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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 | 8:40 PM | 0 comments
wat the fuck man, does money rly mean so much to u...its only a few bucks. if tis little amount of money can make u feel so bu she de den dun give. i can pay for it mineself using mine own HARD EARNED MONEY!!! seriously hu the fuck is able to sustain n use $18 of call value for 6 months, some ppl maybe bt sry im nt tat some ppl...is like wat the hell im like how old alrdy, 18 n u still wan to do things like keeping track of my phone bills, checking on my phone. so glad tat u dun noe how to use my phone. im old enough n i gt my own life n circle of friends. saying things like having too much social activities, spending so much on msg-ing is so freaking annoying. den wat? u wan me to kao zhi bi let u see isit. if one day i rly become like tat be prepare, i can tell u tat u wouldnt be happy either.i had enough of all tis kind of money talks n all the restrictions. if u think im nt thrifty enough so be it, if u think im starting to be rebellious so be it, i dun give a damn anymore cos u nv seem to have faith in me. u can make conclusions witout even knowing anything. tis few day u had shown me ur blackest face, passing sarcastic remarks n telling me off randomly witout a bloody reason. im nt ur fucking anger bag whereby u can anyhow put ur anger on. if ur're angry wit ur own friends, ur own things, dun come to me n crash everything on me. its rly frustrating tat aft getting the random scolding frm u, u expect me to smile happily when u feel happy. frm now on watever u say i will listen, bt whether or nt its gonna stay in my brain is up to me to decide. im so looking forward to a time where i can jus gt out of tis bloody situation n live a life of my own. looking forward to overseas studys... aft sch today, slacked at concourse wit xue bing they all while waiting for kevin to come. his words had prob so nd to borrow my lappy to do his reports. left lappy wit him while me suxin yenru n bing mrted down to marsiling to buy new future jeans n shorts. mrted bac to je aft tat to meet kevin to gt bac my lappy. accompany him wait for his gf. slacked at je lib while waiting, crap alot. went hme at abt 6 plus... |