i hate being sick cos i hate the medicine......yucky cough syrup. tis morning was so slpy cos of the cough syrup gt side effects aft i ate it, i decided to do some studying bt cannt cos feeling so drowsy, so went to take a nap. woke up at abt lunch time then had fried rice frm yesterday. sat ard for a while then went to start studying.
tried understanding the ship stab bt i still cannt understand die liao sian. tried finding some answers for the mek2, in the end only found for like a few questions nvm ltr i shall continue. tmw im thinking of finding ang ler hwi to ask him teach me the 1st chapter of the emec. started studying it some time ago n found tat the chapters somehow have some link between the chapters, thus if i dun noe how to do the 1st chapter then i cannt rly do much for the other chapters as well even if i understand them.
electronics i think i gonna memorise all the circuit diagrams....
fri was a happy day for me cos we finally talk to each other, i hope we can continue tis way everyday haha. too bad no msg for 2 days i guess its tough to start a random topic wit our current relationship. well is alright tis kind of things cannt be rushed, takes time, i will wait....... im so slpy now, cannt seem to be able to do anything man. gt backaches n stiff neck for the whole day yyyy...well i think is cos of my fever yeaterday, i broke a record of 39.4 degrees, my highest fever temp for the very first time haha, think i was too tired lah.
gt mini lecture frm suxin cos i told her tat yesterday i went to do some running then went hme straight away go shower then slp, aft i woke up fever haha she was so stun for a while then started lecturing me...sry lah i didn noe mus cool down first then can take shower mah so long nv do running liao forgt wat to do, wat nt to do. i hate being sick, feel so tired.
today had emec lesson in the morningt then had lunch at fc2, aft tat went to the a place outside library to slack while suxin n the rest did their ppt for csw. kevin n his gf joined us aft some time. kevin told me something which makes me happy yet sad at the same time haha....and btw
KEVIN STOP KA JIAOING ME U BIG BULLY :P "im a happy gal in a happy worlddd, life in poly is so fantasticcc"

haha lame sentence which i gt frm the im a barbie girl song jus changed some of the words. i dunno im jus so high today cos of something, no one noes only i do haha yea...well im actually high n happy all day long up till now. some stupid incident jus crush my happiness n i think sooner or ltr i will nt be able to take it liao.
STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im starting to chiong liao cos term test comming up soon in like less than 2 weeks n im still empty for some modules like electronics and emec. lucky im starting to understand some parts of the shipstab liao, jus need to do more of the tutorial, plus ms cathy cong is so nice to let us noe roughly the qns so tat we can jus concentrate on the 3 qns set in the term test.
BT I STILL NEED TUTORING, ANYONE CAN JUS HELP MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so scared n lost now, wat am i gonna do now so worry, crying for her...if u see tis pls dun be sad watever happen u still have all of us tgt we will nt abandon u. pls be strong i mean i noe u r stronger than we think, bt the words r so scary tat im still crying now, dun make me cry cos im supppose to be happy so u mus stay happy then i will nt cry ok...i noe im nt u so i dun noe the feeling bt frm ur words i can rly feel in me the heartache u r having now, theres still time chill down n lets see u tmw in sch okae, dun block us away we r always there for u

JIAYOU!!!JIAYOU!!!JIAYOU!!! arhhh im super tired today n so so shag.......... did 7 hrs of workshop wit fanny n suxin jus to do the stupid dull gauge alignment, is like super hard a bit too much force the reading go haywire. had to screw n unscrew so many times to align it. did like 5 hrs then finally the cher say the shim can be remove, cos it is placed by him one haiz, the cher cheat our feelings sia. almost gt it already then the cher come make make then reading out again n then we have to do again.
actually we keep doing it is cos the cher say if we can gt the rite tolerance of +5 -5, he will give the three of us distinction one loh. too bad we dun gt to have it cos we did so many times n none of the times we passed. bt then guess the cher may give us A if he happy cos he always say he will mark us nt only by the performance bt also the attitude towards the workshop. thus i think we shd gt quite high marks for our effort.
so slpy now n i wish i can join xuebing the class gathering loh can chitchat tgt, bt everyone noes how strict my mum is, sure cannt go one tats y i dun even bother to ask cos i will noe the answer anw. how i wish i can gt more freedom fr my parents n i think dad is actually nt tat strict cos most of the time when i tell him he will nt rly say much jus ask me to nt to play too much nt like mum keep nagging n nagging n then ended up wit a quarrel wit me. i dun wanna do tat i jus wish i can have a little better communication wit mum bt at times the thing she says jus annoys me alot n she will always think she is rite. i hope she can be a little more relax on me jus abit will do n i will be happy enough.
now i nd to think of a deal wit her so tat she will allow me to go out wit my friends on the 27th of nov, i rejected my friends bt im thinking of a way to go. THINK!!! lesson in the morning 8.30, the first lesson mek lao ye still talks alot bt teach quite alot today also. aft teaching for 1 hour he see the whole class ppl r all looking very tired so he decided to stop there for the day. n the class today all of a sudden so gd tell the teacher is okae he can continue bt the cher say nvm cos still gt time to teach give us rest. aft mek were tutorials, emec n electronics, did some tutorial qns in class. lesson ended at 12.30, so me n suxin when to xue bing class to wait for her cos we three going to bugis tgt.
had pasta mania for lunch cos i told suxin n xue bing tat i nv eat b4 so they so nice pei me eat there. me n suxin had the mushroom bake rice n xue bing gt some very creamy spaghetti. oh n i gt chicken wings too haha my craving for chicken wings had nt subside. i ate abt half of the bake rice then gave up to eat the chicken wings haha yummy..........
aft lunch go bugis street walking n buy some things, i gt a nice belt n necklace to match a dress i bought some time back. mrt-ed hme aft did a little more shopping at bugis junction. the xuebing n suxin arh keep ka jiaoing me. anw reached hme abt 4 plus. im a little tired bb im so sian n lifeless, lessons today i finally understand a bit of the ship stab n mek stuff, well abit. no practical also, the lao ye arh like super slack one nia, so many things to say also today in the class, lucky still gt teach arh if nt some ppl will be like sian dao...
did a lot of thinking in class n at hme still thinking if i made a right choice, some say ok some say nt ok so in the end im still so full of dotz n qn marks haha.
came hme super early today, clara took bus wit me. alighted at the market to buy teenage bt dunno y still nt out yet leh so in the end bought seventeen. bought chicken wings also cos all of a sudden i had a craving for it, gt 2 fried n 1 bbq one. i ate the bbq one while mum n maid took the fried one.
yea im happy cos today i very gd did some studying for ship stab n noe how to do the first 2 chapters already im fast haha jus kidding only did like 3 tutorial qns bt still a gd start lah.
used the com n came across an article abt big meteor shower all over the world, i was so happy n excited to see it bt in the end i readed properly n realised the article is frm yesterday one arhhh, which means the meteor shower was tis morning at 1am.
noooooooooo i missed it how can i arhhhhhhhhh. nvm jus wait for more articles lah bb com today...well nt exactly lah. today morning i switch on the com to do some multi-tasking work, doing csw assignment, watching ko sanguo n reading manga. jus found a nice one called he's dedicated to roses, weird name bt the manga is fun abt a plain girl who changes instantly to a hotshot boy aft being intolerance of the continuous bullying by a rich girl, then how in her boy form she met ppl n a lover who thinks he gay to fall in love wit her in boy form...readed a lot then came the exciting part where the boy found out abt the truth, then the website had nt uploaded so sian...guess i need to wait longer.
jus finished the csw assignment n email to the teacher. the teacher siao one every week give one assignment to do n some more is essay arhh sian...
i made a decision to do something bt i rly dunno is it the right thing to do now cos i kept thinking abt the consequences n the aftmath...someone supported me bt im a bit scared already...
oh well lets jus pray hard for things to fall in place. yea...today had a great time wit besties cos we went for a lunch ok maybe more of a dinner gathering tgt...gt me suxin xuebing yenru clara fanny sun ye kevin n charlton. it was made for five of us who r nov babies haha i think suxin n the rest gonna broke liao buying so many presents for us. we went to swensens to eat super full, suxin also so nice to buy an ice-cream cake for the 5 bday ppl haha so sry tat we keep complaining of being full n dun wan eat the cake i personally felt rly happy for the thought n so do the rest. then went to the arcade to play for a while.
THKQ SUXIN N EVERYONE!!!
morning workshop was super stress man the laser alignment thingy is like super duper freaking irritating, we keep on screwing unscrewing n turning to gt the best results n yet all fail haiz...y like tat one, we spend alot of time on it loh. lesson suppose to end at 1 then we keep doing till 1 plus then aft need to rush cos xue bing they all waited for us at jp for like 3 hrs plus...feel so bad bt well we still did enjoy ourselves today so hope nxt time can gather tgt more.

the dress i bought
today's lessons were super boring, didnt gt much things frm the lectures haha still full of question marks in the brain. morning gt electronics n ship stab, understand abit of the electronics, bt the ship stab i guess i need more practises at hme to noe how to do the questions.
aft lunch gt mek2 the lao ye as usual is very talkative bt still gt teach lah....finished lesson ard 3 plus then went to imm wit suxin jonaton n sun ye...went there to do somethings lah haha buy many many things at daiso...im rly in love wit daiso so many things to buy anw i gt some felts n handicraft things cos i wanna make something for all my besties for christmas all $2 only leh cheap cheap haha, bt im a little stupid, cos a packet of felts when i came bac then realised tat it is nt the normal one bt sticker kind sian sia haha nvm lah i think still can use lah, the most if cannt use then i ask suxin help me buy when she go daiso again....
im actually quite happy today cos i finally felt like a real 18 year old person cos i can go out wit pals to do shopping laugh ard n so on. tis is actually wat i rly wan, a nice shopping day wit friends witout having to answer to so many things jus informing mum abt the time i going hme only. bt of course i was nt tat bad also went hme ard 5 plus nt very late rite???
i rly hope i can have more of such time wit my friends, like going out shopping tgt, eating tgt etc. wishing mum will understand tis is all i ever wanted. a little more freedom is wat i rly wish for................................................ today we r all back in sch, everyone like nt in the mood to study aft the class bbq haha. nt much happened today anw morning ship stab lesson, then lunch at fc2 wit besties then when to lib. wanted to play boardgames one bt then no more space in lib, bt we met sage in thee lib so went into the gamesroom to play blockus or watever is the spelling haha...nt we borrow one lah.
then aft lunch gt emec lesson, the class super noisy one loh, i was also bored so took clara's borrowed books frm her n read baby blues haha. well tats all for today bb

my presents frm family n friends(balloon cannt see haha)

the balloon haha

presents frm family(close up)

our class photo haha today lesson at 10 so boring took bus to sch no one there....im always so early
morning gt engineering mechanics lesson, was nt rly listening to the teacher playing suxin's DS mario kart nice game ....lunch time i was also bored cos lesson ended early at 11.30 so wanted to wait for xue bing at fc 2.
suxin sunye n yenru dunno go where so nv take lunch tgt, clara n fanny went to fc 4 cos gt quite a long lunch break can rot away...so left me jiaying jj jonatan and xianyang at fc 2...the jonatan arh keep playing the itouch haha too bad mine was nt jailbroken so many games r demo version very short bt he still play like so fun haha...
12 noon xue bing n durges came n we all went to the library to slack...play boardgame didnt noe the name was so mouse game quite fun...aft lunch electronics practical...tell u arh the teacher teach is like super duper slow one keep repeating his words bt lucky i partner wit suxin n she do b4 so she can say gd at it yea...haha was so funny at first she was partner wit sunye then i wit jonatan bt then aft tat we decided to switch partners so i became wit suxin..........
practical was quite easy lah if u understand how to adjust all the things properly then more or less will how to do liao.
yea tonite gonna celebrate bdae advance wit mum n dad at hme so happy daddy gt me the itouch mummy gt me a pendant n yanti gt me necklaces too...now is left wit presents by pals....i wonder wat they giving me suxin made me so excited saying tat it will be a big surprise haha faster faster.....anw shall post some pics of presents ltr on haha last post aug...can see how sian and lazy am i to do blogging at home
bt seriously i gt mixed feelings abt blogging, sometimes i wish to go under construction sometimes i so bu she de the blog haha lame rite.....
well pals r all nagging n grumbling abt my blog rotting so i guess i jus might start to blog again maybe ok if i feel like it haha.
well lets see how shall i start............sch opens for abt 3 weeks already, jus started learning all the new modules n up till now im still empty in the head...oh rite bdae coming yea 18 soon. few more days n im a half adults watever tat means....
wat am i going to do when i turn 18...hmmm, party till late at nite nah mum will kill me if i do tat, how abt finding a bf haha if anyone wans me tat is, i noe spend more time outside n go hme late at nite hahahahaha now tats wat i call a new me...ok i noe frm now on i shall be a little more crazy n open in doing stuff.
tis fri gonna have class bbq at our cher hse there, we call him lao ye haha cos he likes to boast tat in his hme his wife very traditional one thus call him lao ye at hme one lol super funny.
nxt wed gt a mariner's conference at psa vista, gt buffet dinner leh.
im so gonna start training my stamina to prepare for yr 3 nafar(dunno spelling correct or nt) cos xue bing n suxin say the 2.4m mus take one, if i dun start to train i will die during the test. waaaa if i start to do running maybe i can lost some weight arh haha......yea im abit excited run with me ppl.
many many ppl bdae coming soon wah nov babies, going to celebrate tgt nxt fri yea, im going to bring cam lah if nt everytime outing n gathering no pics like so sian as if we nv gone out tgt b4 haha mus gt more pics for memory keeping lol
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