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im thinking tat it is almost time to say gd bye. i noe is tough bt i jus gt to pull through without u. where ever u maybe hope u will noe how important u are to me.



im gonna kill mineself soon. y did i even did tat for, nw all problems r out n i feel like crying.

I CANNT FIND MY WINDOWS XP OPERATING SYSTEM AKA OS!!!

so guess the reason y...i also dunno yyyyyyy. i jus only formatted my windows vista tats all. yesterday thought of formatting it cos it was running like so damn slowly. inserted the recovery disc which came wit my lappy when i first bought it. didnt even click anything, the disc jus start off by itself n format my vista. bt when i tried to open up my com again aft tat, it didnt go to the normal screen where i can select the OS which i wan. instead it jus went in automatically to vista. *cry*...msg-ed param, a friend whose a IT expert n asked him whether isit cos of wat i did tat cause it. he said shouldnt cos the 2 OS is nt related. nw im like stuck wit vista. nooooo i cannt lose xp, i gt so many things inside such as photos, music n doc which i did nt save yet :'(. was hoping to find param to come my house to help me repair it. pls pls pls let it be workable *pray hard*...

oh n today gt a shocking news. my partner at itp will nt be coming for itp anymore, cos he was being kicked frm sch. such a sudden thing loh. he's appealing to sch tmw, bt even so he will nt be bac for itp anymore i think, so which means for my remaining 3 wks of itp, im gonna be alone by myself. so sad, hope he will be able to appeal successfully n return to sch soon. n nw my main concern is abt me in itp alone. plus tis 3 wks im gonna be at the shipyard side, hope i can cope. i have to, no other choice. guess tis might be a gd chance to train myself to be independent le cos suxin also will nt be wit me cos we r diff department, n we r always at opp side frm each other.

KAMBATE ROSALYN!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! my manager arh, like so slack de, on leave again yesterday n today. brought lappy to work today, played games, watch videos n did report at the same time haha multi-tasking. finally finished the report, can submit to manager tmw le haha. last day at electrical department tmw le, kinda missing all the supervisors leh. they have been rly nice to us in the 2 wks stay at the department. tmw mus rmb to take pics wit them, for memory. watch youtube today was freaking funny. fariz intro me to some comedians show. super funny, laugh till i cry at some parts. one of mine fav one was the one on a puppet named ACKMED. it is sooooo cute, the guy who voice it is so funny.

sentence of the day: Silences, i kiillll u.......... ok fuck blogskin, keep having problems wit them. fed up alrdy, dun wan to care alrdy. sadded today, nt able to check out the test run for the generator cos they nd to do some changes in the system. typed the report on mine laptop. oh ya n stupid almost all my friends gt their results sent to them by sms early in the morning n i didnt gt a single msg at all. so dumb, still nd wait till like 12 plus to be on mysas. then came another prob, the company has no wireless at all, damn it loh. bt anw was lucky borrow mine dad's portable modem. he drived down frm his office jus to pass me the thing haha, nice rite. i also told my dad dun tell my mum abt the modem cos she is so gonna screw me up if she noe tat i disturbed my dad during work time. well, think im quite neutral abt mine results. abit happy abit sad. didnt gt my expected result for some of my modules. haiz, cannt do much is over alrdy, lets jus move forward, look forward to the future. ok i nd lots slp nw toodas... oh man im all alone again today cos fariz was late thus nv come, damn. morning talked wit one of the supervisor call Neru. he very nice teach me abt the diving chambers stuff. lunch at cafe, 2 vege n 1 fish haha. aft lunch mr jeet asked me abt somethings i learn in the pass wk. lucky i still noe abit. then he asked another supervisor Mani to teach me abt the various electrical systems onboard. spent the afternoon listening to him talkin, which is always better than nth to do. learnt quite alot today happy happy. gt to thk fariz haha like so evil bt is true cos i learn better when it is one to one. tmw they gonna do a test run for the generators so im gonna go see, fun fun. new wk, so bored n tired. any amount of slp is simply nt enough man. today morning as usual, spend time in the office rotting. oh bt today abit more to do, me n fariz clean up the office for the supervisors. seriously the place is damn dusty, cannt breath. packed their paper n files neatly. bt didnt rly dare to change the positions of the items cos was afraid tat they might be able to find their things. afternoon went onboard bro ventures. nt much to see. the EHS guy wanted to bring us see the pump room, bt in the end he was busy so we left the vessel. tmw might go up again to see if we can gt a chance to see the pump room. addicted to suxin's ds game, lost in blue.

i jus realised gonna gt mine results in 2 days time, im so so so scared n nervous. hope can do well n pull up the gpa. bt honestly mine main concern will be whether the results will gt pull down. oh man, today is yet another fruitless day, if u gt wat i mean. the whole day me n fariz rotted in the office doin our own things n talkin crap. talk abt ufo-s n ghost stories. seriously damn bored...main reason i guess is cos the manager is nt here so the rest also cannt assign anything for us to do. saw a guy painting the floor, was rly tempted to ask if i can help, bt was scared lah.

went to watch movie, Being Human wit him today at jp. overall the show was nt bad, i mean the plot is expected frm the kind of show jack neo makes. as usual there r many funny parts, i laughed like mad at many parts. anw, glad tat there is still quite a lot of ppl who went to support his movie even though there was the scandel case goin on. i personally think tat everyone shld nt put his movies tgt wit his family issues. cannt deny the fact tat he do make gd movies. ate popcorn n burger king in the cinema haha, like abit bad arh...nxt movie im gonna watch will be how to train your dragon n clash of the titans, hoping to watch clash of titans in 3D. hoho so waste money, keep goin movies. bt today didnt use much cos he paid for mine ticket haha > <. nxt time mine turn to pay :) so tired, finally a day which i am nt tired frm boredom bt frm doing somethings haha. manager had leave today n tmw, so basically there is no one to bother abt me n fariz. morning we stayed in the container office to do the reports given to us, chat n picnic. aft lunch, we both decided to visit the vessels by ourselves. went to 3 diff vessels. was comical on one of the vessel. cos the doors build on the vessel, the bottom area was rly high so i had rly much difficulty whenever i try to cross over the door. the bottom is like jus below mine hips, so can imagine how i look like when crossing. wats more paiseh is whenever i cross over, is super unglam, then all the workers will always stop working n watch me climb over the door. like soooo paiseh lah > <. spent the whole onboeard the vessel. oh n also jus received the pics taken frm the engineering dept last wk.

today mine partner, fariz didnt come, im all alone at the workshop. bt i feel so independent haha cos i did everything such as finding the manager, askin qns, staying in container room myself. was a little scary at first bt slowly felt more comfortable. again today im slpy n tired...i nd to gt more slp. dunno wats wrong wit the blogskin i used previously, cannt preview the background. nvm found another blogskin, hope it dont giv me problems again. watchin cruel temptation frm yesterday, haha. yesterday went shopping at jp, spend alot of $$, no $$ le nia -_-...finally topped mine prepaid card, bt im thinking i gt cheated by starhub, the $17 top up card dont have any credits to it, only have free incoming call, free 500 sms, free 120 mins outgoing call. which means if i used up the free sms n outgoing call b4 i top up again in one months time, i will nt have $$ to make phonecall n sms, can only let ppl call me. guess i nd to moniter more frm now on. restored mine energy today, tmw nd go bac work le, tired... yes man i finally gt a chance to go onboard one of the ship in the shipyard today, a diving vessel. bt is nt rly complete yet cos alot of machines still have nt being installed yet. bt is still cool inside. saw the diving chambers. walk alot ard the ship frm the lowest deck right up to the forecastle. took some pics, bt dunno whether can put up or nt cos dunno isit private n confidential de leh...oh wells will put up a few soon bah... 3rd day for itp alrdy n im still rly bored. went into drydocks world for itp, sianx man nth to do there. bt lucky is jus for tis wk only. goin to 4 different department in the coming wks. tis wk in the engineering departmant where they do autocad drawings, like hull modeling, piping systems n etc. gt a lot of their drawings, is chim de loh. seeing their drawing makes me realised the autocad tat i learnt in sch is jus the basics of the basics.

ohhh im all burnt. now i noe wat it feels like to have ur skin cooked by the sun. OUCH!!! hoping to see mine skin peel soon haha im crazy. thurs exams ended, went to watch movies wit friends, yesterday went sentosa. first time in mine life i wore a bikini UNDER a tanktop > <. sun tanned, played in the water, took pics, play true or dare n etc. although had an incident which i do nt wish to mention, overall we all still have fun. aft sentosa went to eat dinner then went daiso. n once again i rly gt to say I LOVE DAISO!!! buy many thing frm daiso. went to a pet shop also. asked the price of the baby chiwawas, omg i can faint. Each chiwawa cost abt 1000 plus wahlau, i dunno how much things i can buy frm daiso alrdy haha...bt i still like the japanese spitz sooooo cute i wan one. nxt time if i gt the $$ i go buy one, make friends wit mine cats.

aft tat the rest went to suxin hse while i go hme. went to popular at je to buy things. i can say i do like shopping alone, esp in a bookstore. i can browse through all the books slowly, pick them slowly n etc. spent quite alot at popular.

today went to watch percy jackson wit mine mama n maid. nice show, like the special effects esp the scene where percy controls the water, COOL!!!
















yes man finally exams r over im so so so happy yay! bt mek paper is tough. i lose 15 marks at section C cos i dunno how to do the cylinder head qns, gonna cry le lah T_T. bt is ok wats over is over, wats done cannt be undone...now is all fun fun n fun till nxt mon where nd to start itp le.

watched movie today, alice in wonderland wit cliques at PS. quite nice lah wasnt expecting the story to have a little change to it. i like the grinning cat, is cute haha...anw b4 watching movie went shopping at bugis wit suxin xue bing n sage. i bought a dress n cardigan. mrted hme at 6. all of a sudden im kinda hooked bac onto westlife's songs. guess is cos they came out a new album recently i think, so i decided to do a search n heard the older songs. all the songs rly brought bac memories. anw ship stab today is a victory. all the qns the cher gave us came out n i was able to do them yay! think i have confident bah bt dun wan to put the expectations too high, an A is enough. of course i do hope to gt a distinction lah haha! aft today's paper somehow i dun feel like studyin le nia(oops). still gt mek :(. thurs gonna have movie so happy...fri gonna have a sentosa outing too and then sat also gonna have a movie yay!

sianx itp nxt wk. i hope can do well in the company > <. aft a day long of studies n stuff, im now bloggin b4 i go slp. today's study session wit the clique is more like a food session lo, cos we kept on snackin on stuff while studyin n etc. die fat fat le lah...reach sch at 10 today, totally nt in mood to study. did some studyin, then went for lunch at 12 plus. came bac, did a graph n gave up(oops) haha. i had much confident for ship stab cos im bettin mine marks on the qns the cher had given us, so i truly hope tat the cher will nt cheat us again. OUR YOUNG HEARTS CANNT TAKE ANYMORE DISAPPOINTMENTS N CHEATING > <.

anw today had a hilarious moment. our gd friend sun ye was asked to help refill a bottle, n then u noe wat he did, he heard help me throw instead, then he happily dump it into the bin. everyone was like giving him the ARH! look when he turn bac n he realised he did the wrong thing. haha super funny when he turn ard n gave the OMG! SHIT! look. in the end he bought a new bottle of water to compansate.

oh wells im done here gtg le nd slp now tmw paper at 9am -_-'''
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