wah long long no blog liao anw i decided tat from now one i will only blog on special stuff lah.

haiz today is a sad day lah y n j had a great disagreement today n somehow i feel tat im the one at fault and the main cause of the quarrel. even though they already nt getting along right from the start bt dunno leh feel tat is my wrong doing for speaking of the issue wit y making her misunderstand the issue then cause she wan to like speak up for me thinking tat i was being bully by j bt seriously i wasnt j is very gd to me she did nt bully or force me to do anything instead i was the one who decided to help her do the thing willingly one. heres jus a brief summary of the incident, abt a week ago j forgt to take her umbrella frm class so when we reached the nxt class, she wanted me to follow her to take back the umbrella bt cos honestly i was scared tat if i tell her straight tat i dun wanna go wit her and ask her to go herself she will angry wit me or think im a bad friend for nt following her to do such simple things whereas she always accompany me go diff place even she going to be late for class or other things. bt she is actually nt like tat like someone who gt angry over such things, is jus tat im always scared of small things like tis when it comes to friends lah cos im afriad of losing friends, bt the class was really quite far away so i pull her back n tell her nvm lah jus dun wan it lah bt she keep saying she only have one umbrella n it is quite exp. so i think think then told her nvm i will buy her a new and nicer umbrella n i promised...she say nvm one when i buy new one she will pay me the money for it bt is i keep saying nvm nvm no need u so nice to me a small umbrella is nthg. then the nxt few days i keep on forgeting to help her buy n she also abit anxious cos tis few days keep raining n her only umbrella is gone thus when today s say wanna go to jp to meet her bf i decided to follow her go to buy the umbrella, then y heard so she ask me y i wanna buy umbrella then stupid me jus say out everything to her witout thinking. she hear hear then say y mus i help j buy when the thing is nt i make lost one, tried expaining bt was too late y scolded j for the thing. j was confused like y y keep saying her so she also try to explain the issue bt like no use so j decided nt to talk anymore n listen to lesson. then y pass a single comment tat made j explod n thus the friendship broke...now j is sad for wat y had said...

anw all way long i really felt tat it is my fault n is depress for causing tis quarrel between the two of them, even though they already cannt gt along liao bt i made it worse and really sory for the incident

FOR THE TWO THEM IF THEY READ TIS, FOR Y IM REALLY HAPPY TAT U TRIED TO HELP ME BT SOMETIMES JUS DUN MAKE URSELF SEEM SO EVIL IN OTHER PPL EYES BY HELPING ANOTHER PERSON COS I NOE U R NT LIKE TAT, IS NT REALLY WORTH THE EFFORT.
N FOR J DUN BE SAD ANYMORE AND KEEP BLAMING URSELF COS IS ALSO NT REALLY UR FAULT I ALSO GT A BIT OF PART TO PLAY COS I WAS THE ONE WAN U TO DUN TAKE BACK UR THINGS ONE N DUN WORRY NO ONE THINKS U R WHO U THINK U R...
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