璋给儿子的信

我儿:

写这备忘录给你,基於三个原则:

1) 人生福祸无常,谁也不知可以活多久, 有些事情还是早一点说好

2) 我你的父亲,我不跟你说,没有人会跟你说

3) 这备忘录里记载的,都是我经过惨痛失败得回来的体验, 可以为你的成长省回不少冤枉路

以下,便是你在人生中要好好记住的事:

1) 对你不好的人,你不要太介怀,在你一生中, 没有人有义务要对你好,除了我和你妈妈。

至於那些对你好的人,你除了要珍惜、感恩外,也请多防备一点, 因为,每个人做每件事,总有一个原因,他对你好,未必真的是因为喜欢你,请你必须搞清楚, 而不必太快将对方看作真朋友。

2) 没有人是不可代替,没有东西是必须拥有。看透了这一点, 将来你身边的人不再要你,或许
失去了世间上最爱的一切时, 也应该明白,这并不是甚么大不了的事。

3) 生命是短暂的,今日你还在浪费着生命, 明日会发觉生命已远离你了。

因此,愈早珍惜生命, 你享受生命的日子也愈多,与其盼望长寿,倒不如早点享受。

4) 世界上并没有最爱这回事,爱情只是一种霎时的感觉, 而这感觉绝对会随时日、心境而改变。如果你的所谓最爱离开你, 请耐心地等候一下,让时日慢慢冲洗,让心灵慢慢沉淀, 你的苦就会慢慢淡化。不要过分憧憬爱情的美, 不要过分夸大失恋的悲。

5) 虽然,很多有成就的人士都没有受过很多教育, 但并不等如不用功读书,就一定可以成功。你学到的知识, 就是你拥有的武器。人,可以白手兴家,但不可以手无寸铁,紧记!

6) 我不会要求你供养我下半辈子, 同样地我也不会供养你的下半辈子,当你长大到可以独立的时候, 我的责任已经完结。以後,你要坐巴士还是Benz, 吃鱼翅还是粉丝,都要自己负责。

7) 你可以要求自己守信,但不能要求别人守信, 你可以要求自己对人好,但不能期待人家对你好。你怎样对人,并不代表人家就会怎样对你,如果看不透这一点, 你只会徒添不必要的烦恼。

8) 我买了十多二十年六合彩,还是一穷二白,连三奖也没有中, 这证明人要发达,还是要努力工作才可以,世界上并没有免费午餐。

9) 亲人只有一次的缘份,无论这辈子我和你会相处多久, 也请好好珍惜共聚的时光,下辈子,无论爱与不爱,都不会再见。

你的爸爸
梁继璋

2010-05-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

today is grad day for SMA students. nt for me lah i mean haha. i still gt almost 1 more yr to go b4 i grad. some of my friends gt invited by their friends for the ceremony. for me i stay at hme n watch the webcast. bt somehow the stupid thing dun wanna load. is like super laggy loh. anw in the end i gave up n went to see the gallery pics instead. Oooo these r all the things we will go through nxt yr.

well anw today is damn sian in sch. morning had lectures till 11am. stupid gems still nd to go. a few of them had their gems cancelled lah. was super slpy. aft lunch, went to lib wit clara to do some printing n slacking ard. went for gems at 1pm. aft gems, fyp grp wanna have a meeting so end up staying ltr. only did a little discussion lah then we played monopoly cards haha. bus-ed hme at 4pm. my kitties had their bath today haha. one of them had a comical moment. tommy is his name. he wanna jump frm my study table to the cupboard bt missed by an inch n fell on the floor instead. also was due to his feet being slippery as he stood on my study table wit glass surface. hahahahaha i laugh so hard man. is damn comical. poor thing also lah haha. bt they seriously needed the bath, they totally stink. oh wells mum n dad nagging me to slp gtg byes...

2010-05-17T21:35:00.007+08:00

today had been a fun n fruitful day. morning had lesson then went to jp for lunch. had ajisen ramen cos jiaying had 50% discount haha. went wit jiaying, sun ye, jj, jonaton n xianyang. i had the seafood ramen. was nt bad. aft tat went to bakerzin cos jiaying wanted to gt some cakes then she gt tis coupon where is 1 for 1 cheesecake. so i also bought 2. had the oreo n strawberry one. well kinda more like its the only 2 favours available haha. then went bac to sch to study maths wit sun ye jonaton n xianyang. super funny loh the study session. xianyang is so damn funny, make me laugh like hell. manage to understand the maths finally aft sun ye taught me. seriously i think sun ye is a better teacher than the Dr teaching us. hope Dr Henry can come bac soon. hmm...glad i finally gt it.

cute song frm SHE new album:Shero

收留我-SHE

妳說他像情聖眼睛亮晶晶
但是他在心裡藏著秘密
更別提他一喝酒就會發神經
不懂珍惜妳對他的真心

說了幾年還是這些問題
每次總在猜測他的心情
臭男生不成長女生傷心
如果他永遠不提永遠
這世界就多一個老小姐
好怕到最後孤伶伶

等妳收留我那又怎麼樣
難道我會讓妳淋雨
就算沒有另一半也有好朋友
一起唱歌做飯發呆

好姐妹好自由等妳收留我

但是你不見他全身不對勁
盯太緊又怕他不能呼吸
妳早已陷進去他像妳的遙控器
就好像被判了無期徒刑

說了幾年還是這些問題
每次總在猜測他的心情
說不定都是妳自己有病

如果他真的沒有肩膀
就只剩我們陪你一起扛
不怕到最後賴定妳

等妳收留我那又怎麼樣
難道我會讓你哭泣
就算變成老太婆也是好朋友
一起看書跳舞 shopping
好姐妹好快樂等妳收留我

說來幸福不如讓我們蓋間名宿
不當公主就開心當村姑
不再孤獨不認輸

等妳收留我那又怎麼樣
難道我會讓你淋雨
就算沒有另一半也有好朋友
一起唱歌做飯發呆

等妳收留我那又怎麼樣
難道我會讓你哭泣
就算變成老太婆也是好朋友
一起看書跳舞 shopping
好姐妹好快樂等妳收留我

2010-05-09T20:38:00.005+08:00

omg how bad can my days be. first cough then fever then a 5-in-1 sickness then comes the M n nw the stupid wisdom tooth is hurting me again. wth! can it gt any worse. mon aft swimming wit suxin i gt sick, fever till 39 degree n above. me n yenru both agreed tat there is something wrong wit SPGG pool water. both of us went to swim there n both fall sick. bt oh wells the weather isn't gd anyway, many ppl falling sick. went to doc on wed n ate the stupid medicines. the past few days in sch is also rather happening, frm childish acts in class to fights to ppl goin into hospital. yeah u heard me right, hospital. 2 classmates gt admitted into hospital. one had a bike accident, the other gt infected by dengue fever. the dengue fever guy recovered n is bac in sch, as for the bike accident guy im nt so sure, nd to gt some updates. bt did hear something abt him being conscious, hope his fine. i seriously nd to gt an anti-virus software soon, my com is filling up wit infections n virus. using AVG trial version nw for a limit of 30 days. bac on twitter. how come suddenly all my friend's life seem to be so happening filled wit many activities while my is like the same old routine everyday, study study n study. haiz tis is so sian, bt oh wells i do gt holidays so i cannt complain much, all tis is for my aim to gt into uni. oh n did i mentioned, my cat clawed me today, damn pain loh.

2010-05-02T22:40:00.004+08:00

been some time since i last blog. seriously there is nth much happening which i think i can talk abt. everyday is the same routine over and over again, same as the past bt wit increased workload. since sch opened had been busy wit so many things like studying, labs n fyp. well the current modules isnt tat bad yet, bt i dunno a single thing abt integrated control. my god, keep asking myself wat the hell is the whole module abt. everything seem so alien to me even though it is said to be continued frm instrumentation. bt anw im glad tat im starting to be able to control myself. tis few days had re framed myself frm computers n trying to concentrate on the notes. quite successful i can say cos i did my tutorials. n i think im gettin sick, keep coughing today. tmw goin swimming, apart frm tat nw i had also scheduled my sun morning for swimming. im glad tat i finally noe how to schedule my timing abit well compared to the past, bt still nd more improvement. guess im preparing myself for my uni time nxt yr. ohhh im so excited yet scared at the same time. excited cos im curious abt the life in uk n scared cos im worry abt whether im able to gt in n how i can survived alone there without all the comfort of hme. hmm...lets await patiently for the day to come.

2010-04-22T22:25:00.004+08:00

sianx...sch jus started for a few days n im feeling so scared alrdy. is like jus by looking at the notes it makes me so stress. past few days had been researching on uni stuff, hoping it may help. i rly rly wan to go overseas n study cos its the only way i can be free n independent frm my parents. i wan to become indepedent. wells rite nw i can only study n pray hard to achieve gd results so as to be able to gt into the uni i wan.

been almost 3 wks since the incident, i said i will move on bt i rly cannt make myself nt to worry abt him frequently. i can keep it behind my head for some time bt onces awhile hearing things frm ppl makes me feel so worried for him. no matter wat hope he will also move on although i noe is diff, bt the only thing i can do is to pray for him to recover. be strong.

2010-04-17T17:14:00.003+08:00

oh man feeling so bu she de. aft 6 wks of itp, im like finally released frm the company. BT I MISS EVEYONE THERE NW. so many ppl i miss loh like all the various managers, asst managers, supervisors n workers which i had make friends wit. they r all rly nice ppl i shld say. yesterday was rather busy cos is the last day then nd settle alot things suchs as giving gifts n thk u cards and all proper doc for release frm the company. keep running ard the place loh haha. took many many pics wit the dept ppl esp the EHS dept. lots of craps n jokes at the EHS dept loh. well might consider goin bac there in the future maybe haha. i told one of them there tat i wan to be a PJM of the company, bt they say no nd to even think abt it cos the company dun hire female PJMs. sadded nia hahahahaha. bt oh wells, glad tat the 6 wks were nt rly wasted cos i rly learnt alot of things n visit many vessels so shiok haha.

although no one frm the company might see my blog bt i still wan to say

WISHING EACH N EVERYONE OF THEM IN DRYDOCKS WORLD A VERY GD LUCK N HAPPINESS THROUGH MANY MANY YEARS. HOPE TO SEE THEM SOMEDAY IF GIVEN THE CHANCE... :)

2010-04-15T21:16:00.003+08:00

im so so so slpy. tis few days keep rushing all the report slp only at 12plus onwards. seriously im so gonna slp soon. nw still thinking how to write the thk u letters for the company. wah so fast loh, tmw last day at drydocks le. aft these 6 wks of attachment, i kinda like drydocks loh. i mean the ppl r all super nice and friendly, keep saying hi and how r u whenever u go. guess i judged the company wrongly b4. its nt as bad as i thought it is b4. saw many operations which i dun think i will gt the chance to see easily. so cool haha. ok goin bac to thk u letters.

2010-04-12T19:45:00.004+08:00

its official, i finally poped the heartaching qns n gt the ans. im bac to single n it will remain like tis till the day i think im ready. frm tis incident i learnt alot n had woken up also frm dreamland. all focus r on studies nw. i finally cleared my mind of all my desires n only wans to study well. in the future if i die n go to hell, i will understand cos i cause so much hurt to him. i jus hope for his welfare n wish can continue his life n move on like i do. im sad too bt i guess the sadness is far greater for him. frm nw one i wan to remind myself of the mistake i made b4 tat cause so much hurt for both of us n will think twice b4 i act.

i gt many bruises on my leg wow so cool...

2010-04-08T20:15:00.005+08:00

today is so jialat onboard EMAS. the vessel is like super dangerous lah. mainly is cos its a newly built vessel, then all the equipments n cables are nt installed yet, so is lying ard the place. the moment i step onboard all the way to the engine rm i had knocked my helmet ard the place for like 20 over times sia, like so comical only. once i went in to a place then nv see the ceiling knocked into it, then i wanted to see wat i knocked onto then the nxt moment i knocked into another place. it goes like ping pang arh, look up ping pang arh again haha. oh n also almost electrocuted myself. cos wanted to climb down a high platform then due to my 'long' legs, cannt reach the ground so i decided to jump a little, unluckily i lost my balance abit n to save myself frm falling i immediately hug onto a pillar wit many cables connected, wah is scary. im like a hazard to the ppl loh until in the end my supervisor walk infront of me then keep turning ard ask me 'u ok' n 'take it nice n slowly'. he so scared i fall into a hole or injured myself. tmw goin bac to the vessel again, hope i rly dun fall into holes haha.

anw was unhappy jus nw due to some personal reasons. feel so irritated loh. i realised tat the one thing i totally hate n despise most abt human character would be nt paying attention to someone when he/she is talking to u. is freaking irritating lah. if the things i said does nt giv u any interest then let me noe, i will nt continue wit it de, i rly hate it when u dun have any interest in the topic n yet u act like u do. then when i talk halfway u do other things n even talk to other ppl, then when i ask r u listening u say u r, i ask wat i said u give me the shitty answer of one or two words. frm the way u answer i can tell straight away tat u r nt even listening to me. then wats the point, y waste everyones time when u r nt paying any attention to wat i say. i feel like an idiot saying all the stuff laughing myself when u dun even bother. it is only basic courtesy to giv the speaker eye contact when they r talking nt doin other things.

even if u r interested jus tat u might nt be able to giv full attention, u can also say it out rite. jus giv a signal like sry im quite busy nw maybe we can continue ltr. tats it full stop, no qns asked n u can jus go do watever u nd to do. is all comes down to basic respect ok. i dun care abt the relationship cos no matter wat respect is still needed. like doesnt mean u r my mum means u can dun respect me or u r my grandparents means u can giv me the shitty attitude.

everyone is equal, we all have feelings n nd respect also. im a human also, i nd oxygen food n water to survive n so do u. so wat diff do we have between each other. i dun think is much of a diff rite. bt wit tis y am i treated like dirt when it comes to respect. i dun deserve ur respect jus cos im a junior to u....or more simply im nt human to u. even animals have animals right, so wat nw i guess i cannt even be compared to an animal. if it rly continue in such way i guess i can jus giv up. enough wit the telling u stuffs attitude since u dun share the joy n concentration of the conversation. i giv up man seriously. im giving up soon cos tis is nt like the 1st or 2nd time, every single time is like tis so i think im reaching the limits soon.

2010-04-07T13:54:00.002+08:00

oops i shldnt be here right nw at tis moment blogging. im suppose to be doing my report, haha im super easily distracted. today quite happy cos i gt bac my logbk frm asst manager of mechanical dept, Ramesh. i gt an A yeah!!! hope tis wk can gt also bt dun wan put expectations too high. time rly flies, so fas im jus left wit one more wk for itp. for the last wk gonna be in EHS dept, hope the ppl is nice. shld be ok lah cos noe a few ppl frm the dept alrdy. the office as usual is still very cold, im freezing. brrrrrrrrrrrrr.........oh n tis few wks i found out something weird abt myself. everyday frm 11am till 12 noon n 1pm to 2.30pm my body is auto shut down . i will feel like damn slpy n cannt seem to concentrate on things happening ard me. abit dangerous arh, ltr kena hit by things or others then jialat.

ltr gonna meet up wit the gals frm the clique for dinner. so long nv see each other le like fanny clara n yenru. wonder how r they. ok maybe nt very long, bt 5 wks le leh we didnt see each other haha.

alright nd to go bac to my report, nd to finish it..toodas

2010-04-03T19:04:00.008+08:00

alright my xp is officially down and gone. had param over at my hse today to help me check out alrdy. sadded lah. bt oh wells looking on the bright side i had upgraded to windows 7. the features r quite cool for windows 7 n its rly alot faster than vista. exploring ard it changed diff settings. haha omg im like so excited over it i think im goin crazy. ok im goin to continue my exploration work.

isit wrong for me to think tis way. although there r ppl who think similar bt somehow i felt guilty for thinking tis way. bt apart frm tat i finally understand how a certain someone felt some time bac.

YEAH I LOVE WINDOWS 7

2010-03-30T21:56:00.004+08:00

VIEWERS ADVICE: EXTREME DRAMA N EMOTIONS, BITS OF HORROR!!!

im thinking tat it is almost time to say gd bye. i noe is tough bt i jus gt to pull through without u. where ever u maybe hope u will noe how important u are to me.

farewell my beloved windows xp. i dun noe if u r still there. if u are i hope to see u soon, if nt then well i jus nd to learn to let go. thkq for being there for me whenever i nd u. i had spent almost 1/4 of my life staring at u, torturing u once awhile. bt in conclusion i wish u will come bac to me soon. frankly i rly nd u alot pls pls pls be ok, im all teary cos of u. R.I.P soon -_-...

finally i gt to watch how to train ur dragon yeah. toothless is soooo cute, i wish i could have it. its simply adorable n so lovable. I LOVE TOOTHLESS!!! yesterday ate honey wings yummy love it too.

2010-03-28T20:48:00.004+08:00

im gonna kill mineself soon. y did i even did tat for, nw all problems r out n i feel like crying.

I CANNT FIND MY WINDOWS XP OPERATING SYSTEM AKA OS!!!

so guess the reason y...i also dunno yyyyyyy. i jus only formatted my windows vista tats all. yesterday thought of formatting it cos it was running like so damn slowly. inserted the recovery disc which came wit my lappy when i first bought it. didnt even click anything, the disc jus start off by itself n format my vista. bt when i tried to open up my com again aft tat, it didnt go to the normal screen where i can select the OS which i wan. instead it jus went in automatically to vista. *cry*...msg-ed param, a friend whose a IT expert n asked him whether isit cos of wat i did tat cause it. he said shouldnt cos the 2 OS is nt related. nw im like stuck wit vista. nooooo i cannt lose xp, i gt so many things inside such as photos, music n doc which i did nt save yet :'(. was hoping to find param to come my house to help me repair it. pls pls pls let it be workable *pray hard*...

oh n today gt a shocking news. my partner at itp will nt be coming for itp anymore, cos he was being kicked frm sch. such a sudden thing loh. he's appealing to sch tmw, bt even so he will nt be bac for itp anymore i think, so which means for my remaining 3 wks of itp, im gonna be alone by myself. so sad, hope he will be able to appeal successfully n return to sch soon. n nw my main concern is abt me in itp alone. plus tis 3 wks im gonna be at the shipyard side, hope i can cope. i have to, no other choice. guess tis might be a gd chance to train myself to be independent le cos suxin also will nt be wit me cos we r diff department, n we r always at opp side frm each other.

KAMBATE ROSALYN!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

2010-03-25T20:47:00.006+08:00

my manager arh, like so slack de, on leave again yesterday n today. brought lappy to work today, played games, watch videos n did report at the same time haha multi-tasking. finally finished the report, can submit to manager tmw le haha. last day at electrical department tmw le, kinda missing all the supervisors leh. they have been rly nice to us in the 2 wks stay at the department. tmw mus rmb to take pics wit them, for memory. watch youtube today was freaking funny. fariz intro me to some comedians show. super funny, laugh till i cry at some parts. one of mine fav one was the one on a puppet named ACKMED. it is sooooo cute, the guy who voice it is so funny.

sentence of the day: Silences, i kiillll u..........

2010-03-24T21:12:00.004+08:00

ok fuck blogskin, keep having problems wit them. fed up alrdy, dun wan to care alrdy. sadded today, nt able to check out the test run for the generator cos they nd to do some changes in the system. typed the report on mine laptop. oh ya n stupid almost all my friends gt their results sent to them by sms early in the morning n i didnt gt a single msg at all. so dumb, still nd wait till like 12 plus to be on mysas. then came another prob, the company has no wireless at all, damn it loh. bt anw was lucky borrow mine dad's portable modem. he drived down frm his office jus to pass me the thing haha, nice rite. i also told my dad dun tell my mum abt the modem cos she is so gonna screw me up if she noe tat i disturbed my dad during work time. well, think im quite neutral abt mine results. abit happy abit sad. didnt gt my expected result for some of my modules. haiz, cannt do much is over alrdy, lets jus move forward, look forward to the future. ok i nd lots slp nw toodas...

2010-03-23T19:30:00.004+08:00

oh man im all alone again today cos fariz was late thus nv come, damn. morning talked wit one of the supervisor call Neru. he very nice teach me abt the diving chambers stuff. lunch at cafe, 2 vege n 1 fish haha. aft lunch mr jeet asked me abt somethings i learn in the pass wk. lucky i still noe abit. then he asked another supervisor Mani to teach me abt the various electrical systems onboard. spent the afternoon listening to him talkin, which is always better than nth to do. learnt quite alot today happy happy. gt to thk fariz haha like so evil bt is true cos i learn better when it is one to one. tmw they gonna do a test run for the generators so im gonna go see, fun fun.

2010-03-22T21:42:00.004+08:00

new wk, so bored n tired. any amount of slp is simply nt enough man. today morning as usual, spend time in the office rotting. oh bt today abit more to do, me n fariz clean up the office for the supervisors. seriously the place is damn dusty, cannt breath. packed their paper n files neatly. bt didnt rly dare to change the positions of the items cos was afraid tat they might be able to find their things. afternoon went onboard bro ventures. nt much to see. the EHS guy wanted to bring us see the pump room, bt in the end he was busy so we left the vessel. tmw might go up again to see if we can gt a chance to see the pump room. addicted to suxin's ds game, lost in blue.

i jus realised gonna gt mine results in 2 days time, im so so so scared n nervous. hope can do well n pull up the gpa. bt honestly mine main concern will be whether the results will gt pull down.

2010-03-19T22:31:00.004+08:00

oh man, today is yet another fruitless day, if u gt wat i mean. the whole day me n fariz rotted in the office doin our own things n talkin crap. talk abt ufo-s n ghost stories. seriously damn bored...main reason i guess is cos the manager is nt here so the rest also cannt assign anything for us to do. saw a guy painting the floor, was rly tempted to ask if i can help, bt was scared lah.

went to watch movie, Being Human wit him today at jp. overall the show was nt bad, i mean the plot is expected frm the kind of show jack neo makes. as usual there r many funny parts, i laughed like mad at many parts. anw, glad tat there is still quite a lot of ppl who went to support his movie even though there was the scandel case goin on. i personally think tat everyone shld nt put his movies tgt wit his family issues. cannt deny the fact tat he do make gd movies. ate popcorn n burger king in the cinema haha, like abit bad arh...nxt movie im gonna watch will be how to train your dragon n clash of the titans, hoping to watch clash of titans in 3D. hoho so waste money, keep goin movies. bt today didnt use much cos he paid for mine ticket haha > <. nxt time mine turn to pay :)

2010-03-18T20:09:00.003+08:00

so tired, finally a day which i am nt tired frm boredom bt frm doing somethings haha. manager had leave today n tmw, so basically there is no one to bother abt me n fariz. morning we stayed in the container office to do the reports given to us, chat n picnic. aft lunch, we both decided to visit the vessels by ourselves. went to 3 diff vessels. was comical on one of the vessel. cos the doors build on the vessel, the bottom area was rly high so i had rly much difficulty whenever i try to cross over the door. the bottom is like jus below mine hips, so can imagine how i look like when crossing. wats more paiseh is whenever i cross over, is super unglam, then all the workers will always stop working n watch me climb over the door. like soooo paiseh lah > <. spent the whole onboeard the vessel. oh n also jus received the pics taken frm the engineering dept last wk.

2010-03-16T20:47:00.004+08:00

today mine partner, fariz didnt come, im all alone at the workshop. bt i feel so independent haha cos i did everything such as finding the manager, askin qns, staying in container room myself. was a little scary at first bt slowly felt more comfortable. again today im slpy n tired...i nd to gt more slp.

2010-03-14T12:10:00.004+08:00

dunno wats wrong wit the blogskin i used previously, cannt preview the background. nvm found another blogskin, hope it dont giv me problems again. watchin cruel temptation frm yesterday, haha. yesterday went shopping at jp, spend alot of $$, no $$ le nia -_-...finally topped mine prepaid card, bt im thinking i gt cheated by starhub, the $17 top up card dont have any credits to it, only have free incoming call, free 500 sms, free 120 mins outgoing call. which means if i used up the free sms n outgoing call b4 i top up again in one months time, i will nt have $$ to make phonecall n sms, can only let ppl call me. guess i nd to moniter more frm now on. restored mine energy today, tmw nd go bac work le, tired...

2010-03-12T21:43:00.002+08:00

yes man i finally gt a chance to go onboard one of the ship in the shipyard today, a diving vessel. bt is nt rly complete yet cos alot of machines still have nt being installed yet. bt is still cool inside. saw the diving chambers. walk alot ard the ship frm the lowest deck right up to the forecastle. took some pics, bt dunno whether can put up or nt cos dunno isit private n confidential de leh...oh wells will put up a few soon bah...

2010-03-10T20:22:00.016+08:00

3rd day for itp alrdy n im still rly bored. went into drydocks world for itp, sianx man nth to do there. bt lucky is jus for tis wk only. goin to 4 different department in the coming wks. tis wk in the engineering departmant where they do autocad drawings, like hull modeling, piping systems n etc. gt a lot of their drawings, is chim de loh. seeing their drawing makes me realised the autocad tat i learnt in sch is jus the basics of the basics.

so slpy, every morning nd wake up at 5.00am to go work. lucky gt company bus. bt then hor the stupid bus cause me to be late yesterday. the company lah nv giv proper details abt the bus services, mine bus suppose to come at 6.40, i waited at the pick-up point at 6.15 still didnt manage to find the bloody bus. suxin more jialat, nd to cab down frm amk for 2 days, totaling up to 60 plus bucks. hope tmw she will find the bus. yesterday was rather funny cos all the 4 itp students were late for work cos of the bus.

gt quite a no. of items frm the company, overall, safety goggles, earplugs, helmet n safety shoes. bt didnt gt the safety shoes cos they dun have mine size. smallest size is men size 5, nd to drag the shoe ard if im goin to wear it haha. mine overall is bright orange color nia so cool haha...

budget nia, temp pass

sewed onto overall

front of overall

back of overall

2010-03-06T18:11:00.005+08:00

ohhh im all burnt. now i noe wat it feels like to have ur skin cooked by the sun. OUCH!!! hoping to see mine skin peel soon haha im crazy. thurs exams ended, went to watch movies wit friends, yesterday went sentosa. first time in mine life i wore a bikini UNDER a tanktop > <. sun tanned, played in the water, took pics, play true or dare n etc. although had an incident which i do nt wish to mention, overall we all still have fun. aft sentosa went to eat dinner then went daiso. n once again i rly gt to say I LOVE DAISO!!! buy many thing frm daiso. went to a pet shop also. asked the price of the baby chiwawas, omg i can faint. Each chiwawa cost abt 1000 plus wahlau, i dunno how much things i can buy frm daiso alrdy haha...bt i still like the japanese spitz sooooo cute i wan one. nxt time if i gt the $$ i go buy one, make friends wit mine cats.

aft tat the rest went to suxin hse while i go hme. went to popular at je to buy things. i can say i do like shopping alone, esp in a bookstore. i can browse through all the books slowly, pick them slowly n etc. spent quite alot at popular.

today went to watch percy jackson wit mine mama n maid. nice show, like the special effects esp the scene where percy controls the water, COOL!!!

2010-03-04T20:27:00.004+08:00

yes man finally exams r over im so so so happy yay! bt mek paper is tough. i lose 15 marks at section C cos i dunno how to do the cylinder head qns, gonna cry le lah T_T. bt is ok wats over is over, wats done cannt be undone...now is all fun fun n fun till nxt mon where nd to start itp le.

watched movie today, alice in wonderland wit cliques at PS. quite nice lah wasnt expecting the story to have a little change to it. i like the grinning cat, is cute haha...anw b4 watching movie went shopping at bugis wit suxin xue bing n sage. i bought a dress n cardigan. mrted hme at 6.

2010-03-02T20:25:00.003+08:00

all of a sudden im kinda hooked bac onto westlife's songs. guess is cos they came out a new album recently i think, so i decided to do a search n heard the older songs. all the songs rly brought bac memories. anw ship stab today is a victory. all the qns the cher gave us came out n i was able to do them yay! think i have confident bah bt dun wan to put the expectations too high, an A is enough. of course i do hope to gt a distinction lah haha! aft today's paper somehow i dun feel like studyin le nia(oops). still gt mek :(. thurs gonna have movie so happy...fri gonna have a sentosa outing too and then sat also gonna have a movie yay!

sianx itp nxt wk. i hope can do well in the company > <.

2010-03-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

aft a day long of studies n stuff, im now bloggin b4 i go slp. today's study session wit the clique is more like a food session lo, cos we kept on snackin on stuff while studyin n etc. die fat fat le lah...reach sch at 10 today, totally nt in mood to study. did some studyin, then went for lunch at 12 plus. came bac, did a graph n gave up(oops) haha. i had much confident for ship stab cos im bettin mine marks on the qns the cher had given us, so i truly hope tat the cher will nt cheat us again. OUR YOUNG HEARTS CANNT TAKE ANYMORE DISAPPOINTMENTS N CHEATING > <.

anw today had a hilarious moment. our gd friend sun ye was asked to help refill a bottle, n then u noe wat he did, he heard help me throw instead, then he happily dump it into the bin. everyone was like giving him the ARH! look when he turn bac n he realised he did the wrong thing. haha super funny when he turn ard n gave the OMG! SHIT! look. in the end he bought a new bottle of water to compansate.

oh wells im done here gtg le nd slp now tmw paper at 9am -_-'''

2010-02-27T21:35:00.005+08:00

jus finish watchin the last ep of zhong ji san guo. no more san guo to chase aft le so sad...bt the ending is nice lah n funny too laugh like crazy at the ah biao sao part hilarious loh.

阿标嫂名言:

阿标啊, 我对不住你啦
我的人是你的
我的心是赵云的
我的灵是关羽的
我的魂是刘备的
我的命是吕布的
但是现在我啊
就要变成曹会长的
召唤兽

2010-02-26T22:17:00.005+08:00

electronics paper today is nt tat bad, i guess i can say i've gt much confident in it. hope i can do well. today dunno y felt rly tired even in the morning. went to sch at 1030 to meet clique to study again. i felt like a piggy man cos we keep eating alot tidbits while studying, seriously i think im gonna gt fatter. finished paper at 5 plus today, suxin asked me to accompany her to ion to buy her shoes wit sage. didnt find it in the end. had dinner at far east plaza, wanton mee. grandnanny sage treated me to some turkish ice cream. yummy > <. mrted hme at 7 plus. yay im so happy now cos the 2 scariest paper is over le. nxt wk gonna have a gathering too. dun worry be happy is wat im thinking nw for mine papers. itp starting soon too sianx...planning to keep mine wkends for friends gatherings n dates if there is gonna be.

2010-02-24T21:15:00.002+08:00

im dead...i screwed up mine emec paper today. hate mineself for forgettin the formula during the exam. n MR ANG LER HWI cheated our feelings. he bluff us abt the section B qns loh. i rmb like so many qns yet only like 1 out of all the qns came out during the exams, shit man. i think im gonna fail mine emec le, no hope le lah *cry*. i think mine gpa is also gonna drop tis sem le, mine hard earned 3 n above is gonna be gone soon. gone wit the wind yay...im so depressed now, i nd a hug-_-...

2010-02-21T21:40:00.005+08:00

shit man mine hi card $$ is running low, in urgent nd for a top up soon. guess is all due to mine massive msg-ing to him tis few wks. i cannt believe it man, our msg to each other including his n mine total up to 1000 plus frm the eve of cny till now. OMG!!! bt it felt rly gd to be able to talk to him almost everyday. bt i still wanna be able to go out soon tgt even if its jus for a dinner.

so minor issues cause me to think again. somehow im feeling rly sick n tired of being in constant fear of mine parents finding out abt mine relationship. i fear so much everyday thinking abt consequences if one day they find out n do things to stop it. im actually envy of friends being able to be wit their other partner like nobody's business. is like y cannt mine parents be more open to tis kind of issues rather than staying at their old fashion thinkings of no bf before finishing studies. although they say parents will nv cause any harm to their children, bt sometimes unintentionally they jus cause it.

im 18 alrdy n i dun wan to remain like a noob towards relationship up to 21. i also wan to learn to make major decisions mineself instead of having to ask mine parents every single time. im like a caged bird in the palms of mine parents having to resort to lies n secret means to fly out once awhile. i felt tat somethings mine friends said makes sense too. like the nd to experience life and meeting wit obtacles. jus by teaching me verbally is nth compared to real life experience. for now i felt is time i nd to learn how to be independent. ok maybe nt yet cos exams here soon. maybe aft exams when i start to do mine itp. if i continue to be in tis state, i think im gonna suffer worse in the future, no nd to wait for the time i start work, onces i enter overseas uni i will meet all kinds of things alrdy. jus imagine me being a wild animal taken well care of since birth, given food daily, having a gd life n then one day suddenly released to the wilderness at a certain age having to learn how to hunt mineself, i could say i will nt survive. so in order to noe how to handle any problems coming mine way, i nd to break free n learn.

2010-02-19T20:31:00.007+08:00

ok im so nt suppose to be bloggin bt im so so so tempted to use the com. tats y i say i cannt stay at hme to study, sure will gt distracted by somethings. nvm anw today went to sch at 1030 to meet the clique to study tgt. everyone is late man im always so early, haha. studied emec today, managed to noe some qns le yays!!! lunched at fc1 vegetarian food woooo. i think im goin to gt even fatter tis few days le, kept eatin while studyin-_-...then at 4 plus suxin they all nd go work so we ended our study session. went to lib wit sage to watch dvd. watched the skeleton key, scary movie. sage super funny, kept removin her headphones cos scared of the music. mine was better gt volume control one so no nd to take off, jus reduced the volume haha. overall think is a rather nice movie, wasnt expecting the twist at the bac...story wasnt rly abt ghost, more of a supernatural thriller, u noe abt voodoos n sacrifices etc. bused hme at abt 6 plus. im tired dun feel like doin anything le nia. i wanna watch percy jackson, everyone go watch le left me nia. xue bing say wan watch wit me again haha...so many movies i wan watch loh bt always no chance sianx. anw i finally won 2 rds of mine itouch mahjong game woohooo, zhi mo leh so happy.

a list of movies i wanna watch:
-percy jackson

-da bin xiao jiang

-wolfman
-hua tian xi shi
-kaiji
-the lovely bones

first rd win

second rd win(cannt see tiles)

2010-02-16T17:50:00.004+08:00

changed mine blogskin again...is so cute haha. today morning did a little studyin of emec, i kinda noe a few chapters le yeah...i decided also to give up chapter G. i will nt learn anything frm tis chapter cos there r too many formulas to rmb. today n tmw r the time left where i might use the comp le. aft tat thurs onwards im like gonna chiong all mine modules, goin to sch to study wit friends... chiong yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

2010-02-15T19:00:00.006+08:00

everyone seem so busy unlike me so free haha...started to do some studyin...emec is the shit man. bt im thinkin tat i jus nd to rmb the various formulas will do, dun rly nd to noe all the details in the chapter. decided to take the risk to trust mine cher fully by leaving out all the formulas which the cher said will nt come out in the exams. mr ang u better dun cheat mine feelings arh...

looking through mine young photos jus now makes me feel so old now. mine youth is slowly drifting away frm me, nonooooooo. ok im being dramatic, nvm im jus tryin to find some entertainment for mineself. bt seriously time rly flies, it feels only like yesterday tat im still in primary sch n now in like 2 months time im gonna be in yr 3 of poly, wow!!! anw now i jus hope to quickly end the agony of exams. oh n did i mention b4 im doin mine itp soon in march. gt into drydock world wit suxin in tuas area, pay 440/mth. shitty man so little, bt i guess is the experience tat is more important. hope i can perform well in the company.

edited @ 19.29
i jus created a super cool sentence haha...direct references frm a chinese sentence
"It's always better to believe in something which might not happen, than to not believe in something which might happen"
ok i noe the english isnt tat gd bt as long as it makes sense n ppl understand can alry

2010-02-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

im so shag man...kena torture by mine 2 crazy cousins....they like 2 hyper monkeys loh. they can jump on u, drag u ard places, make u run ard to chase aft them. mine dumb guy cousins all also ps me wit the 2 of them while they play dai di happily...*death stare* them. luckily my parents decided to go hme early so i can run away haha gd luck to them le. i majiam like mother in training looking aft the 2 small one. they like to play outside the hse so i gt to like run ard behind them to ensure their safety. die man kids r so hyper, i think im gettin old le nia. gosh i feel old tmw gonna see them again, mus try to be strict wit them haha, like i said mother in training...

2010-02-12T21:20:00.009+08:00

wooo last day of workshop today. finished up patching work of the pipe n see cher do some other welding then end le. is like so so so early, usual timing was 1pm end bt today we were let off at 1130, shiok man!!! the workshop was super funny seriously comical...did grinding work n those who did it seem to enjoy it. jj is like super dangerous, he was suppose to let the sparks frm the grinding to hit the metal wall bt somehow as he did it jus shoot towards our direction. super hilarious when everyone was like jumpin ard n running away screaming n shouting at jj. somemore he cannt hear cos he is wearing the ear muffs, basket!!! aiya always nv video or take pics of funny moments shitty. nxt time mus prepare cam n hold ard wit me le to capture fun times. suxin so unlucky kena the sparks...went to lib aft tat cos i haven finish doin the workshop report. finished report then went to fc5 to eat pizza hut...the 4 gals(suxin, sage, xue bing n me), we r crazy ppl man, all sick le still wan eat pizza hut, haha. now i think we all gt to take medi le so as to enjoy cny nia...

valentine's day on sun. tis yr so gd many valentine's present frm friends n dear-lys. im so sinful loh, lots of choco...

frm mine daddy (abit weird lah)

frm jiaying

frm charlton a.k.a my dearest:)

(oh forgt the card)

frm suxin(she make herself leh)

frm sage

2010-02-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

today is a hell of a gd time...lao ye gave us all angpaos n mr lim(electronics cher) gave us each a big box of sweets. at first when mr lim took out the sweets we thought is a few box share among everyone. bt then as he take out more we were like "everyone one box???" kind of face, haha. super funny. everyone is like so high n crazy today in class. did the same old funny trick in class, taking photos of ppt slides n uploading then in fb, tagging everyone. somehow feel tat our current class is nt so bad aft all. loads of fun n laughters. at least tat is one thing which lightens up everyday's boring lectures. crazy bunch i can say...

anw lesson ended at 12 today, went to crash xue bing's maths class. their class aircon seriously is foc one, full blast. me n suxin were both shaking at the bac of the class even though we gt our jackets on. then had lunch n went to their thermo class too. went to lib aft tat to slack ard while xue bing they all went for their mmit test. sage came ard 3 plus. wanted to study bt aft awhile didnt had the mood to continue so went to watch finish the horror movie tgt wit sage n suxin. wasnt rly scary, jus tat the sound effect made me jump a few times. bused hme at ard 5.

2010-02-08T19:58:00.004+08:00

today is a happy day. fanny n rong li's bday. morning meet suxin to go imm buy their cake. frm four leaves one. omg its so so so sinful, full of choco cream haha. finally we can sabo fanny bac. we cut a super big piece for her. both bday boy n girl gt large portion of the cake. i was so stm loh forgt to make the card for fanny so in the end gt to buy one is damn exp lah. bt is alright so long as everyone enjoy the fun...surprised fanny n rong li as the whole class sang happy bday song for the both of them. ok lah actually rong li is more surprised than fanny haha. bt still fanny is touched^^. another thing would be somehow things looks like its turning better today. hope everything will be smooth sailing.

sianx im still struggling over emec. bt oh well at least i manage to fill in the empty blanks of the notes so tat i can study.......jy to me for mine exams.

2010-02-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

i hate emec, seriously. its so fucking irritating. jus when i thought i noe how to do a chapter, i cannt seem to gt any correct answers for the tutorials arhhh sickening. exam week is slowly coming day by day n im still nt prepared for it. tis is shitty man. totally bored, maple is kinda hooking. gonna slp bye!

2010-02-05T18:09:00.005+08:00

workshop today. quite fun took a few pics while doin the welding. me n jonaton is so slow. everyone finish all the welding we still doin haha. i felt proud of mineself cos aft break all of a sudden i did the butt joint rly well. finished at abt 12 plus. suxin they all so nice help me n jonaton clean up our working area. firman took mine hp to play. he took so many pics n videos of the class nia still ask me put in fb n tag everyone haha. then bused hme aft tat. tired nia nd to gt more slp

2010-02-01T21:53:00.004+08:00

things happens today. smehow in a short day time, many things change. jus hope everyone can jus pull through it n stay tgt. i noe is tough bt smetimes we jus nd to forgive n forget. i dunno abt the others bt i feel bad for keeping things so long frm ppl. now we seem to drift further frm one another. actually, i can say tat things r nt rly tat bad either. initially i didnt tell anyone too, everyone jus slowly guessed by themselves abt it n i thought u might too one day. i guess i was wrong. i shldnt keep mum abt it waiting for u to find out urself. i can understand if u r goin to ignore me in sch. there r things we cannt change, wats done cannt be undone, we jus nd to live wit it n let go if nd. i dunno, i still hope we can stay as friends aft tis incident.

2010-01-31T20:04:00.004+08:00

didnt noe wat to write abt, im feeling dazed now

闹钟铃响是一天美的开始,
电话铃声是朋友的问候,
门铃响起是亲人平安归来,
手机铃声是我虔诚的祝福与关怀.
祝愿大家生活每天都充满着喜悦.

2010-01-28T19:40:00.007+08:00

i was totally broke today, no $$ for lunch for today n tmw...luckily clara lent me 5 bucks for today n tmw. had long chats n story telling at fc today while eating. all theses talks rly set me thinking alot. is rly amazing how time flies. its been 2 yrs since all of us entered poly. can u believe it by april of nxt yr we will all graduate. we r only left wit abt a yr wit each other, studying in the same class, having lunch at fc tgt. rly love tis bunch of pals as we go through each single day tgt. we talk, we laugh, we have fun, we celebrate each others bday, we ka jiao one another, we comfort each other in sad times n etc. although there can be disagreements here n there, i truly believe tat nth is unsolveable between friends. im nt sayin tis to hint anything, jus feel like writing my thoughts down. ever wondered, can we stay like tis in 10 yrs, maybe even 20 yrs to come? will we be able to gt tgt like tis in the future aft we graduate, as we begin our individual lifes aft poly? we will definitely meet one another as we set our foot in the working society cos we r all working in the same line. bt will we become competitors where we had to compete wit one another over businesses? well if it rly happens there is no other choice too i guess.

yenru talked abt her conversation wit her friend alex where they promised to attend each other's wedding in the future. ppl say to nv make such a promise to each other cos the future cannt be predicted, so is best nt to make empty promises. however, i think differently cos without all tis little promises to one another, i dun think is easy to keep the friendship lasting as long as we wan. at least wit such promises, we will try our very best to maintain contact wit each other. sending regards to one another no matter where we r in the future is a little promise i believe i can give. since technology is so gd nowadays, we will definitely be able to organise outings n gatherings to catch up wit one another's life. PINKY PROMISE!!!

didnt noe y i suddenly feel like writing tis, bt oh well, lets enjoy each other's company to the fullest through the 1 yrs plus left.

2010-01-27T19:41:00.008+08:00

swimming at spgg wit yenru, xue bing n suxin today. is super fun, even though the pool is a little small. swam for abt 1 hr plus. xue bing taught me a little bit abt freestyle. super funny when i tried to jump up frm the water to sit on the pool edge. tried so many times then always half way cannt hold on, drop inside water again haha. went to shower at abt 2. shld see our faces when we saw the jacuzzi in the women changing room. we were like wow when we saw it. went into the hotter one, arh so cosy. then aft tat transfer to the cold one, is super funny cos the water is damn freaking cold loh. suxin was like the only one who manage to sit rite in. the other 3 of us were shaking frm the coldness haha. only our legs were in while we slowly test the water. we couldnt stay for more than 1 min haha. shower aft tat.

went to buy kfc for lunch then went to the itp seminar at 3. boring nia bt mus listen cos is important for our itp. wanted to slp bt cannt cos we r sitting rite in front of the lecturers n speakers. ended at 5 n went hme.

oh n today i used the same kind of bag as suxin, everyone ask me y am i using her bag, haha.
one more thing fanny tortured my xiao qi today arhh...n guess wat happen, she pulled out my xiao qi's anthena, poor xiao qi. suxin help me sew bac...fanny is so evil haha ><

spgg changing room

what ms see xue bing did during the seminar

2010-01-26T21:16:00.003+08:00

suxin came my hse today haha, suxin r u honoured, u r the first poly friend to come my hse haha...ps arh my hse look alot like storeroom, wit so many things. we chat alot n did ship stab qns. send suxin to bus stop at 4 plus. glad tat u enjoy ur short stay in my hse. sian wanted to pull clara come one then she say she lazy-_-'''.

sem paper coming soon, im like so dead. still hanging at midair for emec. arhhh...my cat is so noisy(random)...nvm im bored...

2010-01-24T16:48:00.004+08:00

awww.....i so wanna catch the movie hachiko now. the bloody trailer made me cry><. so many movies i wanna watch man, everyone lets go watch hachiko tgt. highly recommend the show.
i have a soft spot for animal movies man esp those kind which depicts a lot abt life story, friendship, loyalty n love. previously watch one called 10 promises to my dog, god how sad can it be, i cried almost the whole movie. looking for more movies like tis to watch.

2010-01-23T23:14:00.005+08:00

omg wats wrong wit me man...tis is like the 2nd time tat i walk out of a breadtalk without paying for the bread><. n i only realised it aft for like 15 mins, lucky the cashier girl noes me when i ran bac to pay her. haha ps. today i was totally freaked out by the lucky draw box. they only had the box filled up to 1/4 so i had to reach my hands in quite deep to dig it. lol man i was scared by the styroform balls in the box, screamed on the spot, everyone was giggling at my reaction, arhh so ps><.

yay i finally finished my csw cover letter, took me freaking long to complete. i think my english is deproving, cannt even write a simple cover letter within one day...well slpy bb

2010-01-22T15:54:00.003+08:00

workshop today is fun...lots of teamwork n laughter in the workshop while doin the jobs. our grp gt a rather small pump to do bt looks can be deceiving man. the pump is small bt diff to do nia. gt an accident also, scare me to death. was turning the expander bt turned too fast n hard the whole head came off, broken end shot xianyang on the lips, ouch!!! bt xianyang n me can say is even le cos once he accidently injured my finger in workshop so now i kinda play a part in his injury also cos i was the one holding the handle while he did the turning haha. so yay we're even. oh bt im glad all 3 gals r in the same grp today yay!!!

fanny n suxin ka jiao me again today nia, say alot of things make me blush like an apple><. suxin still say i bully her. where gt is suxin bully me one....

2010-01-21T22:36:00.004+08:00

boring boring...nth to do at hme, dun feel like studying.
emec lesson, cher was talking to us abt the overseas itp program. he talk for like almost the whole lesson, only had like 15 mins of work examples doing haha. waited for xue bing for lunch aft tat. gt a dumbdumb hello frm charlton, haha. he was like hello here hello there then in the end added a hello to the 4 gals...funny><, poor thing gt a hit on the head by suxin, pain? haha.

ate at fc1, curry chicken noodles for me. went to lib to do csw assignment, sian took me so long to finish. n the stupid words made my box so big cannt edit to make it smaller, then in the end nd to make a new doc. csw lesson at 3. ended early bt fanny they all wanna ask cher qns so we hang ard in class crap-ing while waiting. all the crap-ings were hilarious...sunye did a rly funny action, nv video down lah, is freaking funny. bused hme ard 5 plus...

crap-ing wit suxin n kevin online now...

2010-01-20T20:40:00.005+08:00

wat the fuck man, does money rly mean so much to u...its only a few bucks. if tis little amount of money can make u feel so bu she de den dun give. i can pay for it mineself using mine own HARD EARNED MONEY!!! seriously hu the fuck is able to sustain n use $18 of call value for 6 months, some ppl maybe bt sry im nt tat some ppl...is like wat the hell im like how old alrdy, 18 n u still wan to do things like keeping track of my phone bills, checking on my phone. so glad tat u dun noe how to use my phone. im old enough n i gt my own life n circle of friends. saying things like having too much social activities, spending so much on msg-ing is so freaking annoying. den wat? u wan me to kao zhi bi let u see isit. if one day i rly become like tat be prepare, i can tell u tat u wouldnt be happy either.

i had enough of all tis kind of money talks n all the restrictions. if u think im nt thrifty enough so be it, if u think im starting to be rebellious so be it, i dun give a damn anymore cos u nv seem to have faith in me. u can make conclusions witout even knowing anything. tis few day u had shown me ur blackest face, passing sarcastic remarks n telling me off randomly witout a bloody reason. im nt ur fucking anger bag whereby u can anyhow put ur anger on. if ur're angry wit ur own friends, ur own things, dun come to me n crash everything on me. its rly frustrating tat aft getting the random scolding frm u, u expect me to smile happily when u feel happy. frm now on watever u say i will listen, bt whether or nt its gonna stay in my brain is up to me to decide. im so looking forward to a time where i can jus gt out of tis bloody situation n live a life of my own. looking forward to overseas studys...

aft sch today, slacked at concourse wit xue bing they all while waiting for kevin to come. his words had prob so nd to borrow my lappy to do his reports. left lappy wit him while me suxin yenru n bing mrted down to marsiling to buy new future jeans n shorts. mrted bac to je aft tat to meet kevin to gt bac my lappy. accompany him wait for his gf. slacked at je lib while waiting, crap alot. went hme at abt 6 plus...

2010-01-19T20:48:00.006+08:00

given permission by the victim, i hereby blog abt the online harassment my dear friend encountered. hilarious issue man.(name will nt be mentioned for the privacy n welfare of my friend, haha)

random indian guy added him on msn, chat wit him n asked him for............s*x, haha...deleted the guy frm his msn contact bt the guy added him bac again. tis time ask him for something worse(nt gonna elaborate)>< jus so gross...finally tis friend is smart enough to block n delete him tis time round. he said tis "omg, knn, f**kin disgusting. a guy n hes a indian n IM RACIST" abit no link lah funny bt my poor friend had to encounter such a thing online. ewwwwwwww....... sexual harassment online. the internet is seriously a dangerous place bt we still continue using it daily. how much $$ ppl earn through the net.

nth much for today, the regular lectures n tutorials etc. ended sch early as usual for tues. went to crash xue bing class for thermo n mmit.

2010-01-18T18:49:00.005+08:00

been so long since i last attended a wedding dinner. finally went for my tuition teacher's big day yesterday at orchard hotel. high class...i love the place man, great ballroom, great ambience, great seats. bt most importantly GREAT FOOD!!!! haha. they say a lady is most beautiful on her wedding day as the bride, its so true...sharon is gorgeous n her husband is looking handsome too. rly happy for her. rly tired though, the dinner ended at abt 11 plus. my mum n i reach hme at 12 plus. i mineself slp at 1 plus, today in sch im so slpy i dunno wat the teachers were teaching(oops)...

sianx...now gt to start doing csw assignment, i totally forgotten abt it. lucky suxin reminded me today in class><. today i gt new nicks frm xue bing they all, so weird. bing calls me winter haha cos today they said the shirt i wear is like for winter. suxin n clara calls me slow baby cos of the vitagen competition wit clara. can u believe it im slower then ms laggy chew haha...omg such a weird name.

Congratulations to Sharon n her husband Tze Ern. May u 2 have a blissful life tgt.
祝福你们白头谐老, 早生贵子, 儿孙满堂

mummy n me...

2010-01-16T18:14:00.006+08:00

old song i gt hooked on

Take me to your heart-Micheal learns to rock

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is
Haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is
Be my guiding star
It's easy
Take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking
Without saying anything
All I need is someone
Who makes me want to sing
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is
Haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is
Be my guiding star
It's easy
Take me to your heart
Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is
Be my guiding star
It's easy
Take me to your heart

heres another top 10 list of things i LOVE!!!

1st: CHOCOLATE!!!(n also something link wit choco><)
2nd: my friends
3rd: itouch n phone n psp n etc(all my electronics stuff)
4th: guigui n xiao qi
5th: my kitties
6th: teenage mag
7th: ice cream
8th: green tea
9th: comics/manga
10th: slping

2010-01-15T14:30:00.005+08:00

in lib wit xiao xue, xiao jie n xiao ling. xiao xin jus left. haha sian nth much to do here. wanna do some serious work then in the end talk n talk n play game. xiao jie his stomach dunno gt worm or wat nia can eat 5 hotdog buns...now he slping haha funny face. me, xiao xue n xiao ling gonna play monopoly cards nt the board game. haha complicated nia. bt it seems fun haha.

edited @ 5.49pm
suddenly felt like writing top 10 things i fear, inspiration by xiao jie haha

top of the list is: GHOST!!!
2nd: lizards
3rd: cockroaches
4th: frogs/reptiles
5th: creepy crawlies eg. worms
6th: rats
7th: thunder
8th: being alone
9th: fierce ppl
10th: school...

2010-01-13T21:03:00.007+08:00

today is shopping day haha so happy n tired. went to bugis wit xuebing, yenru n suxin to buy things. i spent the most loh witdraw $150...die no money le. bought 2 pair of new future jeans n a pair of heels to match my dress for sun the wedding dinner. walk walk ard bugis street.

mrted down to orchard aft tat cos xue bing they all wanna buy clothes frm the cotton on at wisma. the 4 of us r rly funny while choosing the inner beauty things. they hang them so packed on the shelves, every time we take one, another will drop down. super hilarious man. abt 5 plus me n suxin take mrt to jp while xue bing n yenru went off. mummy bday today, dunno wat to gt her so in the end gt a small bouquet of flowers for her. exp nia...bt nvm lah, for mummy one cannt complain.

jus now i jus did the stupidest thing ever. wanted to replace my screen protector for my itouch, aft sticking nicely the first side, i pull out the 2nd side. i was like super happy thinking tat i was so pro at it tat there is nt a single air bubble on the screen. threw the rubbish into the bin witout realising tat actually i had pull out the whole protector. dumb man, only realise aft like 5 mins. had to dig the bin for the protector loh-_-''' my protector is all dirty now. use alcohol to clean it so now is better i think.

n guess wat today i was so high tat i thought of cute names for my fellow friends, see list below:
me - xiao ming
suxin -xiao xin
yenru - xiao yen
clara - xiao yin
fanny - xiao jin
xue bing - xiao xue
jane - xiao shi
sage - xiao ling
sunye - xiao ye
kevin - xiao jie
charlton - xiao xiong
jonaton - xiao sheng
xian yang - xiao yang

cool rite haha, nxt time i shld call everyone by tis names haha ><

2010-01-12T17:36:00.004+08:00

arhh slpy n tired, i dun like to go study. today had electronics, ship stab n mek.
all r uber boring.
esp the mek lesson, i jus dunno y the lesson seem to have a slping effect on the class. initially everyone was quite hyper, bt once the video on engines r being played, we jus cannt help bt feel slpy. clara n me, our eyes were slowly drooping down n finally we both fell aslp.
finally sch ended at 2 plus then we finally can go hme.

fanny n clara arh, tis 2 they r uber bo liao one. keep ka jiaoing me in class><. n today dun seem a lucky day for me nia, played dai di wit sun ye jonaton n xiang yang. of all the 5 to 6 rounds i win like only once><.

im tired, seriously nd to gt some slp soon bye

edited:
jus gt a small accident at hme, maid broke a big bowl n gt a big cut, ouch. the bleeding like tap like tat non stop one scary. lucky gt first aider at hme nia ME!!! haha im so nice still nd wash plates for her leh. my delicate hands man. first time do so many washing loh so many plates. some more mummy cook soup today. still nd help to wash the pot. gd lah like training like tat bah. now my hands super itchy dunno isit cos of the detergent T_T...

2010-01-10T10:25:00.003+08:00

i dunno wat else to say...y do things gt to go to such a extent. everyone jus seriously gt to cool down n talk things over. the thing(u noe wat) is important bt our friendship is also important, dun wan to break our friendship over these issues. life is like tis, things dun always happen the way we wan them to. at the end of the day, for anything tat happpens, we jus gt to sit down relax n solve the problems we face. everyone jus nd to be more understanding to one another n cooperate tgt.
lets jus see how it goes tmw.......

2010-01-09T20:33:00.004+08:00

morning went to church wit mum, then aft tat went to orchard walk walk. sian nt much sales going on, wanna buy some clothes also cannt, all so exp. orchard is nt the place for me.

hmm...dunno wat happen to my stomach, feel rly weird for some time le. everytime i eat something be it a small thing or big thing i also dun seem to have the appetite to eat. bt there r also times where i dun feel tis way. something is wrong wit me? nvm small thing lah i guess. my finger still hurts.
yah chinese new yr coming, gt angpaos le haha.
gonna go watch my zhong ji sanguo le...

P.S: 总觉得自己是个笨蛋加白痴><

2010-01-08T16:45:00.010+08:00

ouch, finger pain. gt cut by the centrifugal pump today at workshop, hurts. is so ironical tat a small wound like mine hurts more than a large wound. bleed a little also T^T.

workshop was ok today, i did the dismantling n assembling of a small centrifugal pump all by myself leh, haha. actually had 2 pumps assigned to my grp bt then the 2 guys in my grp did the bigger one so i did the mini one myself. aiyo i forgt to take picture of the pump i did. nxt wk bah if i gt the chance.

fanny n suxin is evil again today. they steal my safety shoe n hide it haha. workshop also took a longer time today, finished exactly at 1pm i think. aft workshop went to open hse wit suxin. nth much to see. shared a candy floss wit suxin. bused hme aft tat at abt 2 plus to 3. im slpy wanna slp.

2010-01-07T23:54:00.006+08:00

Let me die-sad bt nice song(i jus like the lyrics, nth personal)

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart...

2010-01-07T23:41:00.006+08:00

sad, i think i didnt do well for the csw test today. didnt had enough time to read through the paper n prepare properly. phone ettique, i was quite confident at it bt now my confident is shattered T_T. my poor glass heart is broken by csw. i hate u csw, y mus u do tis to me...

today aft lunch was so sian cos csw test starts at 3pm. slack in the lib, then went to crash xue bing's autocad class, bt didnt stay long cos her class seems fully occupied. thus in the end aft gettin wat i nd frm xue bing, also left her class to go bac to lib to slack AGAIN!!! suxin n fanny they all so evil, bully me, steal my doraemons. kevin also, hanis also, lingzhen also, sunye also, suxin bf also. EVIL PPL><. esp kevin u big bully, lock my itouch...nvm everyone had fun can le, haha.

aft csw, pei kevin to wait for jane. see i so nice rite? haha. then we went to the sp open house for awhile then went hme aft tat.
oh n i think i noe the show call 2002 wit the song let me die. watch b4 last time, was one of my fav show.

2010-01-05T18:49:00.008+08:00

second day of sch is so sucky bt maybe a little fun? i dunno all mixed up. lao ye is damn evil, dun wanna give us our mek results. clara n fanny all r swearing n scolding. he said things like dun wan ppl to be disheartened etc is all nonsense, so unfair. well at least i gt bac my electronics paper, did quite well, 85 marks. mek lesson was so boring, 1st cannt gt bac results, 2nd the video on 4-stroke engine is boring. my eyes were half open throughout the video. finally the day ended aft the video. went to fc2 to find charlton n kevin, walked tgt to the mrt station. thks to the both of them for accompanying me to wait for my bus^^.
reached hme abt 4 plus, slpy-_-.
suddenly im hook onto some old songs. rly like 你最珍贵 n 星语心愿. the lyrics for 星语心愿 is so sad, like the last line of the song>>

就向流星许个心愿, 让你知道我爱你

2010-01-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

Sch officially opens yeah, nooo. today was nt a very bad day, teachers nv teach anything bt we gt bac our test results for shipstab n emec. yea 100 for shipstab, bt T_T for emec i only gt 72 marks. is okae, i will try harder for sem paper. tmw getting electronics n mek paper, hope i do well for tis 2 papers too. finally handed in my lab report today, had dragged on for quite some time alrdy (oops). no pract today bt i also went hme quite late, tired. crap alot wit jiaying today while she waits for her cca meeting to start ard 6. bused hme at ard 6 plus, so slpy, slp for awhile in the bus, bt is rly uncomfortable sitting in a bus. all shaky n bumpy.

all of a sudden i feel like getting some more comics haha. i wan go malaysia buy, is like super cheap there. many time cheaper than singapore. bt mummy dun like to go malaysia, so i dun think we will be going anytime unless something happens which makes us mus go.

oh ya i gonna collect the doraemon soft toy frm mac haha is so cuteee, the 12 zodiac animals. gt 3 today, nd to rmb to collect the others in the nxt few weeks.

2010-01-03T16:41:00.004+08:00

sch is starting tmw n jus the thought of it makes me feel so sian. bt wat can i do holidays r over le mus go bac to study again. tis sem term test was nt very confident so for the sem exam gt to study real hard to score well. well jus tis few hrs times im gonna watch many movies n play lots of games. aft sch starts i nd to control myself to stay away frm the com as much as possible, worse come to worse i will study in sch if i have to. its so distracting place in front of me. i cannt be tempted-_-.
yesterday was quite a tiring day cos morning went church wit mum then abt 11 plus went to cineleisure for a lunch cum kbox treat by boss frm christmas hats sales. so many ppl there, first time i went into such a big room in kbox. bt didnt rly sang much, only abt 2 songs. when i reached there i was like so sian cos im like the only orchard seller there. the others r the santarinas n nel sellers. they rly high loh the nel sellers. they sang for like 3 hrs plus. lunch was chicken teriyaki bento, bt nv rly eat much. my drink also only had like 3 sips then nv drink le. gt my pay yeah bt earned rly little tis yr. oh well off to play games!!!

2010-01-01T10:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

a new year, a new start.
2009 was quite an exciting yr for me, learnt many new things n made some rly diff decisions. 2009 is also the yr where i turn 18 le, the yr i take a further step out of my protection shell put up by my parents. tis is gonna be a rly long post.

some flashback of 2009:
-valentine's day gifts for classmates (nv did tis kind of things b4)
-trying to adapt to yr 2 class (diff modules)
-making an effort to make more friends (seperated frm yr 1 friends)
-organising gatherings (nv had a chance to do so)
-going out often wit friends (a little more freedom frm parents)
-bday surprised by friends (nv had such a day in other bdays)
-a super fun class gathering (seldom having whole class present)
-gt a little courage to do some things (a little by little is gd enough)
-important decision made (can change my life)
-making christmas presents for friends (determination even when i dun feel like doing them)
-etc.

new yr resolutions for 2010:
-make an effort to study well
-gpa of nt below 3, abt 3.5
-nt be distracted easily
-be more courageous
-break free frm protective shell of parents
-making major decisions carefully
-most importantly keeping everyone ard me happy n have lots of fun^^

new yr resolutions had to be realistic, thus i had rly small bt diff goals set so tat they can be achieved bit by bit. i dunno how is life gonna be like for the future, so the only things we can do is to live our lifes to the fullest.

some quotes to remind me of life:
-Live life like you're going to die today, dream like your going to live forever.
-Life is full of hard choices, all you can do is choose a path and never look back.
-Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift, that's why they call it the present.
-In a world where you can be anything, be yourself
-Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.

2009-12-31T22:28:00.004+08:00

jus return bac frm kboxing wit friends today, tired n slpy bt dun feel like slping cos wanna countdown to 2010. so sian me n yenru had to stay at our hme n count down ourselves, she still has her bro to accompany her, im all alone so sad...bt is alright i think there is going to be a fireworks at my hse here yea then im gonna take video n zhi high myself haha. anw i've gt red wine n strawberries to accompany me through the night. took some pics at kbox also, shall post them when suxin upload them^^.
pretty happy today, at least i gt to spent the last day of 2009 wit all my fav pals. sang till our throat hurts haha. wanted to watch sherlock homles aft kbox one bt gt no gd timeslot so mrted n bused hme aft dinner.

2009-12-28T17:06:00.006+08:00

went to imm daiso today to gt the felts n some stuffs. cannt find a smaller piece of felt for the beige colour so in the end gt a rly big one as in super big, 64 by 64 cm. felt stupid cos i kinda only nd a small portion of it n i gt such a big one. wonder wat can be made frm it, think jus keep it in the cupboard n grow mould haha. yeah we're gathering on the 31th so happy. at least we gt to play a bit b4 sch officially opens again. i kinda broke now haha spent a little at imm.
hmm...nd to do some reflections on mineself soon to become a better me in the coming new yr. nd to gt rid of some old n bad habits, wanna start the new yr fresh^^. i wan chinese new yr haha gt angpaos(random).

Love is jus a word till someone u meet gives it a meaning.
(n im glad tat someone is u^^)